#truewuv

I love my husband, Karasu-sama, with both of his hair colours! 🤍 Growing up, I liked long dark hair, and long light hair too, so I was happy to get a man who does both! He is my type x2! =^///^= 🤍

New Karasu-sama on a guitar merch!! 🐦‍⬛💣🎸 I knew he was really Eric Draven from The Crow as portrayed by Brandon Lee in another life!! :3 🐦‍⬛🎸

Happy Halloween 🎃 from moi and my husband Karasu-sama 🐦‍⬛ - today is also the Halloween 🎃 birthday 🎂 of our little baby boy who just joined Toddler Club of 2 years old, Atsushi Love 💕, who is named after Atsushi Sakurai the late frontman of BUCK-TICK, who is my muse for Karasu-sama 🐦‍⬛

Here we are kissing a la Mina x Dracula from Bram Stoker's Dracula 1992, a beautiful illustration if I do say so myself, by the talented and reliable Trix the Fox 🦊 who is my favourite artist to commission! I have several art commissions upcoming by Trix the Fox 🦊 in fact. =^w^= 🤍

I am uploading today to celebrate our Halloween 🎃 renewal of vows/wedding anniversary (one of several we have) shared with our kindred spirits, Eric Draven as portrayed by Brandon Lee and Shelly Webster as portrayed by Sofia Shinas, from our personal special movie, The Crow. 🐦‍⬛

Holy God, no no no no no no this can't be real ... how could this happen ... oh God no ... my dream was to see him live with the rest of BUCK-TICK ... Oh Christ no ...

my friend Yukiyo informed me via tag, on her post she wrote the news: "I have just heard the sad news that Atsushi Sakurai (aged 57), vocalist of BUCK-TICK passed away on the 19th of October. He collapsed during the show on the same day. The cause of his death was brainstem hemorrhage."

those who know me, know he was the subconscious muse and face-claim of my imaginary SO, now husband, Karasu, ever since he started haunting me in my depressive psychosis and joined my imaginary world and dreams. I thank Micky for introducing me to BUCK-TICK in 2014 when he did. I'm devastated, cos I was just thinking tonight how I used to hold onto life and push myself forward in 2015 at my first job (extremely difficult with social phobia) with the thought that one day I'll get to see Atsushi and BUCK-TICK live in Japan ... Oh God, please rest his soul in peace.

"People die, but real love is forever."

~The Crow

🖤🐦‍⬛Karasu×Sha🕊🤍

June 11th, 2017~Eternity

{ Spirit World legal wedding ceremony in a dream was six years ago today, aka Kissing Day. 💋 June 11th was our first date. ♡ }

Blue Crow Waltz 💙💦

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