@trescharmantā ,Ā Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā noĀ Ā oneĀ Ā madeĀ Ā me.Ā Ā Ā iĀ Ā madeĀ Ā me.Ā Ā ā
there Ā was Ā a Ā lot Ā to Ā admire Ā about Ā philippe Ā de Ā lorraine.Ā Ā Ā the Ā way Ā he Ā seemed Ā toĀ Ā Ā Ā COMMAND Ā A Ā ROOMĀ Ā Ā Ā being Ā among Ā them.Ā Ā Ā Ā it Ā was Ā the Ā first Ā thing Ā alec Ā had Ā noticed Ā about Ā him.Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā all Ā eyes Ā had Ā gravitated Ā towards Ā the Ā blonde Ā designer Ā moments Ā before Ā they Ā first Ā met,Ā Ā Ā his Ā own Ā gaze Ā following Ā suit Ā and Ā unable Ā to Ā waver.Ā Ā Ā at Ā the Ā time Ā it Ā seemed Ā a Ā miracle Ā that Ā alec Ā was Ā the Ā face Ā philippe Ā chose Ā amongst Ā a Ā crowd.Ā Ā Ā they Ā havenāt Ā known Ā each Ā other Ā long Ā and Ā yet Ā he Ā cannot Ā already Ā imagine Ā life Ā without Ā the Ā other Ā in Ā it, Ā in Ā any Ā capacity.Ā Ā Ā Ā friend, Ā lover, Ā perhaps Ā more.Ā Ā Ā their Ā relationship Ā still Ā evolving Ā with Ā alec Ā eager Ā to Ā see Ā where Ā it Ā will Ā end Ā up.Ā Ā Ā
the Ā party Ā of Ā one Ā of Ā philippeās Ā designer Ā friends Ā continues Ā inside, Ā whilst Ā they Ā have Ā made Ā their Ā way Ā out Ā onto Ā a Ā balcony.Ā Ā Ā conversation Ā between Ā them Ā far Ā easier Ā than Ā it Ā was Ā with Ā anyone Ā else.Ā Ā Ā Ā words Ā fall Ā like Ā breath.Ā Ā Ā if Ā the Ā other Ā requested Ā that Ā alec Ā lay Ā his Ā soul Ā bare, Ā he Ā would.Ā Ā Ā it Ā was Ā both Ā exhilarating Ā and Ā terrifying Ā knowing Ā what Ā power Ā philippe Ā was Ā gaining Ā over Ā him.Ā Ā Ā things Ā were Ā light Ā and Ā flirtatious Ā for Ā awhile.Ā Ā Ā their Ā fingertips Ā ending Ā up Ā intertwined Ā between Ā sentences.Ā Ā Ā then Ā the Ā conversation Ā took Ā a Ā turn Ā towards Ā something Ā more Ā serious.Ā Ā Ā Ā FAMILYĀ Ā &Ā Ā PERSONAL Ā HISTORYĀ Ā Ā [ Ā ... Ā ]Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā the Ā lightwoods Ā were Ā anything Ā but Ā perfect,Ā Ā Ā but Ā alec Ā knew Ā his Ā family Ā would Ā always Ā have Ā his Ā back.Ā Ā Ā even Ā through Ā the Ā rough Ā patches. Ā when Ā asked Ā about Ā his Ā family, Ā it Ā didnāt Ā seem Ā like Ā philippe Ā shared Ā that Ā same Ā sentiment. Ā
the Ā question Ā already Ā lingers Ā in Ā the Ā air. Ā it Ā was Ā too Ā late Ā to Ā take Ā it Ā back, Ā but Ā he Ā wishes Ā that Ā he Ā could.Ā Ā maybe Ā this Ā was Ā all Ā too Ā soon?Ā Ā perhaps Ā they Ā should Ā keep Ā things Ā between Ā them Ā light. Ā maybe Ā this Ā would Ā never Ā goĀ Ā BEYOND Ā FLIRTATION,Ā Ā even Ā if Ā he Ā wanted Ā it Ā to. Ā alec Ā is Ā patient Ā and Ā when Ā answer Ā is Ā given, Ā doesnāt Ā even Ā think Ā to Ā push Ā for Ā elaboration.Ā Ā it Ā wasnāt Ā his Ā business, Ā right?Ā Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā iām Ā sorry Ā i Ā shouldnāt Ā have Ā asked.Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā Ā Ā the Ā hand Ā that Ā doesnāt Ā continue Ā to Ā hold Ā onto Ā philippeās Ā runs Ā through Ā raven Ā locks, Ā shaking Ā his Ā hair Ā nervously.Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā Ā that Ā is Ā one Ā of Ā the Ā things Ā that Ā i Ā admire Ā and Ā noticed Ā about Ā you.Ā Ā Ā Ā your Ā strength.Ā Ā Ā not Ā everyone Ā has Ā it.Ā Ā Ā and, Ā you Ā know, Ā i Ā like Ā who Ā you Ā are. Ā who Ā youāve Ā made Ā yourself Ā to Ā be.Ā Ā Ā Ā a Ā lot.Ā Ā āĀ Ā
