#tspstuff rambles

Oughh trying to keep up with c52 rn and I'm already a week behind (or like was 2 weeks behind, did week one today in like 30 minutes which I doubt is the purpose of the whole thing)

First day of school today and My ass already got hit with a massive headache DUDEEE 😭

I can't be the only one who shrieks back from just posting whatever I feel like posting because "what if it's too ooc"?

especially with my aus, like I barely post about them and I don't know what's stopping me? Is it the lack of ideas or what. I mean yeah I may have had my ve au for over a year now but?? lore posts? push who needs those. Post them in a comprehensive order? whaaaattt

genuinely though, why do I have like maximum 5 proper lore posts of that au. And my interest died down so fast too. I mean I do have a few ideas for weight of silence but it's like, idk. Maybe just a snippet of everything.

How does one make a proper au, guys? I have too many yet little to no lore behind them because they're all just from one thought I had on some random day, determined to connect it with tsp in some way.

Speaking of, when does it stop being a tsp au and starts just being ocs? because looking at weight of silence the only thing that connects it with tsp is the backstory.. The au itself has basically nothing to do with the game in the slightest.

I mean what is that? Man lives in the woods and there's also a creature that's slightly terrifying.

Who'd think "hmmm... yeah that's related to the Stanley parable"

no oneeee

sighs

I got off track again.

LOOK AT HIM OMG

May 2026 be full of whimsy and fun! I'm so so very happy and grateful for all the new (and old) friends I made along this year, I genuinely love y'all so much and every conversation makes me realize maybe it isn't actually that bad

Also a big thanks to my followers! On here as well as on other platforms, I could not be more grateful for y'all honestly. Even if it's just a few who I consistently see in my inbox it means so so much to me that some of you actually appreciate my work.

I've had a rough start considering the things that happened but I'm glad to see that it is actually getting better. In school as well as on social media.

Another thing I'm happy about is that I've become more confident with self shipping art, like no one will rip my head off if I draw myself with a canon character or even go as far as shipping canon x si

So again, happy new year from me

little doodle extra

Pretty sure there's just one in there

Want to draw? too bad, hand is too sweaty to hold the pencil in a way that doesn't result in it slipping away every 2 seconds

I feel like I need to drink every 5 minutes so that my throat doesn't dry out.

I AM LYING IN BED AGAIN. JUST BC I CBA TO SIT IN THIS HEAT

PLEASE I wanna be able to do something, art is calling but that shit isn't fun when I have to readjust every 5 seconds

and then there's me,, who just prints their friends' art because,,,

after I finished drawing this damn shoe for school...

I AM 100% FREE!!

NOTHING MATTERS ANYMORE

HOLIDAYS ARE IN A BIT OVER 3 WEEKS

OH HELL YEAH