#trigger guns

“You’re going too far you ass. You always do!”

“Nothing’s ‘too far’ if you aren’t a fucking pussy.”

“Ugh, my head…”

“So what do we do now..?”

“Isn't this the part where everyone dies or something..?”

“Why can't I remember... I saw him there...”

“We need to do something about this!”

“It's been especially hard for all of us with you still walking on the planet...”

”He… he h-hit me…”

”I hate this.. I hate all of this...”

“Oh, you're making me blush~!”

”I always come back~... And each time, it gets harder to get rid of me...”

"What... are you doing..?"

"Oh, nothing my sweet brother! Just continuing the new family tradition, and you’re my assistant!"

THE BASICS

NAME: Claire Juliet Hayes

NICKNAMES: Cal, JJ 

BIRTHDAY: february 28th, 1996

AGE: 25

PRONOUNS: she/her

LAST KNOWN MEMORY: remembers nothing, but has dreams about her old work colleagues (especially the deceased ones) and old police cases

ORIGINATION: csi

FACECLAIM: Hannah van der Westhuysen

THE DETAILS

FAMILY: James Hayes (father; deceased), unknown mother

THREE FAVORITE THINGS: guns, country music and her job

EDUCATION: physics and forensic science degree

SKILLS: highly intelligent, hand-to-hand combat and expertise in every type of firearm

HEADCANONS: Claire believes that she was born in Decimation, she was raised by her father and left home to go to college and study physics, after college she moved to Las Vegas where she became a ballistics tech for the Crime Lab and later, CSI.

But I can’t bottle it up this time: I am sad. I am scared. 

I have many friends who identify as LGBT and they could have been there. And they could have been gone.

I live near a city with a very large LGBT community with plenty of LGBT night clubs. This could happen here.

I don’t understand why people can see this happen and run to defend their right to own guns. I find that disgusting and disrespectful. I am horrified that people can see 49 die and a whole group of people be targeted and killed and worry about their right to own guns. As if their right to own guns is more important than the people who died. And how they act shocked that anyone would insinuate guns should be controlled at all after this happens is ludicrous to me.

To a certain extent I understand why people want the right to own guns. I personally don’t have that desire and I don’t agree with that desire but I do understand. But how dare you run to defend your guns instead of running to defend people. How fucking dare you. Your guns are not more important than what happened. You can talk about your fucking guns when it comes up in a vote. Then you can defend your guns. But how fucking dare you in the wake of a tragedy think that what is important and at stake right now is your guns. How fucking dare you post anything defending guns while people are trying to grieve and process what just happened.