#trinatxt

I just hit myself in the middle of the chest with my iPad and it hurts like hell holy crap

finally finished chem haha fuck it's midnight

I wish I didn't have the ability to love whenever I have someone I love, I let them know and then they always never seem to love me as much as them Love fucking sucks

tbh I've only ever really loved and adored one person and it really sucks when they basically withdraw themselves from your life when you need them most

and now my best friend is ignoring me when I need him most. funny how people don't want me dead but it seems karma does

I have to go to a counselor...

my best friend told the school I planned a suicide and now my mom is coming in I'm shaking

shoujohiime>>>>sumiias