Ā Ā Ā Ā the feeling that spreads inside of him isnāt a feeling he can easily place . Ā heās giddy , Ā warm , Ā excited Ā &Ā yet so calm , Ā the calmest heās ever been around another that wasnāt a blood relation before . Ā she makes him feel that , Ā she makes him feel everything Ā & Ā more . Ā usually he was shy , Ā reserved , Ā he didnāt speak unless he was spoken to & Ā he had a hard time fitting in , Ā with anyone -- anywhereĀ . however, sheād come to be his only exception . Ā sheās the most beautiful person heās ever met , Ā and though her outward appearances are -- indescribable , Ā heās more focused on the inside . Ā on her soul . Ā his passions , Ā which he could talk to death about , bored those closest to him Ā & Ā yet she , Ā she gets it Ā & Ā she has just as much to say in return . Ā it had shocked him at first , Ā & Ā then completely inspired him, intrigued him Ā & Ā astounded him . Ā heād never expected to feel this way, to find someone who got him, in every way that no one else seemed to . Ā not even his brother , Ā or his cousins ; Ā though he loved them all very dearly -- they didnāt get him like she did, like she had done instantly . Ā now , Ā heās sat in the bookshop heās come to live above with her . Ā thereās Ā ā alice in wonderland Ā ā Ā in one hand , Ā a tea in the other , whilst his arm wraps around her, nose nudging against her arm playfully . Ā ā ...itās probably bad i prefer childrenās stories to adults isnāt it ? Ā ā Ā he asks , eyes meeting with hers intently, as they always did . Ā he could look at her , Ā and that was a victory all on itās own . Ā Ā | @tremblingempiresā