Speculation vs. Illumination - What was Edwards trying to say?
A few days ago, I had an interesting conversation with my father-in-law about true conversions. There was a deep concern that he had for many who profess to be Christians but their life reflect otherwise. He had talked to me about many who had been baptized without ever truly knowing Christ. Its actually very common! I, myself, remembered responding to the gospel, only 5 minutes before my baptism. But I had told everyone previously in the church that I was saved for 5-6 years. Thankfully I heard the full gospel that morning and was immediately convicted of my need for Jesus Christ as my savior. I am not here to debate baptism. I'm blogging concerning something more deep in the roots.
Knowing God and learning theology is not like learning/knowing other sciences or subjects.  It deals with one’s heart.  It is also taught by God himself by scriptures. Jonathan Edwards, one of the 'Great Awakening' preachers, said that there was a difference between natural religion and Christianity.  Natural religion can infer many truths about God and religious duties, but is based on plain and general revelation.  This can bring about an unpretentious lifestyle among those in natural religion.  However, Christianity is not just information and duties.  It is not self-evident.  It is only evident by special revelation.  God, himself, reveals his truth, which is Christ(Logos), through the Holy Ghost, breathing the gospel to whom He may will.
Scriptures reveal and provide all that we need to know about the triune God, our obligations, and our enjoyment in God. Â Scriptures provide everything we need in life and holiness today and the afterlife. Â Here is a slight comparison between speculation, which is of natural religion vs. spiritual, which can only lead to Christ.
We need to speculate to have a better spiritual understanding and for the Holy Spirit to have his way with us, when he wants and if he wants.  How can one know the truth unless the truth is preached?  We need to speculate in order that we may be illuminated.  (God is not restricted to that but He chose to reveal himself through such channels.)  It’s written in the Book of Romans that the letter kills, and the law puts a burden on us that we cannot bear.(2 Cor.3:6)  Speculative knowledge without Special Revelation is of no purpose.  We will continue to carry the condemnation that the law brings us unless we are illuminated and faith is gifted.  Our eyes will then behold Christ, and him crucified.  Our speculation suddenly because a mystery.  A mystery that we cannot explain but only point to his grace.  This grace takes away the burden of our condemnation because Christ chose to carry them for us.  In exchange, he imputes his righteousness on us.  "He, who knew no sin, became sin, that we may become the righteousness of God."(2 Corinthians 5:21)  Christ, rightfully became the second Adam, reversing the chaos that the first Adam created.  The crippled 'will', is no longer alive to us.  But as we are awakened, our will is alive to Christ!  Our will is new because of the new resident in our hearts, creating new righteous inclinations, giving us everything we need to make sure that the dead man never has a fighting chance at our soul!  We are forever His.  Only special revelation get us here.  Illumination is revelation for the new man. Speculation is revelation for the dead man.  Illumination is for those who are predestined to be in Christ - called according to his purpose, to be conformed to the image of his Son - making our calling, justification, and glorification sure!(Romans 8:28,29)  Speculation as means to an end, is the deliberate choice of one to be blind-sided to their sin and reject the illumination. Â
Jonathan Edwards was on to something. He was concerned for the state of many in his congregation in New England during "The Great Awakening." If he was here right now, he would have the same concern for us all. So the question to the Christian is: Are you a “Christian” that has been truly illuminated or do you just live based on speculation?  Are you bearing fruit?  Do you enjoy God or do you enjoy sin?  Do you despise sin only because of speculation or do you despise sin because the illumination of Christ caused a desire to hate it?
I ask myself this question very often to check myself. If everything in this world was taken away including your friends, relationships, social media, iphones & trinkets, netflix and AMC’s, music and cars, would you still be fully content and enjoy God?(Not than any of the above is evil because I enjoy them all)  When this life is over, there will be no more earthly entertainment, or sports, or hollywood, or relationships, or even earthly family relationships as we see now.  They will all fade away and cease.  It’ll just be you and the fellowship of the elect, worshiping God ALL THE TIME! NO BREAKS!  It’ll be the Sunday that never ends...forever.  To the illuminated, this is awesome.  Their joy and desire is fully captivated by this outcome.  For the speculative, this might seem troubling.  Make your election sure. (2 Peter 1:10) Edwards was trying to tell us that there’s no higher joy, no greater satisfaction, no better excitement that will compare to what you will find in Christ.  It’s a stream of endless joy and satisfaction.  It’s not forced (speculative) but desired (illumination).  If you don’t desire, you might have been speculating all along. Â