you had always thought paige bueckers was gorgeousโundeniably, effortlessly so. from the way she carried herself on the court with that smooth confidence to the way she joked around with her teammates, never failing to bring a smile to your face. she had a charm that was impossible to ignore, and you had fallen for her long before you even admitted it to yourself.
but nothingโabsolutely nothingโcould have prepared you for the sight of her in glasses.
it happened on a quiet evening at her apartment. paige had just finished a long day of practice, and you had come over to spend the night, something that had become a comfortable routine for the two of you. she had been complaining about her contacts bothering her all day, rubbing her eyes and muttering about needing to give them a break. you hadnโt thought much of itโuntil now.
you were curled up on the couch, scrolling through your phone while waiting for her to finish getting ready for your usual movie night. you barely looked up when you heard her footsteps padding back into the living roomโuntil you did.
and thatโs when your entire brain short-circuited.
paige stood there, fresh-faced and slightly sleepy-looking, wearing an oversized hoodie that practically swallowed her frame and a pair of loose sweatpants. but what caught your attentionโwhat had your heart stuttering in your chestโwas the pair of black-rimmed glasses perched on her nose.
you blinked. once. twice. maybe three times.
she raised a brow at you, adjusting them slightly. โwhat?โ
you didnโt answer right away. couldnโt, really, because your mind was still trying to process just how unfairly attractive she looked. paige was already stunning, but the glasses? they added a whole new level to it.
โiโโ you started, but no coherent thought came out.
a smirk tugged at her lips as she walked closer, standing in front of you with her arms crossed. โare you seriously speechless right now?โ
you swallowed, your mouth suddenly dry. โyou didnโt tell me you wore glasses.โ
paige shrugged, completely unbothered. โdidnโt think it was a big deal. i usually wear contacts, but my eyes were bothering me.โ she paused, tilting her head slightly as if studying your reaction. โwhy? do I look bad or something?โ
you scoffed, finally regaining some control over your words. โpaige. are you kidding me? you lookโโ you hesitated, knowing that if you admitted just how good she looked, sheโd never let you live it down.
but paige was already onto you, her smirk widening. โi lookโฆ?โ she prompted, leaning down until her face was inches from yours.
you sucked in a breath, her proximity making it even harder to focus. her scentโclean, fresh, with a hint of whatever body wash sheโd just usedโwas messing with your ability to think straight.
โyou look hot, okay?โ you finally blurted, your face heating up the second the words left your mouth.
paige laughed, the sound low and teasing as she nudged her nose against yours playfully. โyeah?โ
you huffed, trying to look annoyed, but the way she was looking at youโher blue eyes shining behind the lenses, a teasing but affectionate glint in themโmade it impossible to stay mad.
โyouโre enjoying this way too much,โ you mumbled.
โmaybe,โ she admitted, before reaching up to adjust her glasses again. โbut I like that you think I look hot.โ
you rolled your eyes, but your smile betrayed you. โof course, you do.โ
paige chuckled, then suddenly climbed onto the couch, straddling your lap like it was the most natural thing in the world. your hands instinctively found her waist, steadying her as she settled in, her fingers playing with the hem of your hoodie.
โsince you like them so muchโฆโ she murmured, her lips ghosting over yours, โmaybe I should wear them more often.โ
your breath hitched, her teasing doing exactly what she intended. โi wouldnโt complain,โ you admitted, voice softer now.
paige smiled, then finally closed the distance, kissing you deeplyโslow and warm, like she had all the time in the world. her fingers traced along your jaw before moving up to tangle in your hair, her body pressing closer until there was no space left between you.
when she finally pulled back, you were both slightly breathless, her forehead resting against yours. โso,โ she murmured, โmovie night, or should I just keep distracting you?โ
you let out a breathy laugh, squeezing her waist. โyou know damn well iโm not paying attention to the movie now.โ
paige grinned, โgood answer.โ
and with that, she kissed you again, her glasses slightly askewโbut neither of you cared.
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One second Iโm walking into Hopkins as the new girl after switching schools following my parentsโ divorceโthe product of my dad screwing his secretaryโand the next, Iโm lacing up my sneakers in a hotel room in Tampa, Florida, with my girlfriend of nearly a decade lying beside me.
Paige Bueckers.
My Paige.
And weโre here. The 2025 NCAA Championship game. Our final run as teammates.
And I donโt know if Iโm ready to say goodbye.
The Night Before โ April 5th, 2025 โ Hotel Room, Tampa
After we beat UCLA in the Final Four, everything around me felt like static. Cheers, confetti, handshakesโit all blurred. The only thing I remembered clearly was Paige. The way she ran to me on the court, grinning so hard her eyes crinkled.
And now we were back in our room, everyone else out celebrating with staff and family. But us? We needed quiet.
I sat at the edge of the hotel bed, towel still around my neck, staring at my swollen ankle and the scar on my left knee. One ACL gone freshman year. The other, junior year. A broken foot my senior year. Rehab had become a second sport.
Paige sat across from me, still in her warmups. Her hair damp from her postgame shower, skin glowing in the soft lamplight. Her eyes were on meโlike they always were.
โDo you realize,โ I whispered, โthis is our last night before our last game together?โ
Her smile dropped slowly. โYeah. Iโve been thinking about it all night.โ
I laughed, but it came out shaky. โFeels like we blinked. One second, weโre 15 and sneaking kisses behind the gym. Next, weโre champs bound.โ
She crossed the room and knelt between my legs, resting her head against my good knee. โYou remember when we said weโd play together in college?โ
I nodded. โEveryone thought it was just a pipe dream.โ
โBut we did it,โ she whispered. โDespite the injuries. Despite the breakups. Despite everything.โ
My fingers tangled in her hair. โYou never gave up on me.โ
She looked up at me, blue eyes filled with quiet love. โHow could I? You never stopped fighting.โ
I didnโt realize I was crying until her thumb wiped a tear from my cheek.
Morning of the Championship Game โ April 6th, 2025 โ 6:00 a.m.
We woke up two hours before the rest of the team. Maybe it was nerves. Maybe it was fate.
I shifted under the covers, my back pressed to her chest, her arm snug around my waist.
โYou awake?โ she whispered, her voice thick with sleep.
โYeah,โ I whispered back.
Neither of us moved for a while. Just laid there, hearts syncing.
โWin or lose todayโฆโ I started.
โDonโt,โ she cut in gently, tightening her grip.
โI need to say it, Paige. Win or lose, this is it. Our last game. Our last warm-up together. Last tunnel walk. Last jump ball.โ
She turned me in her arms, forehead resting against mine. โIโve been trying not to think about that. But yeah. Youโre right.โ
โIโm gonna miss this,โ I admitted. โUs. On the court. In the trenches together.โ
Paige nodded, swallowing hard. โBut Iโm not done being in your corner. This isnโt goodbye.โ
We stared at each other. My thumb brushed along her jaw, memorizing her in the golden light.
โI love you,โ I said, voice breaking.
She kissed me softly. โI love you more.โ
Game Day โ 3:23 p.m. Tip-Off
We had warmed up together, same as always. Same as we had since we were 13.
I shot corner threes while she practiced her handles. She passed me a bounce pass, and I flicked it in without thinking. We moved like a machine. Like we were made for this.
Coach Genoโs voice echoed from the bench. โLetโs finish what we started.โ
The arena roared. And we locked pinkies for a moment before taking the floor, four our final tip off together.
UConn vs. South Carolina โ 2025 NCAA Championship
We destroyed them. 82โ59.
Paige was on fireโ17 points, 6 rebounds, 3 assists. But more than that, she was locked in. Focused. Fierce. Everything a leader should be.
Me? I gave everything. My body, my mind, my soul. This wasnโt just a game. This was our game.
With 1:32 left in the fourth quarter, Coach Geno called for her.
The crowd rose.
Paige turned toward the bench, chest heaving. She touched her heart, then jogged over. First, she hugged Coach. Then every single one of our teammates.
I stood last in the line.
She looked at me, eyes swimming. I couldnโt breathe.
She pulled me in, arms wrapped so tight I nearly folded.
โIโll always be proud of you,โ she whispered against my neck. โAlways.โ
โI couldnโt have done this without you,โ I whispered back, tears slipping free.
We pulled back just enough to do our special handshakeโone we made back in 10th grade. It looked ridiculous, but to us, it meant everything.
Coach Geno held the trophy high. Paige, the team and I stood just behind him, her hands resting lightly on my waists.
The confetti came down like a dream.
โThis is what we worked for,โ she said into my ear.
โNo,โ I whispered, brushing her cheek. โThisโyou and meโthatโs what I worked for.โ
Cutting the Net
We took turns. Paige climbed the ladder second to last. Snipped a piece, smiled for the cameras. But when she turned, her eyes searched for mine.
I climbed last of the team. Heart pounding.
When I snipped my piece and turned around, she was waiting at the bottom of the ladder, arms open.
I leapt.
Later That Night โ Back at the Hotel
The celebration was wild. But Paige and I found ourselves on the balcony again, together.
Stars overhead. The moon lighting up her skin.
โEverything we dreamed of,โ I whispered, leaning against her. โItโs real.โ
โBut itโs disappearing when we wake up,โ she said softly.
I glanced at her. โBut nothing will change me and you, right?โ
can u do a fic about paige and reader and base it off โsmoking out the windowโ by silk sonic ๐PRETTY PLEASE WITH A CHERRY ON TOP
Paige Bueckers x Fem!Reader
Summary: The shoes by the door are expensive. The excuses waiting in the bedroom are cheap.
In the aftermath of betrayal, Paige has to face the one thing worse than heartbreak: the realization that love was never enough to make you stay.
Author's note: I'm not good at writing a second person pov, that's why I don't write it. So forgive me for this one, i really tried. Also, what is with the angst requests? Do I not look like I know how to write a happy story? lol... but I hope this is what you're looking for @uknowulovejj
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The first thing she noticed was your shoes.ย
Still by the door. Still angled slightly toward the wall like youโd kicked them off in a rush. ย
One heel hanging over the other. Gold-tipped, leather, stupidly expensive. The kind you once swore youโd never be able to affordโuntil she slid her card across the glass counter and told you not to argue.ย
Her throat burned. She hadnโt even stepped past the threshold.ย
Sheโd taken the redeye back from Phoenix. Told the driver to skip the arena and head straight home. She had neither showered nor eaten.ย
Her duffel bag was still pressed into her side, the strap digging into her collarbone. She thought sheโd come back to an empty apartment. ย
Or at least an emptier one. ย
But then again, you never left anything unless you wanted it to be found.ย
The lights were off. You always left the hall lamp on when you were alone. It wasnโt habit. It was fear. She used to tease you for it, call you her spoiled city girl. ย
You said it made you feel safe. She stopped teasing after that. Bought smart bulbs so you could control them from your phone.ย
Now, the lamp was off. But you were here. She could feel it.ย
Paige slipped off her shoes and let her keys fall to the table with a clatter louder than necessary. The silence that followed pressed in, dense and deliberate. She kept quiet, unsure what she would say if you answered.ย
The kitchen was still spotless. Too spotless. ย
The mug you always used sat by the sink, clean but misplaced. The stool you likedโbecause it faced her while she cookedโwas slightly askew. There were crumbs by the edge. The wine bottle she bought for your fake anniversary sat unopened on the counter.ย
She walked past it without looking twice.ย
The bedroom door hung slightly open, caught between open and closed. It felt intentional, like you were offering her a choice. ย
She could come in or walk away. ย
Forgive or hold the grudge. ย
Stay, or leave you the way she should have when you first borrowed rent money and never gave it back.ย
She stepped through the door like it cost her nothing. It cost everything.ย
You were curled in the sheetsโher sheets. ย
The duvet wrapped around your legs, hair tied back in the lazy way you only did when you werenโt planning to see anyone. Her sweatshirt hung off your shoulder, sleeves bunched in your fists. ย
You werenโt asleep. Your eyes opened before she said a word.ย
โI thought your flight landed at noon.โ Your voice scratched through the dark.ย
Familiar. ย
Wrecked. ย
Still casual in that way that always got to her, like nothing ever stuck to you. Like the world melted around your smile and you knew it.ย
ย
โI told you not to be here.โ Her voice low and cold as she set the duffel down without looking at you.ย
You sat up. Slowly. Not surprised. โYou didnโt mean it.โย
She laughed once. It wasnโt kind. โI meant it the second I saw the photos and texts. And every second after.โย
The air felt thin. Like grief had sucked the oxygen out. ย
You moved to the edge of the bed, bare legs swinging down like you had a right to this space. Like she hadnโt built this home on your half-truths and her blind spots. ย
You looked up at her, eyes soft, voice quieter.ย
โIt wasnโt like that.โย
She almost believed you. You were good with tone. Always had been. You knew how to sound sorry without saying it. How to cry without smudging your mascara.ย
โThen tell me what it was.โย
You rose from the bed, something unspoken tightening in your chest as you walked toward her. Your hand reached out, careful and uncertain. ย
She took a step back, her expression unreadable, pulling the distance wider before your fingers could touch. ย
The silence that followed felt heavier than words.ย
โIt wasnโt serious,โ you said. โIt wasnโt evenโGod, it wasnโt even about him.โย
โWho was it about?โ Her voice cracked at the edges. โMe? Because if you wanted to punish me, you couldโve just left. You didnโt have to fuck someone else in my sweatshirt.โย
โI was scared.โย
โOf what?โย
โOf messing it up. Of loving you too much. Of needing you.โ Your hands shook. โYouโre Paige Bueckers. You have everything. Iโm justโโย
Paige looked at you like she was memorizing her last mistake.ย
The sweatshirt hung loose on your frame, sleeves pushed up where your wrists had once wrapped around her ribs. ย
There was a time that touch had steadied her. There were nights she let you fall asleep with your face pressed against her chest, your soft breath counting out the seconds until she found calm. It used to mean something. Now it only made her stomachache.ย
You stood with your palms half-raised, words trembling behind your teeth. ย
Paige had seen you perform apologies before. ย
To friends. To servers. Once to a cop. ย
You knew how to turn your mouth into a confession without giving anything real. It had worked for you every time. ย
But something in her posture told you it would not work tonight.ย
She took a breath, long and slow, grounding herself the way her therapist told her to when the crowd got too loud.ย
โYou think I wanted a trophy?โ she said, her voice steadier than it felt in her chest. โYou think I needed someone to flash around, someone to sit courtside and smile for cameras? You think thatโs why I kept you?โย
You didnโt answer.ย
โI kept you because I thought you saw me. Just me. Not the name. Not the deal. Not the highlight reel.โย
โI did,โ you whispered.ย
She stood a few feet without reaching for you, her weight anchored evenly across both feet as if she had already decided she would not waver. Her hands had closed into themselves, resting near her hips with a stillness that read more like resolve than restraint. She kept her gaze low, tracing something invisible in the floorboards beneath you both.ย
โI gave you everything,โ she said. Her voice remained even, each word held with the same deliberate care she once gave to you. โMy time. My name. A home you never had to earn. I made space for you in a life that had no room left to spare. And you gave it away to someone who only saw your worth because it was wrapped in mine.โย
The restraint in her posture said more than raised voices ever could. ย
You stood in front of her, stripped of excuses, watching the woman you once believed would always forgive you hold firm in a silence you no longer knew how to read.ย
You opened your mouth, but nothing came. Anything you could offer would have sounded like damage control, and she had already heard enough of that in the silence between hotels and long flights. ย
The room had narrowed between you, charged with everything she had held back.ย
Paige shook her head once. She wasnโt angry anymore. ย
Anger had left sometime between the second hotel and the layover in Denver. She had sat in the planeโs window seat with her knees pressed to the seatback and wondered if you were home waiting for her or out making up another lie.ย
Now that she saw you in front of her, everything clicked. ย
It wasnโt her game you doubted. It was your worth.ย
And she had paid the price for both.ย
โYou were in my apartment,โ she said. โSleeping in my bed. Wearing my clothes. And you still looked me in the eye like I wasnโt enough.โย
Tears welled at your lash line. You tried to hide it, tried to straighten your back and breathe through the hitch in your throat. ย
But Paige caught it. She had memorized you too deeply to miss even a tremor.ย
She crossed to the dresser. Her hands moved without hesitation. She opened the top drawer and pulled out the necklace she gave you last Christmas, the one you hadnโt worn in weeks. ย
It glinted against her fingers as she held it out to you.ย
โTake this.โย
You stared at it.ย
โPaigeโฆโย
โTake it and go.โย
โI love you.โย
She didnโt flinch. She just looked at you. Fully. Unforgivingly.ย
โIf this is your version of love,โ she said, โthen I donโt want it.โย
The words took something from her as she spoke, hollowing out pieces she did not show. Still, she held her ground. Her grip remained firm, fingers curled with purpose.ย
You moved closer, slow and measured, and reached for the chain. As your fingers brushed her palm, the touch asked a quiet question, seeking a way back in. ย
She allowed it. Her hand stayed open but offered nothing more.ย
ย
โI wasnโt trying to hurt you,โ you said, voice cracking. โI didnโt think it would go that far.โย
โIt always goes that far.โย
Her throat tightened. She stepped back, letting the distance open again between you.ย
โI spent everything trying to make you feel like you were safe,โ she said. Her jaw set, but her eyes stayed fixed on you, steady and unflinching. โI let the world believe we were unshakable and forever. I handed you the keys to a life I built with bruised ribs, torn ligaments, and years of grinding through pain no one ever saw. And you traded that for someone who bought you a drink and knew how to lie like it was love.โย
Her breath caught just once, too fast to register unless you were still paying attention to her the way she once paid attention to you.ย
You looked down, lips parted like the words were still forming. She gave you no room to find them.ย
โIโm done,โ she said.ย
It wasnโt cold. It was final. That was worse.ย
Your eyes met hers one last time. ย
A hundred memories passed between you. ย
Your first night in her bed. The road trip to Boston. That night on the roof with takeout and one shared blanket. All of it gone before you could speak.ย
You turned, gathered what you could. ย
Purse. ย
Phone. ย
The ring box still in your coat pocket, unopened. You had found it in her drawer two weeks ago. You had touched it, smiled at it, planned your Instagram caption. ย
And then you slept with someone else.ย
Paige watched you leave without another word. ย
The door didnโt slam. You closed it softly, like you still thought she was sleeping.ย
She stood there long after your footsteps faded. ย
The apartment felt strange now. Like the shape of you was still pressed into every surface, but hollow. A ghost of a girl she thought was home.ย
She sank onto the edge of the bed, her sweatshirt still warm from your skin. Her fingers curled into the sheets.ย
She wanted to scream. Wanted to hate you. Wanted to forget the sound of your laugh when she kissed you too hard on the neck. ย
But her body betrayed her. It remembered all of it.ย
She stayed seated with her hand spread across the mattress, fingers pressing into the place where your body used to rest. Her breathing stayed measured, too calm for what had just been said. No part of her moved without purpose. The room had narrowed down to thisโthe absence of you and the shape of what you left behind.ย
She stretched her legs out across the bed and sank into the sheets, eyes open, breath steady. Nothing reached for her. ย
The apartment was still, but not peaceful. Her body ached in places the gym never touched.ย
You had made your choice. And she had meant every word.ย
When the morning came, she would wash the sheets and change the locks. ย
There would be no storybook ending, no chance to rewrite the damage. ย
Only the version where you mistook attention for affection. ย
And the one where she refused to make room for your regret.ย
when jackie woke up in an unfamiliar bed with a purple comforter and diana taurasi posters all things pointed to a certain tall blonde. as she stood up she put on her slippers and walked out into the common area.
a collection of girls shaking protein shakes and eating their meal prep that made kk grimace. but the tall blonde was nowhere to be seen. yannaโs head snapped up as the soccer player spoke up, โwhereโs paige?โ
this led a smile to bloom on iceโs face, โguess.โ
โโโโโ
gwen never thought sheโd have an athlete making eggs in her kitchen while she listened to music in her dorm, alas there she was. packing up her camera equipment while paige hummed along to whatever PARTYNEXTDOOR song was playing softly.
now letโs be clear, nothing happened. except a lot of talking. no fucking, much to paigeโs disappointment.
after paige drove gwen home gwen invited her in. well paige kind of invited herself with the hopes of the night ending in gwenโs cum dripping down her wrist- it didnโt.
paige crashed on her couch after the 2nd twilight movie ended. gwen left to go get in her bed.
Now as paige fried an egg for herself, gwen assured her she didnโt want one. and really they just existed together.
and as quick as paige came, paige left. bidding gwen a quick goodbye and a thanks. gwen liked the way this was going, she liked how powerless she made paige. paige was usually the one in control that all the girls fawned over. gwen wasnโt fawning, and it made paigeโs mind swirl.
and it really did, as paige drove back to her dorm her thoughts mingled, all about gwen. some cleaner than others but all about why she didnโt seem to be affected by her charm.
talking to gwen made paige feel like she was fawning, not the one being fawned at. now paige wasnโt drowning in pussy, she was drowning in need.
the walk of shame into her own dorm was crazy, the girls got quiet and their conversations stopped as soon as the blonde walked in. kk soon clapped, a wide grin on her face. โPaige hit!โ Paige pursed her lips and slightly threw her hands up.
but she didnโt deny it.
โโโโ
โpaige, over here.โ
โpaige, a word?โ
โpaige, youโre amazing.โ
โpaige, any girls in your life?โ
paige pushed her way through the crowd as she got out of the locker room to the court. she rolled her eyes at the invading questions, but suddenly the ocean of frustration dried as a little girl in a 5 jersey and her signature braided pony in her hair.
paige made her way to her, grabbing the sharpie held out to her. paige smiled and made conversation and took a photo. she hugged the little girl whoโs name sheโd learned was liza.
a few pats on the back and she was off. to the court, grabbing a ball and dribbling between her legs. like the ball was an extension of herself, like a boomerang that always came back into the blondeโs hands.
gwen sat courtside, not that thatโs a flex. it was an exhibition game. her camera hung around her neck. her curls pulled back in a clip and her glasses perched on her nose. her damn define jacket unzipped just enough for the valley of her breasts to peak out. her legs crossed in her leggings. she looked like she didnโt care, which she probably didnโt.
paige was caught staring when gwen lifted her camera and looked at her through the lens. she lowered the camera slowly and smirked at paige.
paige mouthed a โhiโ to the caramel skinned girl, making gwenโs insides lurch with an unknown feeling. she just picked up her camera and snapped a photo of paigeโs smile.
a few hours went by and gwen snapped photos of the girls as they played, they won. obviously.
gwen didnโt even really pay attention, too locked in on the odd gushy feeling in her gut when paige smiled at her. it felt like a herd of butterflies were begging to be let out, and the only way out is through her mouth. gwen just wanted to talk to paige.
โโโ-
After the game, the locker room was full of shouting, music, and the distinct thwap of towels being whipped at each other. The girls celebrated like theyโd just won March Madness, not a preseason exhibition against some D3 school. But it wasnโt about the winโit was about the rhythm. They were starting to feel like a unit again. And Paige? Paige was buzzing.
She showered quickly, tying her hair back into a damp bun, slipping into her sweats, and grabbing her slides. Her feet moved on autopilot but her mind was somewhere elseโacross the court, camera in hand, curls pulled back, gold hoops catching the stadium lights. Gwen.
And Gwen was still there.
Paige spotted her from behind the glass doors of the tunnel, sitting on the edge of the scorersโ table now, scrolling through shots on her camera, legs still crossed like she owned the damn building. Paige slowed a bit, heart doing that annoying little flutter-pop it only did around her. She hated that.
She cleared her throat before she spoke, her voice dropping to that low, confident octave she always used when she was trying to be cool.
โYou get my good side?โ
Gwen didnโt even look up. โYou donโt have a bad side.โ
Paige smirked. โFlirt.โ
That made Gwen glance up. Her mouth curved into a dangerous little smile, like she knew she had Paige wrapped around her finger and was just deciding what to do about it.
โYou sticking around or what?โ Gwen asked, casually slipping her camera strap off her neck.
Paige shrugged, โYou askinโ me to?โ
โNo,โ Gwen replied with a sly smirk, hopping off the table and grabbing her tote. โBut youโre easy to look at.โ
Paige blinked. Her mouth opened to say somethingโanythingโbut she came up blank. Gwen walked past her, the scent of her perfume wrapping around Paigeโs brain like a silk scarf.
โWalk me out?โ Gwen tossed over her shoulder, not even waiting for a response.
Paige followed.
They made their way out of the gym, sneakers squeaking faintly against the linoleum of the athletic wing. Neither said anything, but the silence was heavy with possibility. Not awkwardโcharged.
Outside, the autumn air bit at their skin. Gwen stopped by her car, keys already in hand.
โI still owe you cheesecake,โ Paige said finally, rocking on the balls of her feet.
โYou do,โ Gwen replied, unlocking her car. She opened the driverโs side door but didnโt get in yet. โBut you owe me a lot more than dessert.โ
Paige cocked a brow. โOh yeah?โ
Gwen nodded, leaning against the car. Her eyes glittered under the flickering parking lot lights. โYou owe me a playlist.โ
Paige furrowed her brows. โA playlist?โ
โYep. I want to know what you listen to when youโre not trying to impress anybody. Just you. I want the shit you only play in your car when youโre alone. No skipping songs either.โ
That shut Paige up.
Gwen stood up straight and tapped her phone against Paigeโs chest lightly. โAdd it. Call it โPaige, Unfiltered.โ, or some shit. Iโll listen.โ
โalright, a playlist. from your favorite blonde.โ
โBold.โ
โIโm always bold,โ Paige said, stepping forward just enough that they were toe-to-toe now. โYou like that about me.โ
Gwen didnโt move away. Her voice dropped to something softer, something almost vulnerable. โI like a lot of things about you. Thatโs kind of the problem.โ
Paigeโs smirk faltered. Her throat felt tight, words caught there like a fishhook. โSoโฆ what now?โ
Gwen tilted her head. โNow? You send me a playlist. I listen to it in the bath. Maybe I think about hanging out with you again. Maybe I donโt.โ
โBullshit,โ Paige breathed, the cocky smirk trying to resurface.
โMaybe,โ Gwen said, stepping around the door and sliding into her seat. She looked up at Paige with those molten eyes. โBut youโre still gonna send it.โ
And then the door shut, and Gwen drove off into the night like a scene from a movie Paige wasnโt sure she was starring in yet.
Paige stood there a second longer, heart pounding like it was tiptoeing the line between hope and obsession.
She was so, so fucked.
โธป
Later that night, Gwen sat in her tub, surrounded by flickering tea lights and eucalyptus steam. Her phone buzzed on the counter.
Your Favorite Blonde: Paige, Unfiltered. Play it front to back. No skips. Let me know what song makes you think of me.
Gwen tapped it open. The first track?
PARTYNEXTDOOR โ Persian Rugs.
She smiled to herself, leaned back in the water, and pressed play.
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known her game, her favorite gummy snacks, her pre-practice playlists, the way her eyes light up when she talks about basketball, and the way they soften when she looks at you. youโve known her in every way a person can be knownโon the court, off it, during tough losses and quiet victories.
and youโve been dating her for nearly four years.
so when she starts acting weirdโlike, real weirdโyouโre confused. not โshe misplaced her socks againโ weird. not โshe spent twenty minutes looking for her phone while it was in her handโ weird. no. this is a whole other level.
paige bueckers wonโt look you in the eye.
not once during practice. not when you handed her the water bottle, not when you passed her a perfect bounce-pass in transition, not even when you hit a step-back three and turned to wink at her like always.
nothing. she flushed bright red and turned the other way.
you notice the way her voice stutters every time she speaks around you too.
โy-yeah, uh, good pass,โ she mutters when you catch up to her in a fast break.
"y-you look g-gโgood, today,โ she says like it physically hurts.
and when you bump her hip and joke, โyou alright, bueckers?โ she just about implodes.
her teammates definitely notice.
โoh my god, sheโs malfunctioning,โ nika whispers dramatically during a water break, pointing a finger in your direction like youโre medusa and paige is slowly turning to stone.
โhey, coach, we might need to sub in a new point guard,โ aubrey jokes. โthis oneโs lost all motor functions.โ
even coach geno gets in on it. โyou get hit in the head, paige?โ he asks mid-practice when she completely misses a wide-open layup. โor are you just lovesick?โ
laughter erupts in the gym.
you try to be gentle with her. sheโs your girlfriend, after all. youโve spent years memorizing every inch of her โ every curve of her smile, every freckle she tries to pretend she doesn't have. you know she can be shy sometimes, but this? this is like first-crush-level nervousness.
and the worst part?
sheโs not telling you anything.
that night, after another long, unusually awkward practice and enough teasing to last a lifetime, you corner her in your shared apartment.
sheโs curled up on the couch, hoodie too big and pulled halfway over her face, like sheโs hiding. her knees are tucked to her chest, and her phone is face down on the blanket beside her. she looks up when you walk in, then immediately looks back down.
โokay,โ you say, arms crossed. โwhatโs going on with you?โ
she gulps. โwh-what do you mean?โ
you raise an eyebrow, stepping closer. โyouโve been acting like iโm gonna murder you every time i get within three feet of you.โ
โno, i havenโtโโ
โbabe, you stuttered when i offered you a sip of gatorade today.โ
โi-i justโmaybe it was too coldโโ
โpaige.โ
she freezes. you sit down next to her. she fidgets with the sleeves of her hoodie, fingers nervously twisting the fabric. you donโt say anything for a moment, waiting.
finally, she blurts:
โi wanted to ask you out on a date.โ
you blink. โwhat?โ
she finally meets your eyes, cheeks pink. โi wanted to ask you out. like, properly. like, a date. i was gonna do this cute thing with flowers and that coffee place you like andโyeah.โ
you stare at her. then you start laughing.
paige looks like you just slapped her.
โiโm serious!โ she insists, defensive and adorable. โiโi got nervous! i didnโt know how to bring it up! and then everyone was making fun of me, and you looked soโso goodโandโโ
โpaige.โ
โwhat?โ she mumbles, looking away again.
โweโre already dating.โ
she pauses. blinks.
โwait. what?โ
youโre still laughing, hand on her thigh, thumb rubbing slow circles. โyou asked me out four years ago, remember? after that summer league tournament. i wore that stupid neon headband, and you said i looked like a traffic cone.โ
paigeโs jaw drops. โoh my god.โ
โi said yes, by the way. in case you forgot.โ
she covers her face with both hands. โkill me. kill me now.โ
you grin, pulling her hands away gently. โwhy the sudden nerves, bueckers?โ
she groans. โi donโt know! i justโฆ sometimes you walk into a room and i feel like iโm seventeen again and you donโt know i exist and iโm terrified youโll say no.โ
you melt.
โoh, baby.โ
you crawl into her lap, straddling her, hands resting on her shoulders. her eyes flick up, just barely, and you can see how flustered she still is.
โyouโve got me,โ you whisper. โyouโve had me. you donโt have to ask again.โ
she exhales, head falling back against the couch. โokay, good. 'cause i was literally sweating all through practice.โ
you giggle and lean forward, kissing her forehead. โyouโre such a dork.โ
โbut iโm your dork.โ
you kiss her properly then, soft and slow, until she relaxes into your touch.
the next day at practice, paige walks in looking smug and satisfied, hand held tightly in yours.
โsomeone call the ncaa, paige finally made a shot without combusting.โ
even geno claps sarcastically when she nails her first three-pointer.
โglad to see your motor functions returned, bueckers. maybe next practice you can remember your girlfriend lives with you.โ
you lean in and whisper, โyouโll never live this down.โ
paige groans, face buried in your shoulder.
but you both know the truth.
she might act like sheโs still trying to win you overโbut thatโs the thing about paige bueckers. she falls for you every day like itโs the first time.
in which nika grows fond of two people that become more
the seattle sky was itโs usual cloudy gray when you zipped up ellieโs jacket and handed her the basketball game ticket sheโs been clutching since last night.
โthis is gonna be the best day ever,โ she said, vibrating with excitement. โdโyou think iโm gonna get to meet anyone?โ
you smiled, brushing a loose curl on her head, โi donโt know, baby. guess we just gotta wait and see.โ
but she was already ten steps ahead of you, babbling about the players she idolized. especially one. โand nika mรผhl is, like, so cool. i watched her highlights when she was in uconn and she was insane. mama did you know they call her the secretary of defense? i wanna be just like her!โ
you didnโt know much about basketball, but ellieโs passion pulled you in. you were more of a coffee-and-books type than a court side-screaming type, but today wasnโt about you. it was about showing up for Ellie.
and maybeโฆ giving yourself a break from everything else around you.
the stadium buzzed with energy. ellieโs tiny hand was clutched in yours, her eyes were everywhere, scanning the court, the crowd, the big screens. you were just trying to figure out where your seats were when she tugged on your arm hard enough to make you stumble.
โmama! thatโs her! thatโs her!โ
she pointed. there she was. nika was warming up, hair pulled into the perfect ponytail, swaying as she crossed the court with practiced rhythm, laughing at something one of her teammates said.
you lookedโand okay, yes. she was striking. intense but playful. focused but free.
you couldnโt explain the flutter in your chest, so you ignored it.
โpretty cool, huh?โ you said to ellie.
โiโm gonna meet her,โ she declared, as if it was already a fact.
you laughed, brushing her bangs away. โdream big, baby.โ
the seattle storm won. ellie was over the moon and you were proud of yourself for surviving a game without even checking your phone once.
afterward, you lingered by the barriers near the tunnel, ellie hopeful. you werenโt expecting muchโthere were dozens of fans doing the sameโbut sometimes luck is on your side.
or fate.
nika walked up last. a towel slung around her neck, sneakers squeaking a bit as she jogged toward the crowd. she took a few selfies, signed a couple of basketballs then as she stated to walk passed all the fans, she saw a little girl clutching the bars that separated the two of them.
โhey there,โ she crouched to where ellie stood, voice warm and lightly accented. โdid you enjoy the game?โ
ellie froze. โiโyesโi meanโit was the best. youโre my favorite player ever.โ
you watched your daughter as she beamed like the sun and something soft unraveled in your chest.
โsheโs been watching all your college highlights since i told her about taking her to a game,โ you said, offering a smile.ย
nika looked up at you. really looked. like the kind of look you didnโt realize youโd miss until it was happening. โthatโs some serious dedication.โ
โdonโt get her started,โ you said with a light laugh. โshell challenge you to a on-on-one.โ
nika looked back at ellie, giving her a wink. โname a time and place.โ
you exchanged names and a quick photo. you figured that was it. but as you turned to leave, nikaโs voice called after you.
โhey.โ
you turned.
โtheres something about you,โ she started. โif you ever come to another game, i hope i get to see you again.โ
you nodded, caught off guard. โweโll see.โ
you did go to another game. and more after that. it became a routine. you and ellie cheering from the stands and then a brief chat with nika afterward. small things at firstโcompliments, playful teasing, casual warmth.
she started remembering things. asking how ellieโs science fair went. mentioning the book you said you were reading.
you started to notice things too. how she really listened. the way she made ellie feel important, not just as another fan, but as a person. and how, when she looked at you, it feltโฆ different.
not rushed. not transactional. just present.
still, you told yourself that it was nothing. she was a rising star. you were a single mom with a million things on your plate. what could this even lead to?
but your heart had already started to wonder.
after night and another win, you were both waiting by the tunnel as usual. she signed autographs and took pictures like usual. coming up to where you stood, she gave you both a hug, surprising you with her statement.
โiโm grabbing food after this. you two hungry?โ
you blinked. โare you asking us out?โ
nika raised an eyebrow, one side of her mouth twitching up. โtechnically, i asked if youโre hungry.โ
ellie whispered loudly, โsay yes, mama.โ
thatโs all it took for you to give in.
the three of you squeeze into a booth at a little diner near the arena. nika let ellie ramble about anything and everything. from dinosaurs to basketball. you watched her from across the tableโher laugh, the way she corrected ellieโs pronunciation, how she glanced at you when she thought you werenโt looking.ย
it was late by the time you left finished your meal. ellie managed to fall asleep in your arms during dinner as you wait for the waiter to come back with nikaโs card. you stood up with ellie still asleep in your arms, having some trouble carrying her comfortably. little things like this keep reminding you how fast ellie is growing, but she will always be your little baby.
โi can carry her,โ nika offered, already holding her arms out.
โno, no. itโs okay. you already paid for dinner.โ
โi donโt mind,โ she says, taking ellie out of your arms.ย
she stirs, but still asleep, tucking her face into nikaโs neck.
โthank you,โ you give her a small smile. โyou didnโt have to.โ
โi wanted to.โ
the walk to the car was filled with comfortable silence. reaching your car, you open the back passenger door. nika tries to place ellie in her car seat, but she had a tight grip to the front of nikaโs hoodie. you help out, carefully prying her hoodie out of ellieโs hand. buckling her in, you close the door, walking around to get into the driverโs seat. you give her a smile, putting the car in reverse, bout to drive off when you heard a knock.
putting the car back in park, you roll down your window. nikaโs leans in, resting her arms against the door.
before you could say a word, nika starts. โyou know,โ she said, โ youโre kind of incredible.โ
you swallowed hard. โiโm just trying my best.โ
โyou are. but you make it look like art.โ
over the months, your connection simmered. texts here and there. more post-game meals. a rain soaked walk around the city. she asked you questions people are afraid to ask.she makes you feel seen.
still, you hesitated. you had ellie. you had your guard. youโve been done wrong before. and you couldnโt risk that.
but nika never pushed.
instead, she waited. she showed up.
until one night, after ellie had fallen asleep and nika was sitting on your couch with her knees brushing against yours, you finally said it.
โiโm scared.โ
โi know,โ she replied. โme too.โ
and that was enoughโfor now.
it had been a week since that conversation with nika. you were afraid that it would change your relationship, but fortunately it hasnโt.
you were both still talking. still texting. still the same.
the strange part was how natural it felt now to expect her. to make enough food for three instead of two. to glance at your phone and smile when her name popped up. ellie had fully adopted her, calling her โcoach nikaโ half of the time and โnikiโ the other.
but your heart was still cautious.
that night, while ellie was at a sleep over, your were launching in your living room, watching a cheesy rom-com while eating ice cream when your doorbell rang. opening the door, youโre met with a tired looking nika, takeout in her hand.
โi figured we could take advantage of the kid-free window,โ she said. โunless you were planning on, i donโt know, reorganizing your spice cabinet.โ
you laughed. โwild night over here.โ
she flopped onto your couch, you following. โyouโre lucky youโve got a home.โ
you raised an eyebrow, โyou have one too.โ
โno,โ she started taking a bite of her food. โiโve got an apartment, but here, itโs calm. safe.โ
you shuffled closer to her, heat creeping into your throat. โyou donโt feel safe in other paces?โ
she didnโt answer immediately. just leaned forward, resting her elbows on her knees. โsometimes, i feel like iโm always playing a part. cool, confident, always serious nika. but hereโฆ with you, itโs different.โ
you didnโt say anything. just let the quiet fill the cracks between you.
two days later, nika stood in her apartment, pacing in her living room, phone pressed to her ear.
โi donโt know what iโm doing,โ she said into the phone.
her best friend, paige, laughed on the other end. โspire spiraling. again.โ
โdonโt mock me. this is serious.โ
โi am being serious. nika, it sound like you actually really like this girl.โ
โi do. i really do. and her kid? god, iโm completely gone for that little storm trooper.โ
โokay, thatโs adorable.โ
nika flopped onto the couch. โbut what if iโm not cut out for this? iโm 23. a rookie.i canโt cook. i still lose my keys twice a week. and sheโs got this whole lifeโthis real lifeโwith responsibilities and a mortgage and bedtime stories.โ
โand she still letโs you in,โ paige said gently. โthat should tell you something.โ
โyeah?โ
โyeah. lookโlove doesnโt always show up wrapped in perfect timing. sometimes itโs messy. but if you feel safe with her and she feels seen with youโฆ thatโs the good stuff.โ
nika closed her eyes. โso what do i do?โ
โstart by telling her how you feel. no plays. no cool moves. justโฆ say it.โ
nika exhaled, โyouโre really wise for someone who still canโt do her own laundry.โ
โshut up and go get your milf.โ
โpaige madison bueckers!โ
later that week, nika offered to pick up ellie from school. you hesitated for a momentโwas it too much? too soon? was it crossing a line?
but ellie was thrilled. and youโฆyou realized watching your daughter run into nikaโs armsย was a feeling you couldnโt describe. not fully.
they came homeโwait, what?
nika dropped her off at your apartment, her coming inside as well. they were laughing. covered in chalk dust and slurping on slushies.
that night, you tucked ellie into bed and lingered in the doorway, watching her breathe, thinking about the life youโd builtโcarefully, painfully, quietly. and how nika had slipped into it like she belonged.
when you went back to the living room, nika was sitting with a mug of tea and that same nervous energy youโd seen a few times before the game.
โwhatโs up?โ you asked, curling up on the other side of the couch.
she set the mug down. โokay. iโm just going to say it.โ
you blinked, โokayโฆโ
โi like you,โ she said, eyes locked on yours. โnot in a flirty, โthis is funโ way. i like you in a scary, i-think-about-you-during-practice, want-to-cook-you-breakfast, carry-your-kidโs-backpack kind of way.โ
your throat tightened.
she went on. โi know youโre careful. i get it. i do. but iโm not going anywhere. and i donโt want to be just the fun storm player your daughter likes. i want to be yours. if youโll have me.โ
you stared at her for a long second.
and thenโfinallyโyou crossed the space between you.
not rushed. not loud.
just a kiss, soft and slow, like turning the first page of a long, beautifully written story.
the days didnโt change overnight. life was less busy. ellie still lost her shoes on school mornings. you still had laundry to do and nika still had road games and aching muscles and pressure on her shoulders.
but now, there was this.
a toothbrush in your bathroom.
text messages with three names in the group.
a couch with two cups of tea and one long-limbed basketball player who called your apartment her favorite place on earth.
ellie made nika a friendship bracelet that spelled out โfamily.โ
and nika wore it under her wrist tape every game.
some time has passed and your routine never changed. nika was in the kitchen, cooking up some breakfastโnothing difficult, just some eggs, bacon and toast, she was still learningโwhen her phone chimed. it was a text from her best friend.
โyaโll need to come out to connecticut. bring your girls. geno wants to meet the fam.โ
nika read it out loud with a little grin, then turned to you and ellie.
โwanna go to connecticut?โ
ellie gasps, eyes widened like saucers. โlikeโฆuconn connecticut?!โ
you laughed, sipping your coffee. โis there another connecticut i should know about?โ
nika leaned back against the counter. โpaige is serious. i havenโt been back in a while. it could be funโcatch a game, meet the team. ellie would love it.โ
โi already love it,โ ellie exclaimed, practically vibrating.
you glanced at nika, your stomach fluttering in that way it still did every time she looked at you like this was real. like it wasnโt temporary. like you were already her future.
โletโs do it.โ
the campus was colder than you expected, all bare trees and wind-chilled paths, but in was beautiful in that northeastern kind of wayโlike history lived in the bricks.
nika was grinning like a kid the whole way from the airport. ellie had on a mini huskies hoodie, gifted by paige when she first heard about you and ellie from her best friend.
โthis place made me,โ nika said quietly as she drove to a parking spot. โit broke me too, a little. but i wouldnโt be who i am without it.โ
you reacher for her hand that was resting on the center console, a silent reply. ellie was in the back, face glued to the window, already practicing her future commitment speech in her head, probably.
when paige opened the door to the players' lounge, it was like watching two halves of one should reconnect. she and nika hugged like sisters who hadnโt been in the same room in too long.ย
next was azzi. she squeezed the girl tight, making up for the time they lost being away from one another. teammate after teammate went to greet nika while you and ellie stood off to the side, letting nika reconnect with her family, a smile on both your faces.
โand this must be the ellie,โ paige said, crouching to ellieโs level with a mock-serious tone. โyou ready to coach from the stands?โ
ellie nodded hard. โi already drew up plays on the plane.โ
โsheโs not lying,โ you added. โshe used the barf bag as a whiteboard.โ
paige turned to you next, offering her hand, but then pulling you into a hug instead. โany girl who gets nika this soft? they got my respect.
before you could answer, a familiar gruff voice filled the room.
โwell, well. the prodigal daughter returns.โ
geno auriemma walked in, arms folded, a knowing smile under his salt-and-pepper beard. โand she brought reinforcements.โ
nika smiled, a little sheepish. โhey, coach.โ
he pulled her into a hug. โyou look good, kid.โ
then he turned to you. โand you must be the one whoโs keeping her grounded.โ
you nodded. โtrying my best.โ
his eyes softened a little. โgood. she always needed someone who saw through all the noise.โ
that night, the three of you sat court side at gampel. ellie wore a huskies cap so big it drooped over her ears, and you had nikaโs storm jacket draped across your lap.
tt was electric.
ellie cheered for every three-pointer like it was the finals. paige dropped 20 points and blew kisses at you all in the stands. nika watched like a proud big sister, shouting encouragement, coaching under her breath.
at halftime, they brought nika out to wave to the crowd, and the ovation was thunderous. she looked back at you and ellie as she walked onto the court, her eyes shining in a way you hadnโt seen before.
she was home. but now, her home included you.
after the game, the locker room buzzed with energy. ellie sat on nikaโs lap, surrounded by laughing players asking about seattle, about her school, her โscouting report.โ
โyโall better watch out,โ nika said, smoothing ellieโs curls. โsheโs got a wicked step-back. sheโs basically six years away from being your competition.โ
you leaned against the doorway, watching the scene unfold like something from a dream.
paige came over, nudging you with her elbow. โsheโs different with you.โ
โsheโs still nika,โ you said.
โsheโs more nika,โ paige corrected. โlike she finally took a breath.โ
you smiled. โthat makes two of us.โ
later that night, ellie passed out in the hotel bed, still clutching a signed ball. you stepped onto the balcony with nika, wrapped in a hoodie and a blanket sheโd pulled from the end of the bed.
the air was cold, but she was warm next to you.
โi didnโt know how much i needed this,โ she said softly. โto come back. to have you here for it.โ
you looked out at the quiet campus lights.
โi didnโt know i could have this,โ you replied. โa life where iโm not just surviving. where someone sees me too.โ
nika took your hand.
โpaige was right,โ she said.
โabout what?โ
โthis is the good stuff.โ
you looked at her, eyes soft. โyeah. it really is.โ