I went for an evening walk yesterday...I needed to think about my life...abut what I want to do...Do I still want to discover the truth about my past?...do I need to be closer with my mother...Is it worth to try to get to know her?...
Do I want the calm life away from the war?...
or Do my warrior heart still needs to defend my people?...
I really didnât know the answer to any of those questions...
I walked around Pernon to the late hours of the night...
...I am still lost...and I supposed to be so happy...I love Wolferio so much...
But this calm life is not for me...I am still in the middle of my journey...
I have to find out everything before I start to build my own family...
and I know that my help in fight with Balaur will change the fate of my people...
...and then I remembered the song that girl ManemoriÂ
was singing one night in Apellbine Tavern ....
...so I took my guitar and sang this beautiful Manemori's Song  :
"Don't cry for me. How easy love has gone. Try to see how deep my despair is. Come the winds of fate and time, Take all my tearful memories. Call out to thee, Sing your name in sweet harmony, But only echos fade away. Crying breeze to thee, Every moment with chiding wind, Where have gone silent tears. Roaming 'round the whirling world, Rough breath and dark, Cruel blades and tears and sorrowful days Burning 'way hollow hope. Don't pray for God. Where the angels have gone, so I seek. Weep myself all gently 'til I'm blind."Â
....and then I promised to myself ...
....âI will never stop trying ...and I wonât give up the truthâ....















