Levi used to & still is one of my favorite characters from the aot univers, and I have to say here and now that trans!Levi has been a lot on my mind lately! And so, as i was thinking about him, all pretty in the morning light, standing in his kitchen, frowning at the needle as he's about to have his injection, I wanted to make a PSA:
Never forget that there's no such thing as OOC - those chara you're writing for, into whom you are putting your creativity and your imagination in are yours. Don't be scared to make them yours, embrace and explore their duality and life challenges. Give them new hopes and horizons and let them find love in the greatest ways. Let them find their peace. Write because you want to, not because you have to. Don't conform.
And to all the trans people out there - you are more than welcome in my tiny internet space - you're loved and cherished!
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Levi hated birthdays, even his own. But when his boyfriend of a couple of months stood by the door frame, holding a box wrapped in green paper and red ribbons, he couldnāt help but let a tiny smile curl on his lips.
āDoes this mean I get to come in?ā Eren snickered, biting his lip like the little tease he was.
Though Levi had to chuckle at that, fully aware that the man was probably dying on the spot but was just good at covering it up by trying to be sexy. With his pen still in his hand, Levi decided to pester him back āFine, come in. As long as Iām getting my birthday kiss.ā
āEven better, how about a kiss and this?ā Eren said, stretching out his arms and basically shoving the box in Leviās face.
āYouāre not gonna stop until I accept it, will you?ā The raven groaned, letting his annoyance speak through his eyes. He had told Eren that he didnāt enjoy his birthday, let alone getting a gift because of it.
Despite knowing that Eren wouldnāt get him a pink dress just like his parents had given him during his youth, he couldnāt help but feel his stomach turn and had to swallow a lump down his throat when Eren sat himself down onto the bed right next to him. Looking at him intently and impatiently shuffling his feet.
āYou know I d- I donāt like gifts, Eren.ā He said softly, lowering his eyes to the package sitting in his lap. Regardless of how he felt about everything, his curiosity was getting the better of him.
Eren cleared his throat, rolled his eyes and sighed āDonāt be a dick and just open it.ā
āFine, fine. Just... stop staring at me okay?ā Levi laughed, loving how Erenās face lit up when he had admitted his defeat, the little shit.
He got rid of the red ribbons and -not so- carefully shredded the green wrapping paper, revealing a black box underneath it. The name of the company had been ripped off, which made his heart flutter a little bit, finding it endearing how Eren knew him so well that he had even taken precautions for dealing with Leviās undying curiosity.
āI see what youāre doing there,ā Eren laughed, leaning in closer and nuzzling his nose in Leviās crook, kissing the pale skin lovingly, āJust open it already, youāre gonna like it. I promise.ā
āYouāre a little shit you know that.ā Levi snapped and saw how it made something flicker inside of Erenās eyes, the man clearly loving how he could get under his boyfriendās skin so easily.
So, instead of prolonging both of their torture, he gave in and opened the box.
He could feel the tears stinging in the corner of his eyes once he saw the black fabric and the iron hoops that were all too familiar to him. āYouāre a cunt, you know that?ā He tried to say flatly but even he could hear how his voice trembled, overflowing with emotions.
āJust admit that you love it and Iāll give you that birthday kiss you wanted.ā Eren said softly in his ear, wrapping his arms around the ravenās waist and pulling him closer so he was almost settled in his lap.
Levi swallowed the lump down his throat and tried his best to put on a straight face, knowing that he was failing miserably when he felt his cheeks heat up. āYouāre amazing, a cunt, but amazing.ā
"Look at you being all emotional,ā Eren laughed pulling him into a tight embrace that spoke nothing but love āI hope this binder will last longer than your temper, grumpy bean.ā
Levi huffed as he made his way down the hallway in the dorm building. He hadnāt had a good day so far. Being forced to stay the night at his boyfriends dorm and doing things he wasnāt comfortable with always made him upset and sad the following morning. But for now he kept those sad thoughts out of his mind as he headed towards his only friends dorm room.
Taking a soft breath he knocked on the door and soon let out a small sigh, ready to just be with someone who made him feel safe instead of constantly worrying that heād be forced to be around someone like Erwin again.
Looking around he glared at a few people that passed by and stared at him. He crossed his arms and tapped his foot, getting nervous about the way people looked at him... like they knew. It apparently wasnātĀ ātoo hardā to see (according to his boyfriend). But it always made him upset when people never saw the Levi he saw.
Though he finally gave a faint smile when he heard the door open.
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Hi. Um. Iāve never written a trans character or much f/f before, and I wanted to try both, so here is a thing. Please be kind, Iāve been in a slump lately and this is slowly pulling me out of it.Ā
Pairing: Levi/Erwin. MTF!Levi, Cisgirl!Erwin.
Summary:Ā Theyād just returned from their latest trek beyond the walls, and the Captain was loathe to call any of the ensuing events a victory, but what she did accomplish was finally getting underneath her Corporalās skin enough to get a reaction. Theyād been dancing around each other for weeks, hidden glances and forced mistaken touches, and Elizabeth was slowly losing her mind. She was a firm believer in all forms of release when under so much stress, and though her mind was constantly on the present battle at hand, that didnāt mean she forgot her humanity. Everyone had needs, and sheād sussed out long ago what Leviās were, and was surprised to find they aligned with her own.
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Levi winced as her head hit the substantial wooden door, but paid it no mind in favor of rising as far as she could on her toes to shove her lips back against the underside of Elizabethās jaw.
āSorry, sorry,ā Elizabeth panted as Levi sucked and licked at the sweaty skin from her jaw to her shoulder, anywhere she could reach while they were still standing.
āMmm,ā was Leviās reply, vibrating against Elizabethās throat.
Not content with the skin she could reach in this position, Levi forced her way away from the door and all but threw Elizabeth onto the giant woven rug on the floor. The taller girl hit the ground with a thump, and within seconds had a lap full of Levi and her tumbling black hair, cocooning them for a few stolen moments away from the horrible world outside the door. Elizabeth was consistently amazed by the strength contained in Leviās compact body; how could so much iron be contained by so much silk?
Theyād just returned from their latest trek beyond the walls, and the Captain was loathe to call any of the ensuing events a victory, but what she did accomplish was finally getting underneath her Corporalās skin enough to get a reaction. Theyād been dancing around each other for weeks, hidden glances and forced mistaken touches, and Elizabeth was slowly losing her mind. She was a firm believer in all forms of release when under so much stress, and though her mind was constantly on the present battle at hand, that didnāt mean she forgot her humanity. Everyone had needs, and sheād sussed out long ago what Leviās were, and was surprised to find they aligned with her own.
Elizabeth moaned as Levi reached her hands all over, touching and prodding and grabbing any kind of purchase she found. Her touch was hungry, but needy, and Elizabeth took every opportunity when she saw it. She flipped them over, pinning Levi to the floor with nothing but her size, and crashed their lips together again.
Not wanting to waste time with unnecessary maneuvering, Elizabeth simply worked Leviās belt open and wriggled a hand into the front of her trousers.Ā
What she found didnāt surprise or faze her, but her initial plan would have to shift, and she would need to know if that was okay. When she looked up at Levi, her own hand still and hovering, the tiniest jerk of the Corporalās chin sent her back to work, pushing past and further down, to where Leviās body was quivering and contracting. Elizabeth, changing her strategy for the situation at hand, pulled her hand out and sucked heavily on two fingers before shoving them back down to where she wanted them to be. She circled the tight muscle for a few moments, the feel of it against her fingers sending her own arousal spiraling again.
āOkay?ā she asked, still rubbing gently. Sheād never done this particular thing before, though sheād had her fingers inside many a working girl over the years, so she wanted to know if she was going to fuck it up or not.
āYeah, itās fine. Just...one at a time,ā Levi panted, clearly thrown at Elizabethās enthusiasm.
Elizabeth worked gently but quickly, since she could feel her own peak coming soon. She tried to listen for clues as what she was doing right or wrong, but upon hearing nearly silence, she glanced back up to Leviās face. What she found both turned her on and disheartened her.
Levi was clearly in ecstasy, her face contorted into an expression of bliss. Half of it, though, was covered tightly with her own hand, muffling any sound that might happen to slip out of her mouth.
āThe walls are thick, Levi. No one will hear us. I want to hear you, baby,ā she cooed. āLet me hear you.ā She reached up to pull Leviās hand away from her face to find the other girl biting her lip to the point that it must have been painful. She looked like she was holding back a flood and Elizabeth wanted to be soaked in it.
But Levi jerked her chin again, not opening her mouth even as Elizabethās hands went back to work, two fingers plunged deep and wet inside her. Leviās hips were rutting up against the palm of Elizabethās hand, and Elizabeth only vaguely registered her own apex firmly rubbing against the back of Leviās trousered and leather-strapped thigh. Her underwear was soaked through, and she was nearing the end. Out of somewhere inside her, a string of words came out. Later, she would wonder how she knew, but at the moment she was only focused on their mutual release.
āIt doesnāt make you weak, you know. To give in,ā she said in a labored breath, pushing her clothed clit against Leviās strong thigh. āIt makes you stronger. The moment you really give in, you own me. Trust me, thatās how this works,ā she sighed, looking down into determined gray eyes. She rolled her wrist again, watched as those eyes slipped shut. She did her best, watching Leviās face change with every new position of her hand, and when she found the right angle to please her, Elizabeth watched as Leviās lip began to bleed. One more thrust, and another, and Leviās mouth dropped open with a strangled moan that lasted just long enough to push Elizabeth over the edge. The jolt wrenched from her clit all the way up her spine, and she shuddered over onto the floor next to her Corporal, wet fingers pulling out of Leviās pants.
Later, when they were both presentable again, Levi turned to leave, presumably back to her own quarters. āI meant what I said, you know,ā Elizabeth called out from her seat on the edge of the bed. āGiving in. Being human. Letting yourself have things. It doesnāt make you weak.ā
Leviās face contorted back into her usual scowl. āTch. You think anyone out there believes that? At least, not about me. I have work ten times as hard as anyone else to get one tenth the respect you do. Trust me, I know where I stand.ā She flipped her hair over her shoulder without another word, and slammed the door.
Elizabeth wondered again, not for the last time, where Levi got her strength.
"You can't stop me from seeing our daughter! You have no right!"
Leviās eyes narrowed when Eren started to speak. He slowly backed away from the younger male. The raven had little Anna in a baby sling, he moved his hands to cover her ears so she didnāt have to hear Erenās yelling. But, Levi shook his head at Erenās statement.
āI have all the right to keep you from seeing her.ā He snapped.Ā āYou donāt deserve to see her. You left me alone and pregnant, Eren! Why on earth would I allow you to see her? You didnāt even want her⦠you didnāt even want me, Eren.ā
Levi could have said the same about himself. But he learned to accept the fact that he had managed to get pregnant. And he was so happy that he had the little baby in his arms.
Their relationship hadnāt been too great to start out with. Levi constantly dealing with dysphoria, and the fear of actually ending up pregnant. But it always seemed to him that Eren didnāt care about his problems.
āWhy do you even want to see her? Sheās almost six months old⦠and aside from that, she already has a new father⦠one that cares about me, and about her.ā
It had been a couple of months into college and everything was going fine. His teachers had all adjusted to calling him Levi instead of Leanna. Though most of them seemed beyond confused when he actually responded to the name. Despite not being on T, he could pass fairly well as male.
Levi felt odd though, he hadnāt attempted to make many friends as of yet. But he had been watching one group in particular. Two very tall men that he saw always together, and he was a little scared to go and talk to them. But he continued to watch them for the first few weeks of school. Levi was more than sure it was common knowledge to them that he was watching them.
But one day when he saw the bearded man alone in the cafeteria he took a deep breath and headed over to one of the free chairs at the table.
āUm⦠do you mind if I sit here?ā He asked, angry that his voice seemed a bit higher than he would have wanted it to. Levi bit his lip, hoping that he wouldnāt be rejected and told there wouldnāt be enough room.