#twtb

After that it’s right back to work; got to study for the licensing exam itself, finish my current batch of commissions, and have a couple months of a specialized course in a specific modality left too. No rest for the wicked, etc etc ｡ﾟ(TヮT)ﾟ｡♡♡

It never felt like this before.

twtb is a yucky boy

I realized after the first day that if I wanted my photos to look nice , I had to take my glasses off. Some of you might not know this but I’m like blind without them and my contacts so when I walked up to Crystal, I had my hand out trying to make sure I didn’t run into anything. She was like “Oh my gosh I’ve got you! Come here!” She was the sweetest. My first photo was our hug and the second one I told her that I’d love to show off our dimples and she thought that was funny. JR was just as sultry and hot dad as you’d expect him to be with a deep, rich voice...I swooned.

TwtB is back from Winter Break with New Chapters

There are so many other females that are in this cast that I wish I’d gotten to meet but the small glimpse of strength and beauty that embody these three was incredible. I later got to spend some time with Arden and Holland and I’ll never forget how kind they were to me and how open they were with their lives. They are genuinely the sweetest and so incredibly intelligent.

This honestly kept me sane, kept me fighting and got me out of bed. I was a wreck after I lost my Grams. I’d let my mental illness take over and was ready to throw in the towel but these words, his strength, his FIGHT, got me through it. I got help. I got out of bed and I saw a doctor, that doctor sent me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with things I could have let take my life away. I always tell everyone, I’d never be able to meet Tyler Posey. Not because I’d be starstruck or overwhelmed with just how good looking he is but because he saved my life. He gave me more than he even knows and saving my life, in turn saved the lives of a lot of other people who truly need me.  I wake up every day now and try to make my Grams proud by being the best version of myself I can be. I needed a reason and he gave that to me. From the bottom of my heart, I love and cherish his kind soul and wish nothing but the best for his future.

Watching the show with them every week was one of the only ways I could get them all in the same place as they entered high school. Those Monday’s were my favorite days. We weren’t prepared for all the things that would happen to our family in the past few years. We lost our grams, Sam and Jay lost their dad and their dog, and Carlea lost her grandpa. We couldn’t catch a break but no matter what happened, we were there for one another. I love these kids more than life itself and to see them keep fighting through the worst parts of their lives, seeing their strength to carry on was a blessing. My babies, my betas, my grown wolfies. I couldn’t be a prouder and more humbled alpha to a pack of incredible nerds.