Actually I dgaf what tumblr has to say about hip hop and rap music actually because Black art will always be loved and supported by us matter what. Thank you Black women of hip hop and rap for giving us an outlet to be angry and voice our emotions in spite of the angry Black girl trope. Thank you Da Brat, Queen Latifah, Salt and Pepa and more for starting the lane for women in rap and giving us the Black tomboy rapper. Thank you Lil Kim and Foxy Brown for birthing the sexual hypefeminine Black Barbie and crossing hip hop with high fashion. Thank you Missy Elliot for revolutionising production and choreography in hip hop music. Thank you Nicki Minaj for keeping women's rap alive in the 2010s and showing the versatility of rap with pop music. Thank you Rico Nasty for giving us Black female rage and giving us alt Black girl rep. Thank you Doja Cat and Tierra Whack for giving us quirky Black girl rap representation. Thank you Flo Milli, Leikeli47, Megan Thee Stallion, Lola Brooke, Doechii and more for carrying the torch for the next wave. Thank you especially to Doechii again for proving darkskin women can do anything and that our art matters. Thank you RoXXXan, Lioness and Amplify Dot for starting the renaissance of women in UK rap in the 2010s. Thank you Lady Leshurr for putting UK women's rap on the map. Thank you ENNY for giving us the Black British girl anthem, Peng Black Girls. Thank you Little Simz for carrying the UK rap game on your back no matter how long they doubt you, no matter how long it takes the UK industry to recognise your excellence. Thank you Cristale for paving the way for the next generation in the UK.
Thank you Black women of hip hop for giving us representation across the board . That we can be just as masculine just like the men of rap but also as girly and as feminine as can be. That we can reclaim our sexuality either through open sexual expression without shame or none at all no matter the stereotypes thrown at us. That as queer Black women we exist and we can thrive. That no matter the misognyoir, colourism and queerphobia we exist and we will always be here.
Thank you Black women of rap and hip hop. I love you all!
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b.g. : y/n, a musician herself, is introduced to esdee's music by one of her friends. following him on instagram sets off a spiral into something greater.
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sipping on my iced chai latte, i lead me and jay to a vintage store. instead, the decor reflects an array of items from the past, many things hanging on the wall and from the ceiling.
"this place is cool," jay murmurs beside me after we walk in.
i turn to him. "i know, right? i love the vibe in here," i tell him, beginning to walk through the isles.
i walk over to the jackets, running my hand across the fabric as i look at them.
"do you come here a lot?" jay asks.
i shrug slightly. "whenever i'm in the city, honestly. i always find something here to buy," i say with a small smile.
i notice jay looking around the store, gazing at the furnishings, clothing, records, and other trinkets they have. i also notice a brown leather jacket on the rack, so i separate it from the rest of the hanging jackets and pull it out, examining it more.
i hold it up against my body. "what do you think about this? i've lowkey been wanting a brown leather jacket even though i have a black one."
jay squints slightly, looking over the jacket. "try it on," he suggests.
"okay, can you hold these for me, please?" i ask, handing him my chai latte and my purse.
he nods, taking them into his hands as i unzip the jacket and pull it off the hanger. placing the hanger to the side of me, i slip my arms into the jacket, adjusting it over myself. there's a mirror hanging on the wall near us, so i turn to it to see how the jacket looks on me. it fits me well, being the perfect amount of oversized.
"i think it looks good, what do you think?" i ask, turning my body to either side to get a better look at the jacket.
jay nods, looking at me. "i also think it looks good. the brown suits you," he compliments.
i smile at him, making eye contact in the mirror. "thanks," i respond. "i think i'm gonna buy it. it's only like 40 bucks."
i take the jacket off and put it back on the hanger, taking both my purse and drink back from jay's hands. we wander around the store some more, jay not finding anything he wants to buy, but still admiring what they're offering here. i grab a few other things; a dress and some random decorative items. i get checked out and pay for my items, the two of us then leaving the store.
"where are we off to next?" jay questions.
i finish the last sip of my chai latte before throwing it away in a nearby trash can. "i don't really want to be shopping all day - i just had to stop there - but i need to get some stuff for miso. like litter and shit like that," i tell him. "i think there's a pet store around here, but i can't remember," i look around, in search of the pet store.
jay turns and points to somewhere across the street. "is that the one?" he asks me, pointing at 'pet supplies plus'.
i nod, smiling at him. "yup."
we walk across the street and go inside the store, the smell of pet products hitting me in the face.
"okay so i need litter, a litter box, cat food, soap, a collar, and maybe some toys. don't forget," i say playfully.
jay chuckles softly. "don't worry, i won't," he starts. "you plan on giving her a bath later?"
i grab a cart, putting my purse in the baby seat of the shopping cart. "yeah. it shouldn't take long, so i hope you don't mind me giving her one before we head to the studio."
he shakes his head. "i don't mind at all."
we stroll through the isles, grabbing the things on my list as we see them. so far, we have the litter and the litter box, and the soap. we walk into the isle with the food, getting both dry and wet food for miso. we make small talk as we search the store.
"did you ever have any pets?" i ask, turning the corner into a new isle.
"no," jay shakes his head. "i've always wanted a dog, though. but cats are cool, too."
i smile. "yeah, i had a family dog when i was younger. i also had a few cats, but i didn't know if i could deal with the responsibilities of getting a pet while living on my own. guess finding miso was just a sign."
he laughs and we approach the cat toys. i examine them, wanting to get a few for my new cat.
"should i get the feather or the string on the stick?"
jay hums beside me. "the feather."
i take the feather on the stick off the rack, placing into my cart. i get a few other toys, like small mouse ones and some balls with a bell on the inside. the collars are, conveniently, next to the toys, so i turn my attention to those.
"i don't know what color to get," i tell jay, looking at all the options hanging in front of me.
he waits a second before responding, clearly thinking. "i think this purple would look good with her fur color," he says, taking a deep purple collar off of the rack and offering it to me.
"oo, you're right!" i say, taking it from his hands. it has a small silver bell on it. "this is gonna be so cute on her!"
we check out, jay helping me hold some of the heavier bags as we trek back to ally's parking garage that i parked in, the walk being a little less than 10 minutes. putting the stuff into the backseat of my dodge, i then get inside and drive home.
once we get back to my place, jay helps me again with the bags, bringing them inside my house. miso comes around the corner, carefully stepping towards the two of us. i crouch down, petting her and taking her into my hands.
"hi miso, baby. i missed you," i coo directly in front of her face. "you ready for a bath, kitty?"
she just looks at me, blinking a few times. i smile, twisting my head to look at jay.
"isn't she adorable?" i ask, a wide grin on my face.
jay laughs as he puts his balaclava down on my kitchen counter. "very."
my grin turns into a hopeful smile. "so adorable that you'll help me with her bath?" i suggest, wanting him to say yes.
he leans against my counter, smiling. "sure, i don't mind."
i stand up, still holding miso in my hands. "you're the best! lets get the soap and stuff and get her cleaned."
jay takes the cat wash soap out of the bag and follows me to the bathroom. on my way there, i grab an old towel from the closet next to my bathroom before setting miso down and turning the bath on.
we wait as the water gets warm, the tub not needing to be completely full.
"you ready, miso?" i ask, my voice a pitch higher than usual.
to be continued..
a/n : its been years since the last update im so sorry everyone ... but here we are!! nothing burger im srry buttttt hopefully another part soon - i've had a bit more free time recently compared to the past few weeks. lmk what you guys think about this part!! feel free to send me reqs, comments, questions, suggestions, or anything thru my inbox/private messages!!! likes/reblogs are greatly appreciated <22 i love u guys the most!!
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