#twistedtorture

Holllaaa. Second attempt bc I deleted it the first time.  I am in a super emotional mood, and I really miss this girl. So there's a few things I need to say. For starters, we are both straight. Okay, This is me and Delia. (twistedtorture) We are complete dicks. But my god I love her. Like wow, she is the definition of perfect to me, Everything about her just perfect. I am so lucky to have her. I don't really have words for her.  I will always love her, like fuck I dont even care what she says or what she does or anything. I love her no matter what, fuck everything else. No matter how much I might push her away sometimes, or she might do the same to me one day, I will never not love her. My god, this was better the first time i swear. I just, I really really love being your friend. And you. I love how your sarcastic, and how at night you get honest, and how you get defensive, and how you love pizza and your chocolate milk, and how you're always the last one to know if you like someone, and how your hands are tiny, just everything. We haven't even been friends for two years yet, and I have endless memories. We have spent an insane amount of time together, and I dont regret one second of it. Even though I might not show it very well, I never don't want to be with you. Never. I dont even want other friends. I jsut want to be with you all the time because that's when I'm happy. You make me happy.  No matter what happens between us, no matter how far apart we are emotionally or physically I will always love you, I would do anything for you, even if I dont show it. Which I tend not to. And ye, I'm so so so sorry that I'm not so good sometimes. And that I dont reply, or be there for you like I should be, I really, really am.  But Ily 666716977eva. Dont forget that yo' okay? You are always going to be my first wheel <3