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Zul do fin Dovah Reading for @iamsaltyandi or @lynnwood-elkins

I guess I can’t tag either (sigh)

Balance, Reversed

Obviously, right now you are lacking a sense of continuity and stability in your life. I’m focusing more on relationships with this particular pull. Something I wrote down was that you are letting walls build up around you, whether that is being done yourself or by people you normally associate with. This could be caused by something you’ve said out of insincerity or something you wouldn’t normally do when it comes to friends and family. Things have been building up that you’ve been ignoring, and they needed to come out. Even if someone hurt you in the process, they weren’t able to make it right when you let it slide. You need to turn the tables and let these matters heal by taking control of them. Apologize to yourself for not paying attention to your own needs. Apologize to those you may have blown up on. Try to open up a little bit and understand why these things may have happened. Ask for the apology you deserve. Explain who you are and why these things cannot happen again.

It might take some time for these wounds to heal, but it’s really important to stop ignoring them. They’re festering and getting infected with nasty emotions on both sides. Lastly, don’t close yourself off. Do what you need to do to get to a better state of mind, but let healing come and let opinions change naturally. Don’t force people to keep being negative. Take a deep breath and move on, focusing on your best self. You can do anything to set your mind to. Don’t let everyone else’s judgement dissuade you. 

Six of Coins, Reversed

There’s a few things that could happen here. First off, what is the reason for you wanting to move out? The coins definitely speak of financial hardship and the possibility of hurting your friendship. Perhaps you need to move out because you can’t afford it, but would Destiny be put in a financial rut because of you? My advice would be to speak with them and see how they feel about it, and how it would affect them. If you just make the decision without having conversation, it will definitely hurt the friendship. Be honest about what you are dealing with, and maybe you will be able to help each other in the end!

The Magician

You have all the tools available at your fingertips, so use them! The Magician holds all of the elements in his hand and can decide how to form them on his journey. Likewise, your motivation and ambition isn’t blocked by something else, it just needs to be reshaped into something new that actually works! A helpful piece of advice from this card is the idea of manifestation. Write down what you want to accomplish and focus on this goal every single day until it has become reality. Even when you don’t feel like it, remind yourself what you are reaching for and that it is tangible. If you feel like it will be successful, look into how daily mantras and spiritual focus can help push you to accomplish your goals.

Nine of Cups

Focus on what activity makes you feel like you’re making your wishes come true. It’s obvious that you are surrounded by a lot that could make you happy, but deep down you know that one of them is very special to you. This may be the one that you feel is the hardest to go through with because of how much time it takes, but in the end, you will feel that much more accomplished. Choose wisely, but choose which path makes you the happiest. That’s what matters.

Four of Cups

Try working on opening up a little bit! Don’t be afraid to make the first move and say hello! It seems like you’ve been focusing a little too much of your energy on perhaps how many friends you don’t feel like you have right now, but that doesn’t help anyone! If people see that you aren’t actively talking to other people or trying to get involved somewhere, they won’t be as apt to approach you. Be open to those around you and open to new relationships! Especially be patient and don’t give up :)

Seven of Cups

This card represents a person wishing of what they could do with their life, but never doing it! You’re getting caught up in the anxiety of bills rather than making any plans to actually go, which isn’t helpful. You have to make some decisions. Can you apply for financial aid? Can you make a plan to pay off your bills before going? None of us really can afford college, if we’re honest. If it’s something you want to do and you know it will pay off, you need to make arrangements with family or the government to be able to let you go. If you don’t want to deal with the debt, you have to decide what will be better for you in the end. Do some research on what tools you can use to help you financially, and make a decision on what route will be best.

Queen of Cups

Focus on being compassionate to those around you. Take time to be more understanding, and less quick to anger. When you open your heart up, it will be easier to help those who need a little boost of confidence or love. Someone around you may need your support right now, or maybe you need to give yourself a little love too! Embody the healing comfort of the Queen of Cups and try to give back the love you receive. 

Eight of Cups

Make sure this is what you want before you begin this venture! You are going to be leaving behind your past dreams in pursuit of a new one, so you wouldn’t want to regret or forget to do anything before you move forward. It might be a little daunting - but if you are ready to start fresh, be sure that it will be a fulfilling path.