I am completely and utterly bored right now, i loaded my mama's laptop and am doing nothing on it, i can't figure out a single thing to do that i can be bothered to do even though i'm wayy behind on all my fanfictions. i know why i'm behind on them both the main ones i've been updating have got to tricky parts and i don't wanna fuck them up so i'm being hesitant and stupid with them not wanting to get it wrong and people reading it like what the fuck did you do that for. i will get them updated as soon as possible though because i have a crowd of fans that are desperate to read Chapter 4 of Sometimes You Have to Try Again (Staubrey) and Chapter 3 of Will you Stay with me when it gets hard (Mitchsen). I will try my best to get them up just i can't settle i have 2 versions for my Mitchsen one and i keep thinkking nope it's not good enough. Ugh the troubles i've been having with these chapters. i guess i just kinda don't wanna rush the story line but i also don't want it to go so slow that it will bore you all when you read it, the story ended on a point where i could be incredible so i need to do it really well for you all. maybe later i'll re-read what i have and see what i wanna do with it. i'm so desperate for you to read them but my own insecurities maybe is what's holding me back from finalising and releasing them.