#trepidationsuggestion

i can never just have a good day. there’s always a catch.

it’s always my fault

I’ve learned that I don’t want to die, I just want to remember what it’s like to want to be awake.

i hope that someday, you wake up and realize your mistakes. i hope that someday, you wake up in a cold sweat from a nightmare about all of the things you did to me. i hope someday, you realize that we could have been great friends, partners in crime. i hope someday you realize that forgiveness is a choice, not an expectation i have to meet.

do you ever feel like you care more about a person than they care about you?

i can't think all i keep hearing is your words in my head

sometimes i wonder if this has any meaning to you anymore.

i wish you would care for me the way i do you.