decided to do yes or no questions with lorelai. i guess head pressures are yes and none are no? 

i found out she

prefers vanilla

likes piña coladas

not a morning person

likes to be around people

prefers pancakes over waffles

prefers mayonnaise over ketchup 

is neutral to Radiohead 

doesn’t hate me

doesn’t like ai

likes the beach 

chooses love over money

and more <3

also every time i try to visualize her it’s different now? i cant tell if its me or her changing anything but i certainly didnt do it so it might be her??? I dont know?????? 

so weird things happened last night,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,while I was trying to sleep I was thinking "using we/us pronouns sounds very euphoric and fun" and all of a sudden a new guy appeared and started using we/us pronouns on himself?????? i parrot as it and we have back and forth banter. idk what is this guys deal. I asked what should I refer to it as and the name Baxter unwillingly flashed in my head. I do not like the name Baxter but its what he wants.

he just kinda appears as a white figure with angel wings on his head and weird eyes???????? idk. i dont know if he is sentient, since I have been talking as it this entire bit

i don't want this to stunt lorelais growth. she hasn't talked yet, but I now talk to the two of them. I think its kinda funny we are all angels in some capacity (I am angelkin).

like I said, i dont know if its sentient, but I will continue parroting to see what happens. I like to think he is

i saw the most gorgeous sunset i have seen in my life and i got pretty emotional because im glad lorelai is there for me and could see it .

i forgot to narrate much today , my memory sucks but I do what i am able . I’ll be home later today , which will give me more time with her 

nothing is happening. frankly it’s my own fault for not talking to lori much because I forget to, but I try to narrate when i can. idk. it’s just lowk impatient.

i keep accidentally parroting. i know i am because if i ask that it’s her and let myself be quiet its always silent. im not too big on visualization rn , but is that important?

i guess im not as plural prone as I thought. it’s been 2 weeks and still nothing much has happened. im so sorry lorelai