Hello everybody.
This is one last long post, more like the last post I'll ever make here.
I took my time to make up my mind, and even after that, I waited more just in case something that could change my mind happened, but it never did, and I'm tired. I can't keep this up anymore.
First of all, I’d like to thank my few friends for everything you did, for how happy you made me feel. I was the happiest around you, guys, the happiest I ever was. But all things come to an end, and this is my end. Yes, as cliché as it sounds.
What can I really say? I’ve lost my magic. I can’t feel a connection nor find a real reason to stay around that doesn’t make role playing as Mir an obligation. And we all know rp is about games and fun, not about feeling like shit every time you log in. Sadly, at least as Mir, that’s what some made me feel lately. I might try to start all over again soon, or in time, I don’t know. I’ve always loved rp and this is a great community, if you take out all the unnecessary drama, all the bitching, the fighting, the hate and the people acting as if they are the best damn thing to have bless the rp community when they just bring in more hatred.
As Mir, I’ve had the best time I could’ve had with a character. I met amazing people that I’ll never forget. But I can’t connect with him anymore, I’m tired of him being hurt, I’m tired of being him, and of people refusing to talk to me because I’m Mir. Truthfully, that last thing isn’t really the reason why I’m calling it quits as Mireu, but it was difficult to carry on sometimes, due to how hard it was to find people that actually wanted to rp with me regardless of the face claim. Truthfully, I’m sick of that, of people only caring about faces and names and about anything else, but I can’t really say anything about that, right? You have the right to like what you like and to hate what you hate.
I might try something different, I don’t know. I really liked it here, regardless of the hurt.
To the all the friends I made ooc, I love you guys <3
Now, Mireu, goodbye to you, my stupid baby.
