#tw manipulative

& yes i am horny

cw manipulative naoya, reproductive coercion

he would never said.

not even with a gun to his head, he will never reveal his deepest secret. the enjoyment he had in the little 30 minutes he had pinned you down on the bed. nose buried in your head, hands palming your bare chest, listening to weak, soft whimpers as his hip slammed harsh against your own. cock prodding the thin resistance of your cervix, the aching feeling of a bruise forming almost a bliss more than pain to you. you were used to it. it was the only moment he could be true to you without exposing himself. confusing your head with the softness of his lips against your skin while raking your sensitive walls. every whimpers of his name rolling out of your tongue begging for him to slow down were only making his cock twitched.

he could only tell you how much he loved you when his cock is molded around your cunt.

deep in the corner of his heart, he felt bad. trying to reason his mistakes with an excuse of he was just doing it for you. you were too innocent for the world. there were just too many bad, manipulative men in the world he would rather it be him than any one else. he knew how much doses of the fertility herbs he could coax you to drink in a day as disguise of a simple plain tea. watching intently as you swallowed the bitter tea down, threatening punishment if a drop ever spilt. his eyes stared down on your throat, watching you swallowed it down before squeezing your cheeks apart. tingles down his spine as your tongue rolled out to present your empty mouth. he inched his lips closed to your ears, warm breath tickling it.

“that’s a good girl.”

your body shuddered.

switching your birth control with a constant stream of placebos were easy. you though you got the long end of the stick; naoya made it happened. only he and the housekeepers had access to the pills. what do the housekeepers know about pills anyway; they all looked the same. the faux safeness you felt as you swallowed the pills down eyes burned on him almost made him laugh.

“you’re foolish. you’re just a pretty little lamb. numb, dumb the moment my cock entered your little hole.”

it was hard to reply, your head thoughts of all these snarky remarks but your throat could only gargled strings of slurred moans with his palm around the column of your neck. he wanted to see you, tossing you on the bed before crawling over you. your legs held apart by his own, cock slipping through the soaking slit so easily. god, how he loves the way your face contorted in pleasure. he hated how vocal a woman is on bed, the begs and moans sounded like a shrill to his ears but from you, it was all melodious. he wants to know how good he making you feel, how begging will only make him obeyed your requests better. he swallowed the lump in his throat as he inched closer to his edge.

you don’t know how much power you have over him.

“nao-” you choked, eyes widened as his lips laid agains your own. his kiss were different. your fingers dug into his shoulder, crescents shaped dents bound to left its mark on his back. he wore his scars with pride, sparring half naked with a fresh nail marks all over his back were something you couldn’t put a reason to why you found it hot. maybe you were as insane as him. who would ever love someone as annoying as him?

you would.

“keep it all in,” he grunted, “not a fucking spill.”

you nodded. his threats were green in your head as you nodded pathetically, eyes glinting in excitement as your own knots started to tense. “what? i can’t hear you, did my cock make you dumb already?” he scoffed, clenching your jaws in a hard grip.

“y-yes naoya, please.”

naoya promised, he did feel an ounce of guilt. partially wasn’t because you did beg for it. how can he not filled up his pretty little wife when she begs for his cum? leaning against the bathroom door arms around his chest. you couldn’t move, glued to the floor, eyes staring down on the pee soaked stick. it was your third, all showing a positive mark. you shook your head. this can’t be happening.

“what did you do?” your voice trembled.

“nothing you’ll understand,” he voiced sternly. he knew what he was doing. you are forever his before and now, it sealed it. you’ll learn to love the baby just like how he had learned to love you. even if it takes years, he will wait.

you did promise him until death do you apart.

and he’s keeping it.

First of all. I know you are fully capable of taking care of yourself. Those anons were really kind for checking up on you but calling your girlfriend 'manipulative' and 'abusive' is a tad bit too much. You made it crystal clear that she's not 'abusive' but just sometimes lashes out when angry.

And that's reasonble. I do not know if she slapped you, hit you with something, or whateber but if she knew what was happening and apologized. I don't see a thing you should worry about expect maybe talking to her about what made you upset.

You need to communicate. To those anons that told asteria to break up with her gf, that's also a tab bit too much. Again. If she accepts and understands what she did was wrong and tried to correct it, its not 'abusive' or 'manipulative' that's understanding. She knows what she did was wrong and tries to understand that.

Somethings might have happened in her childhood that may of flash-backed into her when you were arguing with her. And I for a fact know what that feels like.

When I was younger my dad and mom used to hit me but not like that again! Just slaps, and pinching and stuff like that when they get angry or vise versa. So she probably though about her upbringing and acted out what happens with her usually.

You just have to communicate with her on her feelings and boundaries. Talk to her about what's wrong and why your upset. Again AGAIN. If she accepts and understands what she did was wrong, and tries to correct it. She's being a better person. She might not have the rational thought, or sense to think before hitting sometimes when she's angry and that's something you should discuss about.

Now I have no right to assume what goes on in neither of your lives, but I will say that if she continues to do it I would take sometime away from her. But if she stops and tries to make it better, just leave it there as a reminder.

But again, if she continues to do it even after she tries to make things better and your feeling upset/unsafe with her, then she may need to get checked for anger issues and learn some control.

With that said. Leave Asteria the fuck alone. She can take care of herself. And you 'trying to be nice' is not helping. You don't control what goes on in her life. If she wants to break up with her then she will, if she feels like she's manipulative and toxic then it's her choice on what to do next.

She never asked for your opinions, so please shut the fuck up.

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A/n - Asteria I love you so much. Don't listen to stupid people who hide behind anons and talk shit because they're life is probably trash and they're fucking pathetic. You are not 'draining us' or some other bullshit like that. If you want to talk about your personal life then fucking do it. Who are they controlling your blog? Your head? Your mind. I love you again and I wish you the best of luck in everything. My sincere apologies if you don't wanna keep talking about this, and this is crazily written because its 11:35 on school night and my brain is fried. I love you, stay safe, don't listen to stupid people, take some time for yourself if you need to, your not 'draining anybody' and good luck <3