i have gone through a lot, its changed me for the better. i often have flashbacks of times when things were hard, or i was hurt by someone. i wish i could forget but i know i would not be the same person. i wouldn't look at people and the world the same way. i often step carefully these days, to make sure i am not the one causing anyone the hurt or harm that i feel was done to me that i can't forget. the memories are painful, but they have given me awareness. it is everything to me, to hear someone say that i make them feel comfortable, or that the air around me feels calm.

going to be an eyeliner queen since face makeup just doesn’t work for my skin. i don’t mind though since graphic liner makes me feel so…powerful 🖤

i have felt everything in tune before. the most beautiful song of time and it’s constancy, and the only visual that was created was in my mind’s eye. i felt how small we all are and instead of it scaring me, it brought me comfort. i yielded to it, like a fresh knight beneath the sword of a queen, humbled and grateful.