Father has ruined my mood so damn fast it's actually insane

I WENT TO HER HOUSE FOR THE FIRST TIME LAST TUESDAY OR MONDAY!

IT WQS AMAZING!!!

BUT SHE DOESN'T KNOW THAT I SAW HER VAPE IN HER CABINET WHEN SHE OFT THE ROOM

HER LAUGHS ARE AMAZING

SO CONTAGIOUS

IT ECHOES EVERYTIME SHE LAUGHS

Dear god I like her much it actually burns,

This is the worst possible outcome, WTF is wrong with me

SHE LIKES BOYS! SHE TELLS ME ALL THE TIME! SHE TRUSTS ME WITH HER SECRETS

SHE TELLS ME PEOPLE THINKS THAT SHE LIKES GIRLS EVEN THOUGH SHE DOESN'T

DEAR GOD

WHY HAVE YOU PLACED THIS UPON ME

THEY TOOK AWAY MY BORDERS, WHAT THE HECK!!!!

HOW DOES THIS VIOLATE AHHHHHHHH

Edit: why is it showing now? This makes no sense as it was saying that I was violating tumblr guideline.

My dad is coming back from Panama tomorrow, with my uncle.

APPARENTLY

THE WHOLE FUCKING FAMILY IS COMING TOMORROW

LEGIT KILL ME

LIKE ACTUALLY

I don't think I can truly be in a relationship if they don't understand the way that I'm feeling.

If you can't comprehend my feelings in the way that I'm trying to explain, then I don't think you would deserve my true whole self.

I desire relationships and yet I can't comprehend them and deserve them if I can't give them love the way they deserve.

I'm also bleeding, a ball slammed into my face

Tw blood and my ugly pimples and lips

Then she starts to say crap like "mommy sorry" "Mom sorry" "ME sorry."

LIKE ACT LIKE YOUR FUCKING AGE. STOP USING EXCUSES LIKE THAT YOU ALARM DIDN'T GO OFF THAT I WAS STUCK THERE FOR 40 MINUTES WITH NOBODY AROUND ME.

THEN YOU ALSO DON'T GIVE ME A SIM CARD ON MY PHONE SO I CANT CALL ANYONE