#uglyself

"너는 졌고 나는 폈어..."

that moment when you check his IG history

“boys don’t like girls who...”

https://www.instagram.com/p/BSm3qykFe_3/

💜 and i am  💜

greetings from lord dracula and his sidekick prince iron heart 😂 only a few more days and then the most stressful month of the year is done. this year, for the first time in 15 years, i even get to have new year's off PLUS the weekend! i am still a little bit scared about it turning out to be a ruse, but... i also look forward to being able to finally use this time for retrospection, for sitting down to breathe a bit and go into the new year more rested. i haven't really had time yet to get a closer look at my christmas presents, so i will certainly sit down a bit and read death poems, listen to stereolab and johan johansson and watch his little brutalist future film, while drinking mulled wine and eating my family's cookies. i am also looking forward to spending new year's eve with my bestie from frankfurt @agapintheskin, even though my initial plans (before i was surprised with the days off news) were to stay at home and do nothing at all, because of the high stress levels of the past 4 weeks i went through and a bout of something some people would call winter depression. i still feel kinda dead inside in some deep hidden corners of my being, but i'll march on. i hope it's all going to thaw eventually, and hopefully i'll be able to gain some new perspective on some things. or, it's going to be like always, and i'll never be happy about whatever situation i am in. 🤷‍♀️ #selfportraits #uglyself #wintermood #boo #ranting https://www.instagram.com/p/CJW4St_Hhca/?igshid=151q7ov79x2qf