#uggggghhhhhh

Niall

:(

i should be sitting under your desk with my face on your bulge but whatever

the marker i was using for a drawing i was really excited to finish dried out :(

the way that lex was excited to know the truth about clark and would have been so accepting of him (especially since clark was actively saving him and he knew in that moment clark had saved him before) if lionel hadn’t ordered the electroshock therapy and made him forget what he saw of clark. the way things probably could have turned out differently from where clark and lex are inevitably heading. the doomed relationship is really doomed 😔

it is on some objective level crazy to me just how much they don't give a shit about giving equal commentary/notes to both teams. like, yes, yes we've been dealing with this the entire playoffs, yes, whatever, but it's fucking crazy to me still? how they can go on and on about cmd — but you talk about barky for five seconds and suddenly 'oh, we don't want to bore anyone,' and it's like... you aren't the edm broadcast! even more, the cats have played overall such a better series, but fuck giving us flowers, right? because, what, we're a southern team? an american one? 'canada hasn't won a cup in thirty years,' 'edm hasn't been in the scf in eighteen,' — whatever, dude! literally who fucking cares! can you try to care about us for five seconds! I feel like a child being forgotten in a marriage for the new half-siblings! where am I! HELLO!

Ugggghhhhhh

me when i literally have brain damage and need to be patient with myself: wtf writing is so hard, why is this not turning out exactly how i want it to immediately