#typeonesie

Occasionally I feel like a Twoface with multiple personalities.

If I have a high sugarlevel I feel like I look like a walking undead. Looks sort of human but I feel very unattractive in any way.

If I have a low sugar I go on a looong road of confused and stupid shit. I'll talk a load of useless and weird shit but weirdly I'll feel rather good bodywise. Like.. "uuh just a little bit more training and I'm the sexiest guy around here"

and at some point I'll return to a normal sugarlevel and feel fucking awkward about what I've been doing for stupid stuff again. I feel utter shit when I realize that I can't remember some parts from 15minutes ago. It feels like living in a body with different personalities depending on my sugarlevel.