It's ironic how whenever I miss you, you always appear out of no where like messaged me on facebook or text me and stuff. It doesn't make me feel any better. Whenever that happened, I just wanted to cry my heart out because goddamn I dont know how to feel at all. I dont know whether I should be sad that you are already long gone or I should be happy because you talked to me again. But dang, I always tell you that I don't feel good right now, and you always leave... with “Oh I'm sorry, I will talk to you later then.” LMAO yeah, as careless as you are, I don't want to answer “why? whats wrong” from you anyway. Such a bother of the mind, I don't want to tell you at all about how I feel, I needa stop seeing you. But here come, the feeling I thought I already forget: I miss you all over again. But this time, I hope life isn't playing more game, I hope I won’t run into you today or else I guess, I will just go home and cry again like a dumbass.
Today, is our date of dating, 4 days ago was our date of breaking up LMAO ironic....
