#tw.virgin

walking back to your dorm, you let out a sigh as you stared down at your phone. it had definitely been a rough day- long classes, constant headaches, and horrible stomach pains, it made you feel like you might be coming down with some kind of sickness. but when you turned the corner to your hallway, you were met with a figure standing outside of your front door, glaring at you with irritation.

"i could smell those awful pheromones spilling off of you from a block away. you should really let an alpha like me mark you…” he growled.

your eyes blew wide for a second in surprise, confused why the university’s volleyball star was standing outside of your dorm. sure, you two shared a few classes together, but you barely spoke to each other outside of school.

so why is he here now?

stopping in your steps and staring back at him when you heard his words, you quickly looked back down and rummaged through your purse to look for your keys. "what are you talking about, 'kawa?" you questioned back with a smirk, trying to cover up your confusion. "everyone knows i'm a beta… your nose must be messing up.”

"no, you little omega. i know you like to play it off by telling everybody you’re a beta, but i’ve caught on,” he smirked. "do you even know how much an alpha would kill for an omega like you?"

you scoffed, rolling your eyes and pushing past him to walk to the door. "keep dreaming, shitty-kawa. i've always been a beta, and you're just going insane. now move, i need to get in my dorm…”

“tsk… fine.” oikawa crossed his arms, moving to let you inside before following you without invitation, flopping onto the couch like he owned the place. you groaned when he pushed his way in, throwing your purse onto the table and stomping into the kitchen to grab some food for your aching stomach.

"what's your issue anyway? i mean, we're in college, and i’ve never gone into heat before. i'm a beta.” you grumbled to him as you stood in the doorway, looking back into the living room. he turned his head when he heard that, his brows furrowing.

“wait… you’ve never gone into heat before? you’re telling me, you've never gotten that sensation... that burning feeling…? no way in hell that’s true…"

you stared back at oikawa with a confused look, crossing your arms over your chest as you shook your head. "nope, never happened before. that’s why my doctors all say i must be a beta... hey do you want tea or a snack or something? my stomach is killing me.." you responded nonchalantly, obviously not caring for his questions and accusations.

he sat there in silence for a moment, obviously trying to process your words. “…a snack can be good, i guess." he muttered before shaking his head. his eyes were locked on you, still confused and shocked from what you said.

maybe you actually are a beta. maybe the doctors are right… 

but as he sat there, he suddenly felt the need to get up and walk towards you, crossing his arms over his chest as he stood in the doorway with a smirk. “…so, never been in heat you say, but what about... love?”

you stopped your snack hunt when he asked that question, pausing and looking up at the ceiling with a small sigh. “i mean... i guess so, but i was a kid so it doesn't really count. why'd you ask that?”

he thought for a moment... now feeling like he's over stepping his boundaries… but damn it! no omega lived past 18 without experiencing a heat! “so what you're basically telling me is... you've never... ya know…”

snapping your head to look at oikawa, your eyebrows furrowed as you glared back at him. 

"no, i've never had sex before, not that it's any of your business. god, why are you acting like such a pervert today?”

he'd been trying his best not to be rude, but damn did you confuse him. an omega who has never felt the heat… or even dated. he was definitely curious now. oikawa chuckled when he noticed the cute little blush on your cheeks. “a pretty omega like you... is a virgin?” he let out a quiet laugh, “are you being serious?”

“ughhh… yes! how many different ways do i have to say it?” you groaned back to him, rolling your eyes and turning to open the fridge to grab some snacks. a quick glance over your shoulder showed you the time displayed on the stove, and you mumbled back to oikawa.

"it's getting late, are you going to go back to your dorm? or do you plan on staying here and annoying me all night?”

he casually stood there as if he didn't just ask you all those personal and invasive questions, watching you rummage in the fridge, his eyes glued to your back. “nah, i think i’ll stay here for the night." 

finally finding the snack you were looking for, you grabbed the container, closing the fridge and sighing back at him. “well, you can use the couch in the living room. blankets and pillows are in the basket under the side table. goodnight.” you responded in a deadpan voice over your shoulder, walking to your bedroom and immediately shutting the door behind yourself.

oikawa raised his eyebrow as he watched you leave him in the living room, with no invitation to go to your room. letting out a quiet groan, he leaned back, kicking his feet atop the table. "guess i gotta sleep on the couch tonight huh?" he murmured to himself as he turned on the tv, looking at the screen while rolling his eyes.

“and of course she was so heartless she didn't even offer me a kiss goodnight..." he grumbled, trying to watch tv as he attempted to get comfortable on the couch. he kept glancing back in the direction of your bedroom, watching the lights clicking off and noticing the sounds from the room becoming more and more quiet... 

he sighed to himself as he eventually grabbed the blanket from the basket, lying it across the couch. shuffling around, he eventually got settled and was just about to fall asleep, when something stopped him.

a loud sound coming from behind your bedroom door.

a long cry, and the sound of blankets being thrown.

"wha- what?!?!?!" 

your voice could be clearly heard whining through the thin walls of your dorm, echoing into the living room. oikawa jolted up onto his feet as soon as heard the noises, running towards your bedroom and yanking open the door without hesitation. what the hell is happening?

his eyes take in the details of your room before he finally centers on you... covered in sweat, a panting mess. you look quickly back and forth across your bed, lifting your watery eyes to stare at oikawa.

"wha... what did you do to me?!?” you cried back to him. but a simple look down could easily solve all questions- the bed was soaked, and your legs were sticky, your skin flushed and breath shaking.

“… don't tell me…" he grimaced, now realizing what was happening to your body. "are you… in heat?”

you shook your head quickly, your face burning as you stuttered through your panting. "n-no... no, no! i-i can't be! i'm a beta!" you cried back to oikawa, staring at him with a look of terror on your sweaty face.

“...don't lie to me,” oikawa stepped inside your room, closing the door behind him. “let me check your scent, okay?" he muttered in a soft tone, leaning in to sniff your neck. 

as soon as his nose made contact with your skin, his eyes fluttered in shock- your scent was stronger than ever, a mix from your hormones, pheromones, and musk all in one bundle. he took a deep breath, looking up at you with wide eyes. “… you are,” he said in a quiet, yet stern tone, his heart starting to beat rapidly as he tried to take everything in. his eyes took in the dripping shine on your legs, the way you were breathing… the way your scent was overpowering everything else. he realized you were in heat, in your very first heat… and you couldn't have chosen a worst time to experience it.

your body starts to shiver even harder, heaving as you tried to catch your breath. "b-but, betas don't get heats! this… this-"  your voice was cracking and your body started to squirm, your pajama shorts growing more and more wet as the slick continued to pour out of you.

oikawa watched as your legs began shaking, the scent coming from you getting more and more potent with every passing second. a part of him wanted to go over and comfort you, the other wanted to hold you down and take what was his. he needed to get you out of your pajamas... they would only grow even more soaked if you stayed like this.

"stand up." he ordered in a cold tone, stepping towards you as his eyes looked down at your pajama shorts. “and take those off…”

you hesitantly nod your head back at oikawa, slowly moving your legs over the side of the bed to stand up; your legs were wobbly, and you let out a whine at the change of position. with your legs straight, the slick was now dripping down your thighs and onto the floor below. 

your hands shook as you reached to pull your pajama shorts down, leaving you standing in front of him in only the oversized, sweaty t-shirt, and your soaked, white cotton panties.

oikawa gulped as he watched the slick drop down your legs and onto the floor. the sight made him want to rush over to you, hold you close and make you feel safe, but he remembered- he was an alpha. he needed to act like one.

"turn around.” he ordered, his tone stern, yet almost worried.

"i- okay…" you mumbled back to him, slowly turning around and grasping the edge of the bed tightly to help you not fall over.

he clenched his teeth tightly as he watched you grasp onto the bed, trying not to fall over. your legs were so wobbly from the sudden change of position, skin drenched in slick, the cotton panties you wore so wet they might as well fall off in a second. 

"now take off your shirt… and pull the panties down.”

you turned your head to look into oikawa's hungry eyes, your mouth opening and closing a few times as you tried to figure out what was happening, but you just couldn't bring yourself to not follow the alpha’s commands. reaching to your sides, you lift the t-shirt off, leaving your breasts perched naked atop the edge of the bed. hunching your body over further, you slowly slid your soaked panties down to your knees, legs shivering as your entire rear was now bare and visible to him.

he gulped, feeling his throat go dry as the scent became even more powerful when you slid your soaked panties down to your knees, revealing everything. your breasts laying bare on the edge of the bed, your perky nipples standing out in the open, your ass so smooth and soft... everything about you was so... perfect. his heart rate skyrocketed, his body tensing up as he clenched his fists. his body was telling him to just claim you as his own, to mark you with his scent... but a part of him was fighting back. telling him not to do it, that he shouldn't claim an omega who never went into heat before. that he should just back off and give her space…

“…get on the bed, now." he ordered in a low tone as he tried to get his mind off things and maintain his alpha appearance.

you tried to lift yourself back onto the bed, pressing your shaking arms onto the mattress to pull yourself up, but your arms suddenly gave out, making you collapse face first into the bed. “mmf!" you whined against the mattress, your chest pressed down and your knees propped up, exposing your bare ass and pussy to oikawa.

his eyes widened as his gaze immediately went to you, the scent becoming even more overpowering. your cunt looked so creamy and delicious... he had to stop himself from just jumping onto you right there and marking you as his.

suddenly, you felt your pussy begin to flutter and drip more slick as you let out a long cry. "oikawa... what's happening???" you whimpered to him, your breath heaving as sweat slid down your back.

he gulped when he heard your cry, your pussy twitching, pulsing, squeezing around nothing.

oh god…

"do you feel like your body wants something?" he asked, his words quiet, breathy- as if he struggled to get them out his mouth.

"y-y-yes!" you cried out, squirming as your cunt dripped more and more slick, soaking the sheets. throwing your head back with a long, loud cry as a big gush of slick leaked from your pussy, your body practically convulsing at the point. “h-help me, oikawa..." you whimpered back to him as you heaved against the mattress.

god, your heat was so intense... he couldn't take it anymore. he quickly walked over to you, his eyes flickering back and forth between your dripping cunny, your twitching and squirming body and your pretty, helpless face... the heat coming off your body was making him go crazy with desire. his hands gripped onto the sides of the mattress as he watched you heave against it and cry, knowing what your body needed… it needed to be satisfied with him.

as you panted, you could hear the sound of his sweatpants dropping to the floor, his large hands suddenly gripping your hips. you could feel him rubbing his clothed cock against your ass, and it made you whine loudly. oikawa groaned, his grip tightening in an attempt to hold you in place. the heat from your body was too intense, and it was driving him crazy. 

he wanted this omega, to be his and only his, to mark her as his own.

he lifted a hand and placed it behind your head as he tried to pull it up, his fingers running through your hair as he looked down at your sweaty face, your cheeks a deep red... the moaning and whimpering only making him grow more wild…

"please... want you..." you whimpered out to him, moaning from the feeling of his stiff cock rubbing against your rear, your heart racing quickly.

oikawa's hands tensed in your hair from your whimpers- it’s all he needed to hear to go absolutely wild. you were begging for him, your entire body begging for him to finally claim you… his lips parted slightly as he leaned in behind you, his tongue slightly slipping out before he kissed the back of your neck, squeezing your hips tightly, his lips trailing down your throat.

"oh-ohhhh!" you moaned loud when you felt him licking and sucking harsh kisses into your sensitive skin. as his hands gripped your hips tighter, he pulled himself closer, pressing himself against your ass, and it made you shiver and whine from the feeling.

oikawa smirked as you let out a loud whine when he kissed and sucked on your sensitive skin. the sound of your moans and whimpers were going straight to his head, and he loved the fact that he could get you to be so vulnerable and soft. his breath hitched when he felt you shiver at the feeling; god, he knew in the next few moments you were going to be all his. his hands gripped your hips tightly as he pushed himself forward more, his clothed tip rubbing and sliding against the smooth of your ass. his tongue kept trailing hot kisses along your neck as his hands squeezed your hips tightly, the heat between your rear cheeks was making him moan quietly. “god, you're so hot..." he muttered as his lips began to trail to your collar bone. his breath got shaky and his lips were trembling as well, he could barely contain himself from just ripping his boxers away and taking what's his.

you whined loud as oikawa pressed his clothed cock between your bare asscheeks, squirming and reaching your hand back in an attempt to grab for him. "please take your boxers off… mark me..." you whimpered to him with a hushed voice, your face still shoved into the mattress.

he gulped as he heard those words leave your mouth. he couldn't contain himself any longer- you were just so vulnerable and soft... there was nothing he wanted to do more than claim you and mark you as his own, to leave his scent on you and only you…

oikawa quickly grabbed his boxers and yanked them off, more than ready to let you feel his alpha dick. he quickly sat up on the bed behind you and pulled you onto your hands and knees, lining himself up with your ass. the heat was beginning to take him over, letting out a sharp intake of breath when he felt the tip brush against you. 

when oikawa's long cock brushed against your slick cunt, it made you whimper, before he suddenly pushed in- hard and quickly without warning. it made you cry out loud, on the verge of a scream, your arms shaking to the point where you almost fell forward. tears sprung from the corners of your eyes, and you turned to bury your face into the blanket.

his eyes widened when he realized he had forgotten that you were still a virgin. he thought that your heat would have taken the pain away but it didn’t… and now he has just taken your virginity. he held himself still, his body tense as he tried not to move an inch to not cause you any more pain. he could see small drops of blood trickling out of your pussy, around his cock and onto the sheets below. your breath was heavy as you turned your head to look back at him, your eyes watering, stuttering when trying to speak. "y-you c-can keep going..." you murmured back to him.

he gulped when he saw the blood, his eyes were fixated on the spot as he felt his guilt slowly eat him up. he had just taken an omega's virginity, his eyes flickering back to you as you spoke."you can tell me to stop.." he mumbled back to you, his guilt eating him up as he prepared to push himself inside again.

you shook your head when oikawa said that, staring back into his mousy eyes. "w-want you to keep going... want you to give me everything…”

once you asked for him to keep going, he couldn't contain himself anymore and let out a low groan. he pushed deeper into you, making your cunt squeeze around him, sending him wild. his grip on your hips grew tight as he started to slowly rock in and out of you, his speed slowly increasing.

"ohhhhh... ahhh!” you threw your head back when you felt oikawa moving, your eyes squeezed tight as he pumped into you. he was so much bigger than your small fingers, and you weren't expecting just how much he'd stretch you. your heat was making you so much more sensitive than you normally were, trembling and whining like crazy while your pussy consistently constricted and fluttered around him.

his eyes flickered as he watched you, and he just couldn't contain himself. he could feel how good you felt, your cunt squeezing and quivering around him, every movement of his hips making him grunt, every movement he made he could hear the slick sound of your core squeezing out more and more of its juices. with each little noise you made, it made him groan and grunt more, loving that he had full control over you. “mmhhh…" he moaned silently as he rocked into you, his entire body trembling as he increased his speed. oikawa’s grip on your hips tightened as your pussy squeezed around him, sending him wild. the way you were moaning and whining was like a song to his ears, your heat was sending him over the edge. he couldn't stop. he had to mark you now- that's what you wanted…

the rhythm became faster and faster, the grip on your hips tightened even more as he moved in and out of you. every stroke of his cock made your heat grow stronger and intensify inside of you, your core clenching and fluttering around him like a warm, tight grip, making him feel like he was in heaven. your arms shook as you tried to keep yourself propped up, slowly turning your head to look over your shoulder at oikawa. "m-m-mark me…" you whimpered out to him in a whiny voice. you were dying to feel his fangs pierce into your skin, for him to sink his teeth into your scent glands and claim you as his own. maybe it was your heat talking, but it was the only thing running through your mind at that moment.

oikawa groaned when he heard your request to mark you. your heat was making you so submissive, so desperate to be claimed by him. the way your body quivered and trembled from the pleasure he was giving you with his movements alone was so hot to look at. he could see how good he was making you feel; your cunt squeezing, fluttering, and twitching around him was so tempting. his hands gripped into your hips tightly as he started to increase the speed of his strokes. his fangs sharpened and grew in his mouth as he held back an incoming hiss- he couldn't control himself. he was going to mark you with his scent, claim you as his own. his growls started to grow out as he started to feel his venom leak out the slits in his fangs, your heat pushing him over the edge. he quickly leaned forward, his breath hot as he bit down just enough for your scent glands to get pierced, injecting his venom into them.

when oikawa’s fangs pierced your neck, it made your whole body squirm and shake as it struggled to fight back the foreign substance in it, your arms giving out and falling forward on the bed. “aughhhh- AHHH!" you cried out from the sharp stabs to your neck. but the pain also came with a difference to your body- suddenly feeling even hotter, more of a need for him, and more slick suddenly gushing out of you.

he could feel the difference in your heat when the venom started to run through you, your pussy’s constrictions even tighter, choking his cock. he could see the venom leaking from the two small holes, the sight making him shiver as his grip on your hips grew tight. your body felt so tight around him, squeezing his dick as if you could never let him go. the venom was quickly taking effect on you…

oikawa's movements and touches were making you moan and whine in submission, his marking causing you to act so unlike your normal self. you could feel his large balls smacking onto your sensitive clit, and it was making you cry out from a combination of overstimulation and deep pleasure. "o-o-oi... k-k-ka..." your voice was shaking so much that you couldn't even moan his name, your breath constantly being caught in your throat from his rough thrusts.

his thrusts became even harder and faster, as much as he could go without coming inside you too quickly. he had to claim you, it was all he wanted... no other alpha will have you. you were his. "mmhh..." he growled as he pushed himself in and out of you. the feeling was driving him crazy and the venom was making you so submissive and needy... it was perfect. the more you begged, the tighter his grip around your hips got. he wanted you to beg as much as you could, he wanted to hear you plead for him to give into your heat. his growls got louder as he slowly picked up his speed, his movements starting to become more rough.

as oikawa picked up his speed, it made him push deeper into you, his huge dick drilling into and bullying your womb. it made you shriek out a loud moan, throwing your head back as you cried from the overstimulation. oikawa quickly took this opportunity to grab your hair, yanking you up from your position on all fours to where your back was now pressed against his chest, his strong arms wrapped tightly around your chest and stomach as he began to pound into you even more. "oh- oh- oika-ka-ka-ka..." 

his breath shook as your moans and whimpering increased. the tight grip in your hair and around your body made your body shake in both pleasure and pain, your back pressed against his chest made the pressure of him ramming inside even more intense than before. "god... you're so tight, so good…” he groaned as his thrusts became even faster and harder, your body quivering and twitching with every impact. one of his large hands snaked down your stomach, reaching between your legs and slipping his long fingers to press against your sensitive clit. he began slowly rubbing it, massaging it as he continued his strong thrusts, and it made you squeeze your eyes shut from the overstimulation. your head lolled back, and you let out a long cry from the feeling.

oikawa suddenly thrusted up into you, hard, and it made a long, whining scream slip from your mouth as your cunt squeezed and shuttered around him. your body was shaking, your core fluttering and clamping around him while an unexpected amount of slick suddenly gushed out all at once. he had made you finish during your first heat… oikawa let out loud growls as he felt you cum, completely taken by surprise, and he almost lost control. his movements got even quicker and rougher and he started to grunt and moan loudly, his entire body tensing up from how good it felt. his breath was hot and heavy as he kept on ramming inside, quickly starting to lose control.

his grasp around your hips and chest suddenly loosened, and his hands quickly pushed you down onto the mattress, shoving your face into a pillow as his thrusts somehow got even faster. you wailed out at the feeling, your breath heaving from the aftershock. "o-oi... ka- aHHH! oikawaaaa..." you whined his name out against the pillow between your moans, his quickened pace making your body feel like it was melting.

“mmhh..." his grunts increased, on the verge of losing it. the way your screams into the pillow sounded, your body squirming with his thrusts into you were getting more and more intense. his movements were so rough and fast that the bed was creaking under him, your scent making him lose his mind. you slowly turned your head so your face now rested on its side, quivering as you looked up towards oikawa with watering eyes. 

"a-are y-you gonna knot me?" you whimpered out softly between hiccups.

did he even like me in that way? like me enough to do that? to go to that extreme?

his eyes flickered as he finally heard your question, his thrusts slowly starting to decrease and eventually stopping. he leaned in close to your face, his growls dying down as he spoke. “…yes…” he simply answered. he was going to knot you, mark you, claim you as his... he was about to lose his entire control just from you…

oikawa’s mouth suddenly latched onto your lips, kissing you deeply as he started thrusting again, somehow even harder. it made you whine against his lips, your lips opening slightly and giving him the opportunity to shove his tongue inside your mouth. his tongue instantly forced its way inside your mouth as he moaned into the kiss, pushing himself into you once more. he was completely losing his head from your scent, the way you felt like melted butter as you whined and moaned against his lips made him dig his fingers into your hips, making you squirm.

oikawa suddenly grabbed one of your shoulders, flipping you over onto your back with force that made your breath heave out- the force only an alpha could do. he gripped your thighs, pulling them up to your chest and wrapping them around his upper back. the new position made him press into you deeper when he continued his thrusts, making you cry against his lips and him chuckle back at you. your moans and his grunts combined together sounded like a melody that was only for the two of you, as it made your bodies quiver and move together. the way he gripped at your thighs made your breath hitch, feeling him start to push deeper and deeper inside.

"ah... ah... aH..." you whimpered with every thrust oikawa shoved into you, the tip of his cock kissing your womb with each push. it was making you squirm, your legs tightening around his back and a long cry slipped from your lips.

"shut up..." he growled at you with a smirk, his hand sliding up and wrapping around your neck. it made your eyes roll back when he began squeezing your throat, your chest heaving and your lower body gripping him tighter.

the way his hand felt around your throat made your breath hitch and the heat inside you start to grow, his clenched hands making you squirm even more- not because of the pain, but because the chokehold he had on your neck felt so good… he growled more and more as he squeezed your throat, his cock hitting against your womb each time he pushed inside. the sound of your gurgling cries were music to his ears, the feeling of your twitching made him smile. this was what he wanted- to dominate you, to make you submit to this heat and to take his knot. the sound of your cries when he grabbed at your neck made him purr like a cat, and he suddenly pulled his hand away, allowing you to take a deep breath in and cough as you tried to catch your breath. tears continued to stream down your face from the impact of his thrusts, making you hiccup and cry out as you attempted to breathe. 

"k-k-knot.." you whimpered out to him between coughs, your breath stuttering and your eyes squeezing tightly shut. it was hard to hear from how light and raspy you spoke, and even harder to understand from the whimpers and hiccups. but oikawa definitely knew what you were asking for…

oikawa's eyes flickered as he heard you cry out for him, smiling as he watched the tears streaming down your face from your choked and bruised neck. his mouth went to the side of your neck as he started to lick your bruises, causing you to twitch and shake at his touch. seeing your flushed face and tear stained cheeks, your eyes closed, your lips puffy from his rough kisses and your breath shaking from the way your throat had been squeezed, the way you asked… it was too much for him. he only nodded against your neck once your words were properly finished. the sound of you coughing and struggling was just so hot to him, the way your breaths hitched and how raspy they sound made his heartbeat race even more. he tightened his grip around your hips once more as he moved back, gripping into your waist and pulling you off the bed and into his lap. he smiled as he saw your teary eyes, your body already shaking in anticipation.

oikawa lifted you slightly off of his lap, until just the tip was left in, making you whimper from the emptiness. "gonna... knot..." he grunted out in a shaking whisper, before quickly thrusting back up into you as he slammed your body back onto his lap, making you scream and whine from the impact. his entire body tensed up from the way he pushed back into you, his cock slowly starting to knot. the way you screamed only made him growl and smile, your heat was controlling him now. he was losing all of his senses as he slammed himself into you, his grip around your waist tight. his mouth attached itself to yours, his tongue forcing its way into your mouth, his thrusts becoming deeper and stuttering when the knot started to fully grow inside you. the tight grip around your waist increased, his entire body becoming a wild animal... your breaths heaving as your cunt clamped around his cock, the venom now fully hitting and making you even more desperate. oikawa suddenly pushed up with a strong thrust, burying his swollen knot as deep in you as he could reach. it made you snatch your mouth away from his, flinging your head back as you cried. "ah... ah... aHHH!" you whined as he rammed deep, his knot shoved deep, fully enveloped inside of you. there was only one thing left... and if oikawa's facial expressions meant anything, you knew he was close…

his growls increased as he buried his knot inside of you, his dick slowly starting to spasm and throb with warmth. he let go of your waist and gripped across your chest, pulling you in closely again. your breath was already hitched and shaking from your climax, your pussy already squeezing his cock, your heat and scent was pushing him over the edge. "mmhh... aHH- ah...!" oikawa's breath hitched as his entire body shuddered, the heat having full control of oikawa now. his growls and moans were louder than ever before, his grip tightening, his body shaking and trembling with him so close… the way he pushed into you as far as he could go made your throat choke and your body quake. the way you flung your head back and cried out so loudly was like music to his ears. your body was shaking uncontrollably as he felt your cunt clamp and spasm around his knot. his expression was a mixture of lust and love, this heat was all yours and it was making him lose his control completely.

you finally pushed him over the edge- the way your body shook and quaked from your heat while he was buried inside was like fireworks in the night sky. he breathed heavily as he pushed his entire cock into you, his dick throbbing and twitching, his knot fully growing inside of you... his eyes rolled back and his mouth opened, his entire body shivering when he finally came. his breath was hot and heavy as his body quivered in the afterglow, oikawa’s grip around you relaxed as he flopped down onto his back, still having you sitting atop his lap. his chest was rising and falling quickly as the aftershock slowly faded away, his throat hoarse from all the growling. but he couldn't be happier…

you whimpered as you felt his knot throbbing, pumping his cum deep in you. looking down from your spot on his lap, you put your hands on his chest and tried to lift yourself off of him- but a small grunt slipped from your lips when you realized you couldn't do it. you were stuck on him… "t-toru?" you whispered down at him with a shaky voice. "w-why can't i get off…?"

oikawa chuckled when you tried to lift yourself, his grip around you loosening. the way your voice trembled was so cute... he pulled you down closer to his face and nuzzled his head onto your neck, taking a deep breath in and smiling back at you, his hands moving up your back as he brushed his thumbs against your sides. "that's the knot, sweetheart... you're stuck on me now.”

you looked at him for a second, before relaxing in his hold. you let out a tiny moan, overwhelmed by the smell of his pheromones and the presence of his warmth. if somebody would've asked you a week ago if you’d ever spend a night with oikawa, you would've told them no- that they were insane for even asking that. but here you were, whimpering against his bare chest with his knot buried deep within you…

he chuckled as you buried your face into his neck once more, your soft moans and whimpers against his skin making him purr like a cat. he continued to brush his fingers across the bare skin on your back, you were acting a bit shy and quiet, almost embarrassed, the way you were whimpering against him was making his grip tighter and he pulled you even closer. his chest was rising and falling quickly as his arms wrapped around you, holding you against him both gentle and rough at the same time.

“my beautiful little mate..." he whispered, his voice deep and rough. he smirked as he felt you bury your face further into his neck, your quiet moan and whimper was adorable. he leaned in and planted a kiss against the top of your head as he ran his hands up and down your back. it was amazing how much your body reacted to his alpha pheromones and the way you submitted to him so willingly was so cute to him. "so, what do you think? not so bad having me as your mate, eh?" he whispered and kissed you once more.

you tilted your head up to look at him for a second, before raising your hand and pinching his nipple. "you're so... pretentious." you giggled back to him, rolling your eyes with a smirk.

his eyes widen as you pinched him, a soft groan escaped his lips and his eyes flickered for a second before returning his gaze to yours with a smirk. he laughed softly, his fingers now squeezing your waist gently as he brushed a few strands of hair over your face. "am i? well, what can i say? you're so... mine."

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thinking back on it, you could have never imagined yourself in the place you are now. what started as tagging along with a friend to a random volleyball game one weekend slowly turned into a hobby. a habit. one you couldn't shake off or ignore, because you just kept feeling like you needed more, and one team filled that want.

the msby black jackals were an amazing team, filled with wonderful athletes that were great at what they did. hinata, atsumu, meian, kiyoomi- they were all incredible. you were a big fan, loving to watch them compete. but one player intrigued you the most- bokuto kotaro. he was an astonishing player, and while watching their competitions, you couldn't keep your eyes off of him. for more ways than one. 

after the game, you walked down and greeted him while he was walking away, meekly asking him to sign your shirt. he was cheerful, happy to see that someone admired him after the game. 

“of course!” he chuckled, “didn't know I had such gorgeous fans.” he gave you a friendly wink.

your breath caught, heart fluttering in your chest. did he really just say that?

“i... ah... th-thank you.” you stuttered out, a blush spreading your face fast.

he chuckled softly, “oh, you're very welcome.” his cheerful expression turned into a flirty smirk.

“and what's the name of my favorite fan?” he smiled.

your blush got somehow even deeper, ducking your head down so he wouldn't see your flustered face.

“… y/n,” you replied, low and quiet.

“y/n, such a gorgeous name.” his voice was smooth but playful.

you went stiff, almost forgetting to breathe. bokuto kotaro was complimenting you?

“i see we got a shy one?” he smirked.

“i... well…” you took a breath and looked back up at him. your voice was shaky. “n-not normally... i just-“

his expression was a playful grin, he looked at you in the eyes while speaking.

“oh what's this? you got a crush on the ace?” he chuckled softly.

lifting your head, you stared into his golden eyes, slowly nodding.

“i... um, yeah…”

his eyes widened and his voice became soft.

“o-oh well in that case, would you like to go get dinner after this, sweetie?” he smirked. “i think my favorite fan has just landed a date.”

your eyes flew open. his words caught you by surprise, not expecting that response.

“w-wait what? are you serious?”

“of course i’m serious. a beautiful fan like you couldn't be alone on a special night like this, right?” he chuckled confidently, looking you in the eyes- his voice was sweet and smooth.

“but... but won't you be busy? it's after the game, you have interviews and other fans to meet…”

he chuckled and stepped closer. “i’m willing to spare some time for a loyal fan.”

he grabbed your hand, his expression was cheerful. “i’ll pick you up in an hour then, how does that sound?”

you nodded your head quickly, “that sounds great.”

you gave him your phone number and address, suddenly so excited for what was about to come.

———————

the hour passed quickly and there was a knock on your door. it was bokuto, dressed in a button-up shirt and slacks, his hair was neat and his eyes were sparkling. he bowed.

“good evening, y/n.”

your voice caught in your throat as you opened the door to your apartment. you whispered under your breath, “i... i didn't realize you were dressing up.”

he chuckled. “i have to look nice for my fan.”

you were standing in the doorway, wearing the jersey he signed earlier and shorts that you could barely see underneath. you were dramatically underdressed in comparison to him.

“um... make yourself at home, give me one minute i'm gonna go put on something better.”

when his eyes widened as he noticed your attire, his voice became a bit raspy. “oh, um… alright, sure.”

he stepped aside and sat down in a nearby chair to let you change. you blushed deeply, then practically ran to your bedroom to put on better clothes.

you were rushing so much that when you went to tug your shorts off, you tripped and fell on the floor, hitting the wall and yelping loudly.

bokuto heard the sound of you falling and came running in, his gold eyes darted around and they focused in on you.

“y- y/n?” his voice was shaky, he seemed concerned.

“are you okay?” he started cautiously walking over towards you. “i heard a shriek and a loud sound, are you hurt?”

“ow.” you said under your breath, gritting your teeth as you rubbed your knee. “i'm sorry bokuto, i tripped when i was changing clothes & hit my knee-“

mentioning that was all it took for him, and he immediately bent down and picked you up. bokuto held you in his arms as he examined your injury.

“this is definitely a bruise, you'll probably also have a bit of a limp,” he frowned.

“you hit your knee on the wall?” he looked at the wall and back to you. “how fast and how hard did you have to trip to do that?”

you covered your face with your hands, turning into his chest to avoid looking at his face. you were embarrassed.

“i was trying to change pants and it got stuck on my ankle, then i slipped… sorry i'm a bit of a klutz.”

bokuto sighed. “what an adorable klutz.”

he chuckled and looked down at your face, his eyes were sparkling. “you could use some ice, but i have a better idea.” he smiled flirtatiously and started walking to the kitchen.

“I'll cook you dinner, makes it a bit easier so you don't have to do much. how does that sound?” he gave you a gentle pat on your head.

“b-but... you came here all dressed up... you made plans for our dinner tonight...” you looked down at the floor, avoiding looking at his face as he held you. “i'm sorry i messed everything up.”

he chuckled and kissed your forehead. “there's no need to apologize, you can't help being silly sometimes.”

he placed you on a chair in the kitchen and started cooking. it was quiet for a while when bokuto spoke again.

“hey, y/n. can we talk for a second?”

you looked up at him from where you were sitting, a bit confused about his question. “yeah, what is it bokuto?”

he looked at you for a solid 30 seconds before speaking again.

“do you like me?” he paused for a second, “like, like like me?”

he said this awkwardly, his facial expression was that of embarrassment mixed with hope.

a blush crept down your body, spreading further in your embarrassment.

“i....” squeezing your eyes shut, you blinked and then looked up at him.

“yeah, i have, for a while now. i was one of your biggest fans for a reason, and now all that's happening tonight is kinda firing it a bit more.”

bokuto let out a sharp breath and turned around. he definitely wasn't expecting that answer. he grabbed a cloth to wipe his hands and face. his expression was one of happiness, excitement and surprise. “oh wow, really?”

he chuckled happily and his eyes were sparkling, a bright smile appeared on his face. “i-i thought you just liked watching me play volleyball, but no, you actually like me?”

you quickly nodded your head.

“that's kinda why i've been so awkward tonight... doesn't help that i fell while getting dressed, and so now i’m sitting in an oversized jersey & underwear while watching you cook.”

bokuto chuckled and approached you, taking off his button-up shirt to reveal a white t-shirt underneath. he placed his shirt on your shoulders and smiled.

“here, wear this, it'll make you look a bit more... presentable.” he smirked. “and as for you, you are an adorable klutz, it's just part of why i like you.”

as he laughed and went back to cooking, you felt his shirt on your shoulders. his warmth was radiating against your body.

you blushed when he turned away, tugging his shirt tighter around your shoulders. “you think i'm adorable?” 

then you realized what he said.

“wait... you like me?”

bokuto was stirring the contents in the pot when he heard your question.

“hm?” he turned and looked at you with surprise. “oh, i was supposed to not admit that, huh?” he was smiling cheekily. “i like you a lot.”

your blush somehow got even deeper. “but-but we just met for the first time tonight? right?? or...”

then your mind clicked, and a shock wave passed over you. you went to almost all of the msby games, always wearing his jersey number. he was bound to recognize you from that.

“do... did you recognize me from the other games?”

bokuto's expression became that of a flirty smirk.

“yeah, how did you get such perfect seats every game?” he chuckled.

“i always saw you, so adorable in your cute little fan outfit. i couldn't help but recognize you.” he walked over and sat next to you, putting his arm around your back. “so... how does being my girlfriend sound?”

“i... what?” your head snapped to look at him, you were confused and low-key freaking out.

“you-you want me to be your girlfriend? but we just formally met for the first time tonight, bokuto.”

bokuto's flirty expression and playful smirk returned, “yes i do.” he put his hand on your shoulder and looked you in the eyes, his voice was soft.

“if you think about it, we kinda have been dating for a while. we would both make each other's hearts skip a beat when we were at the games together. and we always wanted more of each other.”

he was so close up to you, breathing right onto your neck. his voice was soft and sweet.

“i…” your voice was caught in your throat, you couldn't think of what to say. his actions and words were throwing you for a loop, and it almost didn't feel like reality.

“t-that’s not dating though… that’s lusting over somebody-” you cut yourself off in the middle of your sentance, because while yes, that was what he did, that’s what you had done too.

bokuto was so close to you, his eyes sparkled, and you swear you could hear his heart beating. he was holding your shoulders, his voice was whisper-quiet.

“i know this is all a bit sudden... but you looked so beautiful tonight, so I thought…” he kissed you on the cheek. “why wait, right?” he chuckled.

bokuto put his arm around your waist, pulling you to his chest as placed you on his lap. “now you're where you belong.”

you stared into his gold eyes, with an expression of fright and yearning combined. you hesitantly nodded your head, slowly leaning closer to him.

he smirked in a flirty and teasing way and kissed your lips softly. “you're mine now, aren't you?”

you whimpered, wrapping your legs around his waist as you sat in his lap. it all felt like a dream. nodding your head, you whispered against his lips, “i'm yours.”

bokuto's eyes widened, wrapping his arms around your back. “well aren't you the bold one?” his voice was full of excitement and happiness.

“i guess this also means you want a more ... personal show after dinner...” his eyes became that of a flirty smirk.

you stared into his eyes. you had a rough idea of what he was implying, but you wanted to hear it from his mouth directly. “what do you consider a "personal show?”

bokuto looked directly at you and his tone seemed serious, his voice was soft and sweet. “my favorite fan...” he gave you a gentle kiss on your lips.

“you're getting a special show tonight... a one-on-one performance from the ace himself,” he chuckled and smiled, “just for you.” his voice was smooth and it made you blush.

you squirmed from his words. “can't wait.”

bokuto smirked as he stood up, lifting you with him. he started carrying you to the bedroom. “well, my dinner's ready.” his voice was flirty and his eyes were shining.

he made a beeline to the bedroom and locked the door, carrying you to the bed and placing you gently on it. you stared up at him, scared and excited, waiting to experience his next move.

bokuto bent down and gave you a sweet kiss on your forehead, his eyes were that of a flirty smirk, and his voice was soft.

“you're too gorgeous to not get a special show from the ace...” he placed your hand on his chest, staring down at you. “so, i should let you experience the ace in every way tonight.”

looking up at him, your breath was growing heavy in anticipation for his actions. he was being vague, and it made you both anxious and turned on about the idea of what might come next from him.

he started moving his hands to the bottom of his shirt, his eyes were sparkling with excitement as you watched his hands creep under the hem. his voice was soft and sweet. “you'll understand soon sweetie...”

you held your breath as you watched him peel his shirt up and over his head. he had quite possibly the most chiseled chest that you had ever seen. defined abs you traced with your fingers, and big pecs that looked like they could double as pillows.

when you touched his body, your cold hand became warm from his body heat. he chuckled as he threw his shirt onto the floor behind him, not caring where it landed. his bare chest was in front of you, and his arms looked like they could crush someone.

“so, what do you think of the ace's physique?” his eyes were glistening and his voice was teasing as he waited for your reaction.

“gorgeous.” you whispered, staring up at him while your fingers lightly trailed the crevasses of his muscles.

his pectorals were huge, your eyes immediately drawn to them. so defined and sculpted, you had secretly loved watching them as he played for as long as you could remember. but before you could only see the impression of them, this was your first time seeing them this close, in person and bare. he noticed you staring at his pecs. he was quite proud of himself for his physique, and he raised his voice while laughing.

“i'm glad you like them that much, you'll have the chance to see them a lot closer,” he chuckled and sat down next to you. “now you should get comfy. i'll give you a second to get rid of that shirt and i'll start the show.”

you stared at him, your breath catching in your throat from his words. you couldn't move. you didn't know what to do, your body still in anticipation, waiting for his next actions.

bokuto looked at you with a flirtatious smile, the corners of his eyes sparkling and his expression seemed one of happiness and excitement. he put his hand on your thigh, his voice was soft and sweet.

“i can help you get that off if you wish,” he smirked and his expression showed that he was enjoying your surprise and fluster.

your eyes wide, you stared into his and slowly nodded your head. “o-okay. thank you bokuto.” you whispered out, feeling on edge from not knowing what he'd do next.

bokuto gently took the shirt off of you, loosely holding onto the bottom hem as he lifted the jersey up and over your head. he stared down at your body, looking at your beautiful, smooth skin and you heard him give a subtle gasp of air in his chest.

he smirked, “you never wear anything underneath, do you?” he said with a soft and teasing tone.

your eyes widened. you had almost forgotten about that. your cheeks started burning deep red from the blush spreading. 

“i... not sometimes...”

you heard him snicker. “so that's why I see your chest bouncing so much when you jump in the stands at my games.” bokuto gently traced your collarbone with his fingertips.

“and i always thought that was how you were trying to get my attention.” he chuckled. “my lovely little fan, wearing nothing beneath her msby jersey... who knew?” he was smirking at you and his voice came out almost like a whisper. you could see how much he liked seeing you blush.

your breathing was shallow, unsteady- you were more flustered than you could have imagined possible for the night. the star you’d had a crush on for years was now sitting in your bedroom, both of your shirts off, and he was complimenting your chest?

bokuto put his mouth close to your ear and whispered into it. “is there anywhere on your body that's sensitive? or makes you feel flustered? I want to find every spot.”

he said it in a low voice as his mouth was close to your ear, making you shiver. you snapped your head to look at him, without thinking of your actions before you did them. your mouths pressed together, and your eyes widened when you realized what was happening.

bokuto kissed you and pulled you really close, his arm around your back and a hand in your hair. the kiss was so passionate and it felt like your heart was beating a mile a minute.

bokuto broke the kiss after a few seconds and leaned back. he was breathing heavily and blushing.

“i… i'm-“ he cut you off before you could apologize for your mistake.

“no need for apologies. i liked it.” bokuto chuckled, caressing your cheek. “now, let me have you like you wanted me to earlier... a very personal show just for you.” he looked at you with a flirtatious smile. he turned away and began taking his belt off.

your voice caught in your throat. his back muscles were heavenly, making you wonder how they felt.

“b-bo?”

his voice became more quiet. “yes, my lovely little fan?”

you saw him take off his belt and he hung it off the bed frame. he was now just wearing his pants... and those pants were so tight on him. they highlighted his curves and he knew you were staring at his ass, but you couldn't help it. his ass had been one of your favorite things to watch from the stands, and now that it was so close in front of you, you had the potential to look at it in full detail. his body was literally sculpted.

it was almost hard for you to breathe with how incredible he looked, not believing that this was actually happening. “you... you look so...”

he knew you were staring at his ass and he felt the urge to tease you.

“you like it, don't you?” he smirked. “i'm glad, i'm glad you like what you see. i worked hard on keeping this body in shape for you darling.”

you nodded your head. you did like it.

he smirked and turned around, his pants making a loud noise as they hit the floor. he kept his eyes locked on you as he made his way to the bed. he looked amazing walking towards you, and you couldn't help staring at him. his muscles flexing with every step, the low lighting made him look gorgeous. and then you looked down…

you noticed his lack of pants, and what was in their place. a set of grey boxer briefs, tight enough that it didn't leave much room for imagination. you could see the outlines and shadow of his cock, and it made your breath catch.

bokuto smirked as he saw where your gaze went. he was proud of himself and he made it known. he knew he had your full attention. he was very excited for his little fan to have this.

bokuto put his hands on his hips and he stood still, making sure you were able to get all the time you wanted to look. he was breathing heavily and you could tell he was anxious as well by how fast his nipples stuck out in excitement. he kept looking at you, he didn't want to stop looking at you.

he looked smug, but you could tell his nervousness wasn't going away the longer you two stared at each other. you stood up slowly, walking towards him.

bokuto looked down and saw you approaching, surprised by your actions. he put his arms out towards you and was waiting for you to come closer to him, his voice was soft and excited. 

“c'mere”

as you stepped close to him, his arms closed around you, scooping under your ass and lifting you. bokuto smirked as he picked you up like you weighed nothing and he kept his arms around you. your legs were hugging his waist, your soft thighs brushing against his hips in a position that made him want to squirm. your arms were wrapped around his neck, his face so close to you that you could feel his breaths. he could kiss you easily.

“oh, you haven't fully earned that yet, darling.” his voice was flirty and he was making teasing noises. a whimper left your throat at his response, and you felt his cock twitch through his boxers under your ass. the sounds you were making turned him in, and he let out a loud groan.

“looks like you're very attracted to me,” he kissed you again. “but you want to see me more, don't you?” he kept grinning as he teased you.

“i…”

you couldn't form full sentences, couldn't speak words, couldn't think. everything he was doing to you was so much.

bokuto chuckled. “that's okay, you really are attracted to me.” he kissed you again and started leaning down to lay you on the bed. “just relax. i’ll do all the work here.”

as soon as you were laid down, he began kissing your neck and your chest. whimpers and whines escaped your mouth as he started to work his way down your neck, kissing and sucking at any skin he could find. you were sure there would be marks the next morning. when his mouth found your nipple and sucked it, your body tensed and you let out a yelp.

as soon as you yelped, bokuto took his mouth away and turned his head to look at you. 

“oh, sorry darling.” his eyes were sparkling with excitement. “is this your sensitive spot?” 

he moved his mouth closer but he didn't make contact, he just purposely breathed heavy on it. the air coming from his mouth made your skin prickle and your back arch. he seemed eager to find your most sensitive areas.

you groaned, nodding your head with your eyes squeezed shut. it was sensitive, but it felt so good. “m-more. please bo.”

bokuto smiled and his eyes became more excited from your noises. he kissed your chest again in that same spot, sucking over your nipple and biting it lightly. he seemed very happy to hear your noises of approval.

“oh, you like it, right?” he whispered the word "right" in such a soft voice, and he seemed to be looking for an affirmative answer.

you nodded your head quickly, “uh huh.” it felt so good to feel his mouth on your body, like nothing you could have imagined.

bokuto let out a content groan as he heard your moans and he kept going, his tongue making circles, mapping your skin, soft kisses across your chest and tummy. his fingers lightly trailed over the marks he made, making you shiver. he was looking for more sensitive spots as he kissed your skin.

making his way down your body, it was obvious you becoming more sensitive the further he got. when he reached your panties, he looked up at you. without saying anything, he gave a slow kiss on top of the fabric, and you let out a deafening moan.

bokuto noticed and his mouth became more soft and gentle. your moan turned him on even more. he kissed you on top of your clothed mound again, and when he pulled his head away he was blushing.

“oh, i'll just take these off.” his voice was teasing yet soft. you looked into his gold eyes as he stared at you while removing your panties. when you felt the air hit your core you gasped. he was unpredictable, and your body couldn't keep up.

upon seeing your reaction, bokuto pulled your legs close to your chest and he put his hand underneath your back to lift you. this made you two face to face, your legs squeezing around his back. his eyes were sparkling as he looked down on you.

“i think i'll give you what you want...” he smirked. he looked proud of himself, making you feel embarrassed yet excited at the same time. the new position made your bodies closer, practically wrapped around him, and you could feel his clothed cock poking at your entrance.

he noticed your body shaking, lifting closer to him with each breath, and his boxers were tightening a lot. his eyes were sparkling and he smirked again.

“I'm gonna be honest with you, darling…” he paused and you could see his confidence and pride go up. “I wore tight boxers... just for you to get to see…”

“y-you did?” your voice was high-pitched and shaky. you couldn't believe it. he predicted that you’d end up like this tonight?

he smirked as he saw your surprised reaction. “yes, my little fangirl, i wore it just for you.” he pulled his boxers down a bit and your eyes went wide. you could see his pelvic muscles, and the start of his happy trail leading to his belly button. you felt your pussy twitch in anticipation.

bokuto's voice was soft as he giggled while looking at you. “you think i like to tease a lot? you haven't seen anything yet…” a whine left your throat at his response and actions. he was baiting you for him, and you wanted more.

“please bo...”

bokuto chuckled and you felt his breath on your ear. “oh? you're getting really needy...” he looked down at you with a soft and proud expression. his boxers were barely pulled down, just to taunt you. it was so close to you that you could swear you felt the heat.

you looked up into his eyes, and whimpered, “please bo... i’ll do anything.”

bokuto smirked, “so, you want me that badly, don't you?” his voice was soft and the look he gave you was exciting and jeering. he placed his hand on your waist, the other moving to your ass, squeezing it.

“k-kotaro?”

bokuto noticed that you called him by his first name, and it turned him on even more. “yes darling?”

staring at him, another whimper left your throat as you felt his body shift on top of you, hiking your legs further up and giving him better access. “please,” you breathed out, your words barely audible and under your breath.

bokuto heard you and he smirked, “your words are too quiet, darling.” he placed his ear on your mouth and listened closely. “you have such a cute little voice though...” his voice was soft, the hand on your ass slowly moving up and down.

your eyes were squeezed shut and your teeth were grinding. his hands on you felt so good, you couldn't help it. you kept slipping down his waist from how much you were squirming, your feet playing with the waistband of his boxers.

bokuto was very much enjoying seeing you so turned on. he liked this kind of teasing a lot. your grip on his hips tightened and it made him twitch. “what do you think you’re doing there, darling?” he was biting his lower lip. in response to your teasing, he decided to do even more. staring into your eyes, he slowly lifted one of his hands to his mouth, licking his thumb before moving his hand down.

a gasp left your throat as you felt his hand travel lower, and his thumb press into your asshole. the feeling burned, not used to being stretched there, and his hands were so big. you yelped when you felt him try to move his finger, pulling at the sides and wiggling his thumb around inside a few times before removing it slowly. staring at you, he shook his head. “too tight.”

bokuto was smirking when he looked down at you. he noticed you panting, your hole squeezing around nothing. “oh...” his thumb started teasing you again, circling the rim while he looked at you intently. “your body is very sensitive here, isn't it?”

you were whining loudly. you wanted him, but he was being such a tease it was almost unbearable. “koooo…pleaseee. i-i want you in me”

he leaned in close to you and whispered in your ear, “you do?” he gave you a playful and flirtatious kiss on your cheek as he put his mouth on your ear to speak, “but... you're so innocent... it could hurt...”

“w-wanna try.. at least,” you turned your head to look into his eyes. “i want you kotaro.”

bokuto was blushing and he moved to look you in the eyes. “so... you do want me like that?” he was giggling and he looked like he was proud of himself. he moved his hands up your body as he squeezed you hips.

“i think this is your first time, right darling?” he whispered in your ear.

you nodded your head, squeezing your eyes shut. “y-yeah.” 

he chuckled and you felt his lips kissing your neck as his hands went up your body. he placed his tongue on your neck as he sucked gently, before looking back up at you.

“well... if it's for me... okay.” he caressed your cheek, suddenly sounding serious “you want me to be your first?”

“y-yes kotaro.” you stared at him, breath quick from his kisses and licks.

bokuto placed his mouth on yours as he gave you a passionate kiss for a few seconds before breaking it. “i love how you look when you're like this...” he started biting your throat and your neck to tease you and make this extra special for you. after he was proud of the line of marks he made on your neck, he sat back on his heels to look over you. 

the only fabric left between the two of you were his tight boxers, and you watched as he reached his hands into the waistband.

bokuto noticed your eyes looking at his boxers and he smirked as his voice became more serious. “oh?” he looked back and smiled. “do you have your eyes on an award?” he was teasing you and he slowly took his boxers down to his ankles.

when his boxers fell down, a sharp intake of breath escaped your throat. his cock slapped his stomach when it slipped out, and you could see it fully now. it was long, so thick, slightly curved up. his sack was fat and swollen, looking like they were filled and ready to explode. it made your pussy twitch in anticipation.

“you're... staring... aren't you, darling?”

bokuto made a teasing smile and put his hands on your chin, his head close to your face. he kept looking at you to see how you would react to his body and to his words.

you nodded slowly, then whispered under your breath, “...so big...”

bokuto was blushing from your words, catching him slightly off-guard. he looked proud but not too arrogant, like he'd been waiting for you to tell him this. he moved his hand to place it on your neck, his fingers slowly brushing along it. “what if it's too big?”

your eyes slowly drifted back to his,

“we'll make it fit.”

“oh?” bokuto whispered and he smiled again. “well, we'll see.” he got on the bed again and put his body on top of yours. his arms wrapped around your waist and he looked you in the eyes. 

“you really want it, don’t you?” he was still teasing you and he kept up the flirty smirk.

“y-yes ko...” you whined out, desperate for him. “want it so bad.”

he leaned down, suckling on your neck again. your skin was already so tender there from all the bruises he left, but he wouldn't stop. you could feel his dick rubbing on your tummy and it made you moan.

bokuto made a soft groan as he heard your words and he slowly kissed your jaw. his lips were soft and playful, he knew exactly what he was doing. he continued teasing you.

his mouth left your neck and he got close to your ear again, whispering, “do you know what comes next?”

he put his hand on your thigh and he caressed it as you nodded your head quickly, your eyes squeezed shut. you were ready.

“please ko, please”

bokuto was biting his lower lip, he wanted you to enjoy this as much as you can. his hand kept teasing your legs and his breath was filled with excitement. “then, say it to me.” he whispered in your ear.

you opened your eyes, staring straight into his. taking a deep breath, you said what you had been wanting to say the whole night.

“fuck me, kotaro”

bokuto was stunned. you really said that. he heard every word of it and it pleased him. his body was touching yours as he played with your hair.

“well... if you say it like that...” he gave you another kiss, long and soft. when your lips split, he looked back at you. “i’ll make you scream my name.” 

he suddenly grabbed your legs, hiking both of them up and over his shoulders. he had you folded in half, and you couldn't do anything but stare at him. you squeezed your eyes shut, anticipating what was about to happen next. you could feel his breath on your face.

your body was now in a position in which he could use it to his liking. you felt like you were in heaven and you were somehow even more sensitive to his touch. bokuto smiled with a proud and taunting look on his face. “you're ready, aren't you?” 

he was going to make sure that this would be a moment you would always remember.

you nodded your head, giving him permission to do whatever he wanted. 

suddenly feeling a poking at your core, you looked down to find him aligning the tip of his cock with your entrance. he slowly pushed in, your breath catching in your throat as you let out a long whine.

it burnt as he pushed forward. you weren't used to something of this size, your fingers being tiny in comparison to how thick his cock was. he was reaching deeper than you had ever been able to do, and you were mewling from the pains.

bokuto was looking at your face, panting as he started rubbing your hand. he looked worried. “i hope... i hope you like it..”

“i... i love it, ko.” you whispered between staggering breaths. it hurt like hell, but you wanted a taste of his heaven. he leaned down and kissed you, slowly and passionately, trying to distract you from the sharp pains.

“do you?” bokuto's eyes were sparkling and his voice was softer than ever now. he caressed your cheeks and kissed you again, longer than last time. “this is only the beginning, darling.”

with those words, you felt him begin to move. he started soft, pulling out until just the tip was left inside, before slowly pressing back in. after he noticed that you stopped squirming as much, he gradually started gaining a pace until he was pounding into your pussy. you could feel his balls hitting your ass with every thrust, the tip ramming deep enough that it kissed your cervix. 

his groans were constant and loud, and you could see that he was staring at you whenever you’d open your eyes.

bokuto kept looking at you. your face was so cute to him in the moment, eyes squeezed shut and mouth hung open. you could feel the weight of the tall, strong man on your body right now, pressing down to hold you in place. his lips were kissing your neck angrily again between his moans.

“ah- ohhhh.” 

“k-ko?” your breath was panting as you questioned his noises.

“oh, i know...” bokuto could see you were becoming too sensitive and he was loving it. he kept moving, snapping his hips and kissing your neck. “ah... oh... ohhhhhh.”

your breath caught in your throat with a whine, hesitating before whispering out the next words to him-

“…..m-more ko. harder.”

bokuto was breathing heavier now and you could feel his heart beat faster as he jerked his head up to look into your eyes. it was like you had him in every single way, this is the most pleasure and euphoria bokuto had ever felt. “you’re just saying that now?” his voice was shaky and his eyes glossed over. he was sweating, his head was spinning and his body was filled with adrenaline that was about to burst.

he stopped for a second to breathe and calm himself, before starting back, with more force and speed than before. he was pounding into your sensitive spots, and it made you whine louder. you could feel a knot forming in your belly, and you knew you were close to finishing.

“kotaroooo”

you whined his name out, almost as a warning to him. suddenly your pussy clenched and spasmed, squeezing him tight as you came around him. you were gushing, spraying around his cock and making a mess all over the sheets.

bokuto was smiling and he looked proud of himself. he could make you experience this for the first time, from him and only him. your squeezing was so tight around his cock, and it led him to the edge. his body began stuttering, his breathing was harder.

“b-baby i’m about to… ah..” it was almost a warning for you. “ohhhhhhh.” his eyes were closed, and he could tell he was about to finish.

his final grunt came, and a bite to your shoulder was the only warning for what was happening. his hips became faster, then suddenly stopped. you felt your center become warm, feeling him shoot his release deep in you, and heard him moan the loudest he had that entire night.

the room went silent, the only sounds you could hear were the fan above you two, his panting, and a few bird chirps outside. 

bokuto was still on top of you, caressing your face while breathing into your neck. you felt him pull out slowly, then felt his warm cum start to spill out of your pussy and drip onto the mattress. your breath caught in your throat. “i... you...”

bokuto was feeling weird, his body was shaking and he felt nervous. he didn’t mean to do that, but he tried to be brave and stay on top of you. 

“i... i made a mess...” he was blushing and it was visible on his face. he tried to cover it up by putting a proud look on his face again. “please tell me you liked it..”

your breathing was slow and shaky, trying to figure out what just happened. you couldn’t believe it. bokuto kotaro, you were his biggest fan for years, and now he had just released his cum inside you.

“i... i loved it, ko.”

bokuto’s breath caught. your words surprised and pleased him. he felt accomplished that you loved every second of that. he held a cute look on his face. “good…”

he kissed your forehead and your cheek, caressing your hair.

“now, you're not innocent...” 

he giggled at his own words. he was teasing you again, but his voice was soft and he held a smile.

you laughed back at him, he wasn't wrong. “yeah, i guess not”

this moment is like a dream for him and he just kissed you passionately again. when your kiss ended, he laid his head down on your chest, and you sat in silence for a minute before you spoke up.

“h-hey ko?”

he looked up at you, slightly confused.

“what happens to us when we wake up in the morning? you're still a big-time professional volleyball star, and i'm just a fan you picked up off the bleachers for a fun night...”

bokuto looked at you and his face went serious.

“if you want us to be nothing, then we can be nothing…” his voice was calm and his body was relaxed again.

“but...” he took a deep breath, as the thought flashed in his head. “...if you want to be more... we can be more...”

he looked like he couldn't believe he was saying this, that his mouth was speaking without telling his brain what to say first.

you looked deep into his gold eyes, took a deep breath, and then whispered, “what do you want?”

there was another long pause before he collected his thoughts and opened his mouth again.

“i-i want you… your voice, your eyes, i want it all..” he caressed your face and he had a slight nervous smile as he looked at you.

“when i wake up in the morning, when i close my eyes and i'm tired from practice, or when i want to escape the world's craziness, i want to imagine your face, your voice, your eyes. i want you with me all the time, i want you to be my love...”

you took a breath in, staring at him. your heart skipped a beat from his words. he wanted you like that?

“i... we can try that”

bokuto was looking at you and his face turned bright red. “really...?” 

it felt like his heart skipped a beat and was about to jump out of his chest.

“can i hug you now?” he was asking you, even though he already knew the answer was going to be yes.

you laughed, giggling at his reaction. “yes bo, of course you can.”

bokuto smiled happily and he hugged you tightly. it was a warm and cozy hug, him rubbing his body on yours to make it better. he sighed, and whispered out-

“i'm going to enjoy this...”