#truth 16

I feel guilty for having depression and anxiety. As if I chose this. I’m sorry for how much I’ve worried my family. And how much I’ve hurt my mom. And how much I have to hide from my dad. And for the situations I’ve put my psychologist in. I’m so sorry.

I had a weaboo phase where my friends and I would argue a bit about which characters from different anime we’d get together with. I also wanted to seriously learn Japanese (not just using “kawaii desu” and “sugoi” and “baka” all the time) and wanted to move to Japan. Topped with wanting to be a manga creator… My interests have changed a bit and I wouldn’t still mind learning some Japanese, but I’d rather just visit Japan than live there. And learning the hellish schedule of a manga-ka, there’s no way in hell I would deal with that…