#tw soap

(Not forced, I understand that it is hard for some people to wash themselves. That is okay!)

when he showers, Eddie smells like a baby. He has really sensitive skin and is easily bothered by smells, so he tried multiple soaps and end up finding out the ones used for babies are better for him. So, if you smell him, it's that subtle baby smell.

Thank you for reading this message.

Why?!

I don't think I want to bro-

Trying to explain my experience with Ablutophobia. It is the fear of washing and/or the fear of soap. I have always found the appearance and textures of soaps, body wash, shampoos, and similar products to be deeply unsettling. I always hated being forced to come into contact with these substances - they were cold, goopy, slimey, sticky... and the smells were disgusting to me. When adults would put these substances on me, it was even worse. To someone without this fear, the best way I can explain it is having someone else's mucus rubbed all over your body. In my case, my phobia was much worse as a child than it is as an adult. I cannot speak for anyone else, especially since I had a fear of soap, rather than a fear of bathing. I just wanted to share my experience in case someone is curious or relates to it.