but rly i think im good for nothing like i have lost my will to fight and hope and trust for future so i find it pretty impossible to bring myself to even try to make things better like what the fucks the point ???? 

also when i texted that i aint coming today the person replied that i should really go see a nurse about this to get stuff fixed and im here like... why???? what that nurse could possibly do to help me ??? lobotomy ??? i think those are kinda frowned upon in this society . order me some sleeping meds ??? tbh im pretty sure i'd just abuse them 

that's a fucking automatic message how fucking sad is that