#twosidesofme

There have always been two sides to me, the side where I write with ease and the part that makes sense, then there’s the side of me that lives with continual struggles around anxiety and autism that never goes away.

Through my writing, I make things look easy, but my life and what I have to deal with around anxiety and autism are far from easy. Even if I had been given a name as a child, I still wouldn’t have had the tools to know and understand what that meant, or how I presented.

A diagnosis is just a diagnosis that explains the disability you have, but it doesn’t explain the symptoms that make up the ‘umbrella term’ of the disability. It’s the same with autism. Continually being able to work with my intuition and the universe, I now have the answers that shape me and my disabilities.

Being able to talk about my disabilities so publicly, has brought about understanding that I could never have had, giving me the tools to emotionally tackle the issues of what I’ve had to deal with.

I use my blog as a tool and that allows me to reflect on my disabilities, my life and my experiences, for others too on what they get to deal with.

People always tell u, they are going to stand by u in the struggle, but guess what, every time I’m in struggle the only one standing next by me is my other personality.