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tw. blood kink, noncon, pain play, lashing/whipping, tojiâs foul n mean, degradation, prostitution, daddy kink, kinda size kink as always w me heheghe wordcount. 4.6k
a/n. thank you a million to the loveliest friends who always keep me goin when i'm having a hard timEEE rhi, wil and dymmiEE thanK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR betaing ily so much ⥠i hope i did the big man justice he is so yucky n i love it,, also extra shOutout n love dym bc she gave me the vision i saw i came i had to have it so !! iLY ILY ILY
fushiguro toji x fem!reader
If you know one thing from your years hiding in the shadows of the more powerful, itâs that danger has a taste. It sticks to your skin, longing for an opening. And tightens around your organs as you swallow it down, setting your hairs on end. Instinctually, humans know danger when they sense it, and by that same measure, theyâre usually smart enough to hide before they get found. You might be simple prey in the eyes of the strong, but you hate the feeling deeply, and avoid it where you can.
Youâre always aware of eyes that trail you, and you can smell it in the air.
The burgundy walls and nice chandelier bloom like a flower when it gets dark out. It fits the business. Like moths to a flame, that warmth lures men with a promise of a warm body and expert secrecy, and usually thatâs plenty. Luckily for you, most of them leave before their wives start to wonder, which means you donât have to deal with the drunk and impatient by the time you come in for a shift by early morning. Your days are easy, if you pretend you donât know what types of people stumble home from their rooms in the seedier back of the building. Smelling of booze and body fluids and most of all, sex. Thatâs how it is.
Sorcerers are people too, by your cousinâs words. Heâs not wrong. By the types of people that come in and out of the doors day and night, he made a smart investment starting this place a few years ago, and youâre grateful to get to work here. Thereâs no place for small-fry cursed energy users out in the daylightâ and youâre not exactly dying to lay your life down for others in the first place. Itâs this, or even less savory jobs for those people like you, who see things that others donât. Youâre more than happy with a simple life sitting behind the front desk, and going home to crash before the grosser individuals have a chance to harass you.
Which is why your skin itches a bit when the soft cling of the bell sounds so late itâs early. Youâve barely had enough time to open the doors. For not the first time, thereâs a soft buzz of a warning sign that greets you as you sigh. Isnât 5 in the morning a little early for even the more degenerate types? You get up to hang your jacket in the back room as you hear heavy steps make it into the foyer, and swallow. The slight pulling of cold under your skin has your lips pressed tight, swallowing. They donât ring the bell, donât yell or break things, donât even talk. But they also donât turn to leave.
So you smooth your hands down your pants, and eventually walk back to your spot behind the counter. Itâs still dark out, still has the uncomfortable pressure that lingers as you cast a quick glance around the room.
And all you see is eyes that pull a cold shiver up your spine so quick it freezes you in place. The dark figure is splayed out with his arms over one of the couches, but those sharp eyes donât move an inch from you when you meet them. Narrowed in their cold, metal blue darkness, and all-consuming. The man is not young, not old - but definitely older than you, scarred and quiet, and you canât help it- when that foul, dangerous taste wells up in your mouth in the form of saliva.
After only a few seconds, you grab the phone and ring a number one, taking it off the horn for your own safety. It rings as the man gets up with a sigh and walks towards you, only leaving the space of the desk between you two. There's a soft mumble on the other side of the call, but because the horn is pressed to your desk, you canât make out exactly whatâs said before the customer - you assume heâs a customer, judging by the foul sort of stench of death that follows him around - clears his voice.
Only a sorcerer can have that sort of smell, and no sorcerer would enter here if not out for one thing. You donât normally do intake, you realize as your hand trembles just slightly. You leave the horn of the phone for a pen instead, and try to rid your throat of the thick block that pushes on your windpipe. âWelcome. How can I help you?â
The manâs hair is messy, lazy, much like his clothing is; and he takes a moment to look around before his eyes flick to the stack of notes before you, the phone, and then you again. âAh, uhm. Are there rooms open this late? Or early, I guess.â He ends up saying, a bored sort of lilt to his deep voice. You canât even meet his eyes, but you can feel the painfully intense stare that doesnât move from you again as you put on your best smile.
âThere- should be, yes. Hmm, letâs see. Do you have a preferred girl youâd like to see here today?â Your hand only stops shaking when you press the tip of the pen to paper, if only to give your hand something to do as you quickly flick between the pages of the book.
âNot really.â He runs his hand under his nose, before leaning both forearms onto the desk and invading your space too much. You barely resist the urge to jerk back entirely, and feel the heat travel between you two. See, you were never able to fight curses. But you did always have a good nose, and his presence is like maggots crawling around under your skin. Itâs unbearable. Your lids flutter as you stop flicking, and just focus on not throwing up entirely. Every part of him stinks of rot, oozing danger enough to suffocate you.
You simply pick one of the names at random, and start digging through the shelf for the correct key as fast as you can. Your heart hammers in your chest like that of a hummingbird, and is almost loud enough to keep you from hearing him when he speaks again. You canât quite bear to meet his gaze, but one look up at his mouth reveals a tiny sort of curl to his lips thatâs just as upsetting as the stench that swirls around the room. Everything feels wrong, and you want to stop yourself from hurling your guts out over the table. The man taps his finger on the counter a few times. âAre you new?â
Your head shakes faster than you can think about the answer. It wouldnât be of any use lying anyway. For some reason, you feel like heâd be able to see right through you. When you finally find the right key, you feel like a weight lifts from your chest, and you slide it across the stone towards him. âI always work the morning shift, I donât do nights.â
âHm.â He doesnât need to say anything else. Only when you slide the paper form across the table too, do you notice the call has disconnected - youâre not sure for how long - and you manage to force your eyes up to face him for just long enough not to seem impolite. But your blood still feels uncomfortable and itchy, even when he slowly picks up the pen and starts writing his name down at the top of the form. After a few seconds, he clicks the pen to his chin, and looks down at you with a coy smile as he straightens up. âActually, what about you? Youâre a skittish, little thing, and I have a bit of a hunger for something light and fresh todayâ I had the longest night ever.â
His scar pulls when the smile gets a bit more predatory, and you feel pinned in place like an insect under a magnifying glass when he aims the pen at you. âLooks like youâre a good listener, sweet girl.â
âI- I-â you start, stepping back until your back hits the wall and even then, thereâs not nearly enough space between you and him, âI just work as a receptionist. I donât do-â You might puke after all. Those eyes only seem to get wider when your bottom lip wobbles, and you feel the sick sense of glee he gets rather than see it. You donât think -no, you know- you couldnât take him in a fight, but still your fists ball up tight.
The lift dings though, to your relief, and a familiar face rushes out to give you an up and down. Your cousinâs got a bed head, deep grooves under his eyes as he jogs up beside you. âWhat the hell, youâre fine! When you didnât respond on the phone I thought something mightâve happened to you.â You canât say anything back, but youâre so glad to see him your mouth drops open and a little whimper comes out of your throat despite yourself. The young man frowns, before glancing to his side and - pauses. You canât exactly place the expression he gets, but he must feel what youâre still feeling laced in the air, because he blinks a few times before taking a step back. âWhatâs this?â
âI was just telling him Iâm- o-only a front desk worker,â you start, shuffling uncomfortably when those steely eyes find your body, giving you an awfully unsubtle once over. Pig. He doesnât even bother to hide the way heâs undressing you with his eyes. Your cousin thankfully hums in agreement, and crosses his arms over his chest. âSo-â
The brazen noiret doesnât hesitate to nod though. And the confident tone from earlier doesnât waver a bit. Itâs like heâs barely inconvenienced by your statement at all. Like youâre playing hard to get. Youâre not. "That's fine by me. But Iâm going to be the exception.â Under his sloppy clothing, thereâs no doubt heâs fit. Heâs tall, and obviously wired with thick muscle that makes his shirt cling to his biceps, even more when he crosses over the furniture to reach a hand out to you, and make your shivers so much worse. âCome, little deer. Iâm gonna have some fun with you.â
Your cousin places a hand on the other manâs shoulder though. âSheâs not that kind of employee, sir. Iâm gonna have to ask you to leave, or else-â
âOr else what?â You swear you can feel a pin drop when his eyes finally move away from you, now at the other man. Your heart still beats wildly. âHow about this, huh. You let me play with your little friend here, and Iâll decide not to kill you, her and then everyone in here for making my long night even longer.â He doesnât even have to straighten up for you to feel like he means it. Even without flashing a weapon, or pulling out some fancy cursed technique, do you feel the increase in thick waves of tension; drowning you in that same, rotting stench of incoming disaster. You canât ignore it, canât do anything but gasp shallow, little breaths when he does round on your family, squaring up to him.
Though theyâre both about as tall, the strangerâs built like a brick wall. He must know that, because he laughs. âIâll be very nice to her, donât worry.â His eyes tell everyone daring to take a peek that he doesnât mean it, but at least you donât flinch when he looks at you this time. Ah, thatâs right. You really do hate sorcerers. The black haired man walks past to come grab your arm, and tosses the key you provided him earlier high into the air before catching it. It instantly is too tight, and hurts. You plant your heels into the floor, hang back with your whole body. You want to scream. Your other hand claws at his strong palm -wrung like a vice around your wrist- and you start to whimper.
âN-wait, let me go. I donât work here like that, I- leave me alone, let me go!â You get pulled along anyway, like youâre a toddler throwing a tantrum; he yanks you with barely any effort and sends you stumbling behind him. âNo, I donât want- aniki! Aniki, tell him- Iâm not- Iâm not for sale.â Hair whips around as you try to plead with the man left standing in the lobby, but though he looks guilt-stricken and apologetic, he doesnât move from his spot. You donât have a say in the way the man dressed in all black drags you behind, even when you try to make yourself dead weight and stop him. âNo, no, no, wait, please! Kou aniki! Kou~ help me!â
You get it.
âLet me go! Let me go, pl-please! Hck.â Your voice breaks when wetness spills down to your hot cheeks. Really, you do get it. But the lamb still spooks when presented with the gun, even if it doesnât run.
Youâre sat on the edge of the bed as tears run down your cheeks and drip off your nose.
You canât imagine it makes for a very appealing sight, but whether itâs indifference or sexual gratification, itâs clear your grief doesnât matter to him. Toji, he said his name is, but you only know that âso you can cry it laterâ. It makes you sick - the sight of him makes you want to dig your nails into your own palms until you bleed. This is how it is for the weak everywhere, right? Sit and wait to die. As the cold embraces your body again, you sniffle, but wipe the tears away. Youâre not a fan of waiting.
If heâs going to do it, better do it quick. Before you decide to start biting anyway. The dim lighting of the reddish room doesnât do anything to warm the mood except make you even more aware of him as he kicks off sandals, slowly, demanding attention. He stares you down like a predator keeps an eye on his prey. The scent is still suffocating, but thereâs a more alarming feeling blanketing your senses now. Youâre scared. Thereâs nothing you can do about it, itâs in the goosebumps on your skin as he walks closer, and you scoot back onto the soft mattress to avert your eyes to yourself.
Youâd rather go out kicking and screaming- but with your fear ran so high, you settle for the second best thing. âSo, youâre not going to kill everyone, but just me, huh?â Heâs taking off his belt as you ball your hands in the fabric, and force yourself to watch him under heavy lashes, with as much hatred as you can. âYou like that? Scaring girls half your size?â Youâre not sure either why youâre running your mouth. It must be the high of incoming death. âDoes that make you feel powerful?â He doesnât even pause, and pulls his shirt over his head to drop it aside too, then licks his lips.
After a slight moment of silence, he just shrugs. âYeah. It does.â You scramble back until you reach the head of the bed, and pull your knees to your body. And the man crawls closer anyway, reaching to grab one of your ankles and drag you back. You donât know why youâre struggling. Itâd be easier if you laid down and died. As if reading your mind, he chuckles as he yanks you down until youâre spread out on your back, and pins you in place beneath his heavy body. âDonât be so frightened. Iâm not actually going to kill you.â He pushes over you, and makes sure youâre nose to nose when he talks next, basically drooling as you try to escape from him. âJust going to hurt you pretty bad. Donât you like that?â
You struggle against him, but itâs not enough. He ties your hands to the bed painfully tight, letting the frayed edge of the rope burn into your skin each time you move- and proceeds to cut your clothes off with the knife that was hidden in his waistband. The torturous pace at which he does everything is almost worse, setting your entire body on end with anticipation. You thrash against him as he places a thigh either side of your body, and grabs your face in a large, rough hand. Once again you feel reminded that youâre really nothing in the face of someone more powerful. Itâs frustrating. Itâs annoying, and hurtful, and a migraine starts gnawing at your head as you glare up at him. And he almost pouts at you in mockery. âItâs cute that youâre trying so hard. You can cry, you know?â He leans in to lick along the shell of your ear down to your neck. âItâs going to happen sooner or later anyway. Why deny yourself?â
The hot touch of his tongue sears into your skin like itâs poison. You try to pull your wrists loose again, to no avail. The skin just feels achy and burning. âThatâs really what you want to do, right? Cry for mommy and daddy to save you?â When he pushes back up to your mouth, laying his filthy lips on you again, youâre quicker than you think - and actually manage to bite him. Itâs not enough to cause much damage before he jerks back, clenching one hand over your mouth to shut you up. But he runs a thumb along his bottom lip, and slowly starts grinning. Blood glitters on that finger before he licks it away, and raises his dark eyebrows at you. âArenât you braveâŚâ
Before you have time to prepare yourself, that heavy palm meets your cheek, stinging it all over and rushing blood to the surface â itâs hard enough to pull real tears out of you, and your nose to start running as you bury your face into your arm. The sting spreads under the surface like fire. The low chuckle he lets out is mean and predatory, definitely when he takes that as an opening to start groping you through your bra, and soon thatâs shoved up too to let him pet all over you. âGood. I donât have to feel bad about all this, then.â
âMh- hck-,â you whimper, trying to ignore the painful tugs he gives your nipples, pinching you. It still sends heat to your belly, and somehow thatâs the most embarrassing thing of all. You hate him. More than anyone. âI-â
âDonât say youâre sorry. I wonât believe you anyway.â He quickly whispers back, leaning in to force his mouth to yours and kiss you, tongue pushing against your teeth until you give in. He tastes like blood. His own, from the cut thatâs not yet closed up; and he kisses like heâs trying to consume you. Rough hands knead and toy with your tits until you start squirming, before they glide down and make enough space to peel your panties down your thighs torturously slow. âAhh, you look good like this. So pretty. Stay there.â He chuckles to himself as he gets up and you whine, not for him, but more his dragging it out. Itâs not like you have a choice about stayingâŚ
When he comes back to you, something cold makes you jerk your eyes open. Itâs something long and capped metal at the end, not sharp enough to stab you clean throughâ but itâs still hard and sharp and anxiety has you freezing below him. âWh- what, what are you-â Would anyone even come help if you screamed?Â
Toji slaps the thing into his palm a few times, before those mean eyes glide over you, and you find yourself crossing your legs tight to protect your most sensitive areas instinctively. The sound of the metal whipping through the air is more than enough to put fear into you. Your lip trembles when he gets back onto the bed, and mirth plays in his eyes. âThis is going to hurt.â Then he whips his hand down and instantly, your eyes shoot open with pain. Blood splatters as he cuts you open, each impact leaving a cut and nasty thumping that will make a bruise, telltale sign of a cursed tool.
âAck- no, no- please stop! Stop, stop, please! Please, it hurts! It hurts!â Your eyes clench shut, but tears well up and come out anyway, making tracks down your cheeks. It stings so bad, and after even just a few lashings, you canât stand it. Everythingâs glowing and burning, hot all over as your knees knock together. Another whip has you trying to pull your arms out harder, to no avail. You donât want to look, but the pain in your hands tells you that the heat running down your arm must be blood. Didnât he say he wasnât going to kill you? âPlease, please, Toji. Iâll do anything! Anything, please- j-just no more.â
âI refuse.â
âPlease~â you sob, only opening your eyes to see how he stands bent over you with his tongue caught between his teeth, head tilted in curiosity like a dog. The whip is dripping red, hot blood down onto his hands, and though it seems impossible to have so much blood coating everything- itâs yours, right? He stays quiet for a moment or two, and the thick tears wobble over your vision. âPlease, I donât want to die. Please. Please. Iâm -â your throat closes up when he leans his heavy weight down over you and hovers his lips over your mouth, âIâm beg-begging you.â One hand comes up to grab your face, and he buries his nose into your throat, where a wet tongue starts swiping along your skin.
The soft groan he lets out is foul, coming back up with his mouth full of your blood, and he grins. âKeep going. Beg like a good girl~â Then he dips down, forcing his tongue and the coppery, familiar taste into your mouth, melting his lips to yours as he hums. His strong chest meets your naked, pitiful form as one hand comes down to yank your leg up around him, and the kissing gets more distracting, warmer, deeper â you want him to stay just like this. âKeep talking,â he whispers again, lower this time, and when youâre opening your eyes his stained hands are back to kneading your tits. âYouâre sort of cute covered like this, whining like a baby. Câmon.â
Redâs covering everything. Every cut on your body is searing and tight and painful, and heâs pushing his thumbs along the closing wounds as if heâs trying to leak every last drop out of you; but you canât really feel it. It must be adrenaline you feel coursing through your veins like a drug, goading your heart into pumping so hard you can see it bounce through the skin. âPl-please.â Your chest rattles, as he watches you. As he degrades you, lifting both your legs up to your chest to spread you for him. âPlease, Toji. Please f-fuck me instead. I w- need you to.â He takes the knife used to cut off your clothes, and ever so slowly drags it along the supple inside of your thighs.
And though you jerk, and your jaw clenches while tears fall, you canât help it. Youâre shaking your head, but your pussy clenches around nothing. âPlease, please, need you. Iâm sorry, I want- I want it. I wanâit⌠daddy.â Despite the short inhale he takes, sharp eyes pinning you beneath him like the crying mess you are, itâs not his reaction that has you blushing, heat filling your entire face with that cottony feeling. Youâre so fucking weak. Itâs pathetic.
âHah,â he snorts when watching you wiggle and cry, presenting your wet, little hole to him, âwhiny brat.â His hand lands onto your pussy and it makes you jerk again, squirming against his strong grip, before he turns his palm to grind into your clit and his fingers teasing into the soft folds. The wet squelching doesnât stop the stinging tingling down your entire body, but - itâs also so unfair. You can feel yourself drip as his thick fingers slide in and out of you again and again, pushing into your plush walls just right. âCall out for daddy, go on.â You donât want to know how much of it is blood, or how much is your own body betraying you.
You donât see when he takes off his boxers, now finally as naked as you are - but you do see it when he starts rubbing the head of his heavy cock over your slicked up slit, catching your clit every once in a while. He cocks one brow at you at your silence, and softly hums a deep, raspy breath. You really are weak. âDaddy, daddy, please- pl-hck- please put it in, Iâm losing my mind.â
âSeems like it,â he mumbles back, a cocky grin reappearing right before he grabs himself by the base and leads his fat cock inside you with no further warning. Heâs too big as soon as he shoves himself inside halfway, grabbing your hair as you wiggle against him. The other half is forced deeper as his cock bumps your walls, makes your pussy drool and clench, and your mouth hangs open as you try to keep from screaming. Your back lifts off the bed a few times, legs opening wider to make room for his thick thighs as he bottoms out and stretches you too thin. âThatâs a nice noise.â Heâs laughing.
You canât relate. Your entire body feels wound too tight, legs locking around his glutes in the naĂŻve hope for some reprieveâ before he pulls back and holds himself above you. Scared pecs and arms flex when he pulls all the way out, only to thrust back in too deep and have you choking on it. Itâs hitting so deep it leaves you speechless. âMake it again,â he gloats as he chuckles into your face, before kissing you again, and this time he bites your lip, hard enough to taste copper. Oh, fuck. You cling onto the ropes for dear life with your numb fingers, and try to wrap your legs back around him with a choked whimper; but you canât.
Youâre shaking, and your pussyâs clenching and sucking around him hard each time his hips meet yours and heavy balls smack against your ass. You feel like heâs going to fuck you through the wall. Droolâs mixed with the blood you swallow, letting his tongue melt to yours, and make you even more needy for air. Each pump inside you gushes more slick out of your cunt, lewd noises and âpapâs filling the room along with his grunts. And you only pull away to gasp, and get pulled down onto him again and again. âDaddy, daddy, Iâm- gonna- cum.â
And he plants a hand on your throat to squeeze until your eyes cross, free hand going to hold your shivering thighs in place as he buries his cock deep into your plush walls. âDumb, dumb girl- I donât need- ugh- you to tell me that.â Youâre folded double entirely as he keeps the rhythm entirely ruthless, and your belly starts tightening under your body jerks shut around him, crying out. You canât even feel your hands anymore, and your breathingâs so shallow and confused youâre lightheaded. Your toes curl so hard you feel like youâll pass out, but Toji doesnât stop. Not even when hot ropes of cum fill the heat of your spasming pussy up and spill outâ he doesnât even slow.
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