#tunblrr

Tumblr deleted my blog. I have never been more upset, losing over 7 years of posting, messages and original content. I can not get it back. I can not appeal. A “warning / someone is worried about you” email and less than 2 minutes later a “termination” email were sent. This happened a few months ago, at 3am, while I was asleep. I’m upset, that the content on a side blog got my main one deleted. It is fucked up. My account was @tunblrr and I fucking miss it. Over 90,000 posts. I had drafts of thoughts and posts that I hadn’t saved anywhere else, as tumblr was a safe place to store them. Guess it wasn’t. I’m not a porn blog, I’m not a bot. They still thrive on here. But you took mine down. I would have deleted the other blog, fucking would do anything to go back and do that now. I was struggling with mental health and instead of giving me an option you took away the entire website. I didn’t think speaking of and sharing my experiences would get my entire account deleted. Delete that specific blog, fine, issue a warning and give me a chance to fucking respond and fix it. Remove the indivudal posts that violate the guidelines fucking do it. But no you deleted my entire account. I’ve sent 2 emails in asking what if anything I can do. You, an automatated message, told me to read the email you already sent me. 

@staff I know you don’t read these. And I know you don’t care. But this is clearly showing how little you value your users. 2011. I started my blog in 2011. And less than 10 posts on a side blog got everything deleted. Over 90,000 post, and it was 10 that lead you to decide I wasn’t a valuable member of the community. 

oh woah. awesome.

Rule one: Post the rules. Rule two: Answer the questions the tagger sent you, then post eleven new ones. Rule three: Tag 11 people and link them to your post. Rule four: Let them know you tagged them.

I was tagged by wonderful oomainelementoo! 

1. Have you got a pet? What kind? If you don’t have one, choose one!

I've got a dog, black Labrador. She's 11 years old and she's still not sure if she's a dog or a cat (imagine 80 pound dog trying to wash her face with her paws). 2. What does your dream house look like? (Location, interior etc.) Huh... I don't know... Spacious, open, big windows, remote place... maybe a beach house?

3. The last film that made you cry? Titanic. I was forced to watch nearly half of it. I managed to hide under the table for the rest, but it was traumatic none the less... (also, am i the only person to cheer for the iceberg?) 4. What was your first concert? The first one...? Hm, I'm not sure... The first one I was allowed to go alone was Tool in 2007, but first-first...? I think I was 7 or 8 when my dad took me to see some blues band... 5. What do you like most about your parents? My mom - her perseverance and faith in people good will. Willingness to understand somebody's point of view and to judge on facts not appearances.

My dad - self confidence, hard work, responsibility. 6. The most irritating thing/person in your life? THAT FU****G TAP THAT STARTS LEAKING AT 3 AM AND WAKES ME UP BUT STOPS BEFORE I GET TO KITCHEN AND NOBODY BELIEVES ME IT ACTUALLY DOES THAT. 7. What’s your favourite number and why? 0 because it basically doesn't exist. 8. Ability to fly (with wings, no teleporatation) or invisibility cloak? Flying, totally. I'm good at being invisible by myself and damn, that took me ages to learn, that would be a waste... (seriously, I managed to reach level where security guards hold me doors or give me instructions how to get to a place I'm not supposed to be. It's awesome.) 9. You can spend a day with your favourite animal/celebrity/whatever. Whom do you choose and why? Oh my... NO IDEA. OR TOO MUCH IDEAS. I really don't know (it doesn't help that I would either stutter and hide the whole time or be extremely hyper and run in circles pretending I'm a fu****g plane).  10. First 5 things that come to your mind when you say tumblr. 1. Am I pronouncing it right. 2. Blue. 3. Lovely, lovely people. 4. What the hell am I doing with my life 5. Ooooh, pretty! 11. Tea or coffee? Why? Tea, absolutely. Not a fan of how coffee tastes - as long as it is an actual coffee, I love coffee-flavored EVERYTHING. Jut as long as there is more stuff than coffee... And how could I not love tea? Tea is a liquid dreaminess and love! And... stuff? Ekhm...  

So, the questions:

1. You get lost in a forest. What do you do? 2. Skirt or trousers? Why? 3. One thing that you wouldn't be able to go without even for a day. 4. Favourite video game. Why this one? 5. If you had to spend rest of your life drinking only one thing, what would you choose and why? 6. Your dream job. 7. If you could live anywhere, where would you chose? 8. What's on your left? 9. Your biggest ambition. 10. Last thing you've eaten? 11. You can make one phone call to anyone in the world. Who and why?

Chosen people:

Url: 1 - 2 - 3 - 4 - 5 - 6 - 7 - 8 - 9 - 10 - as zesty as this lemonTheme: 1 - 2 - 3 - 4 - 5 - 6 - 7 - 8 - 9 - 10 - as zesty as this lemonPosts: 1 - 2 - 3 - 4 - 5 - 6 - 7 - 8 - 9 - 10 - as zesty as this lemonOverall: 1 - 2 - 3 - 4 - 5 - 6 - 7 - 8 - 9 - 10 - as zesty as this lemon

Do I follow? not my type of lemon - no, sorry, but just know that you’re a lemon - yesss and you’re a lemon - you are the lemon to my lime