Please please please tell me it's not just my daddy issues talking but.
I dream of something, which is Saul being my dad. And. Lemme just say.
Why can I see Saul as my father omg. Why do I WANT Saul as my father. A negligent father at that. Like not mean but just absent, rarely home because of work, kind of awkward relationship to his child, but trying his best but still, yk. Absent. And specifically.
Divorced dad. Divorced, negligent, overworked Dad Saul trying his earnest best to care fir his child but ultimately driving it away.
Why do i like this. Why do I imagine fake scenarios like that like wtf.
And at the same time fantazising about this dork ass man.
I am afraid of myself lmao help
WHY DO I WANR SAUL FUCKING GOODMAN TO BE MY DAD BUT ALSO WHY DO I WANT HIM WTF.
Please tell me I am not the only one, save my self respect TwT