#tw negative stuff

It's been a little over a month since my grandma passed away.. Honestly, it's hard to keep up with the flow of time lately. Also I didn't realize until last night, thanks to a dear friend, that I've been accidentally isolating myself. Just sort of.. dropped off the face of the earth? I apologize for this and for causing anyone concern over it too. Things still aren't quite.. okay yet. I'm still processing and am finding that random things will make my entire mood drop. But I am trying little by little to grasp onto some form of normalcy. I appreciate the patience, I really do.

A little update here since I've sort of.. fallen silent? Things have been rough, mostly mentally and emotionally. My grandma hasn't had another day of clarity since the day she came home and has been going up and down in her temperament too.. I just started Summer Semester in college so I'm juggling that as well. Though I think things are somewhat settling into a routine of sorts? Like we are learning what to do in certain situations instead of panicking and wondering what to do. Doesn't make the reality any less heavy, mind you.. But I am starting to get my muse back since it would help take my mind off things. So I apologize for the spotty activity here.

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