#tryingtobemybestself

Been debating whether to post this update or not all day. Guess I'm just scared to jinx myself. I have 5 and a half stone to go after all, but I have lost all my lock down weight and this is the lightest I have been in 2020. Like I can't really feel the difference yet, I guess can in small ways, but I certainly can't see it and I still feel as fat as when I decided to get my arse into gear. But I'm happy with the progress I have made, I am (dare I even say it?!) Slightly proud of myself. #weightlossjourney #slimmingworld #slimmingworldfromhome #tryingtobloom #tryingtobemybestself #itsajourneynotarace https://www.instagram.com/p/CDXAZOInM4ErhZE4D7ILEX3wTEtE1iKPl5WPVs0/?igshid=1ktpgf2sahhd9

💙💙💙 #tryingtobloom #itsajourneynotarace #tryingtobemybestself #slimmingworld #slimmingworldfromhome https://www.instagram.com/p/B5xsApkHBtnWn98hFVHem7HWyVeu035yYmIqXE0/?igshid=fgxobycfs74w

Back on this!!! 3 weeks till my do wanna lose as much as I can!!! Also with 5 and a half weeks to christmas these next few weeks are super important before I become a social butterfly #tryingtobloom #itsajourneynotarace #tryingtobemybestself #slimmingworld #slimmingworldfromhome https://www.instagram.com/p/B47OJzonFTR8Z3azf-3_XtAQMkhYBd_bKCy2Kw0/?igshid=1qqh5x6e40rgf

In less than two weeks, I'm made up with the process I've made. I can already feel the difference. I'm pushing myself more and more each time. #tryingtobloom #itsajourneynotarace #tryingtobemybestself #itdidntgoonovernightitwontdisappearovernight #gym #treadmillworkout #xcercise4less https://www.instagram.com/p/B4Z47XIHLoI4atyokVqHUoxYOv5_oN_5Tt-Az00/?igshid=ojk12ih7y873

Another 1.5lbs off! #slimmingworld #slimmingworldfromhome #tryingtobloom #itsajourneynotarace #tryingtobemybestself https://www.instagram.com/p/B4FK2FxHQlpOukq7Knx2mJRPproDTGOEEXGJzU0/?igshid=1vzp6jsjyhm2h

Starting fresh after my holiday 💙💙💙 #slimmingworld #slimmingworldfromhome #tryingtobloom #itsajourneynotarace #tryingtobemybestself https://www.instagram.com/p/B3yzXhtnPx8la2mR-IkYMtkObBL_8tWc7mo2d40/?igshid=anh78wb0bd3h

So much to look forward too!!! This has been a pretty shit year for me, but I have plans to finish it strong!!! 💙💙💙 #tryingtobemybestself #tryingtobloom #octobertodecember #finishingtheyearstrong #makingalltheplans https://www.instagram.com/p/B3O8BF_nKpYQTzDRQh5Cj7YSKKcbseB2N4XRbI0/?igshid=1szjoxfrwv0oc

I'm both relieved and annoyed with myself for the gain. Relieve because it could have been so much worse. Annoyed because I always fall over when I get a cold!!! Also, I've been a right chocoholic this week. Still 8lbs lost so far, 6lbs needed for my ever elusive stone! Made my plan for the week, here we go! #slimmingworld #slimmingworldfromhome #tryingtobemybestself #tryingtobloom #itsajourneynotarace https://www.instagram.com/p/B2ZDnBNnalYEZ5ZRQDXerakk9P0oQyZfnA-ZAo0/?igshid=8c4bylxywrj8