#trannyposting

tho i do sometimes wonder if i'm deep down just as hateful and violent brained as the average man, i just direct it at other males instead of at women. especially toward mtfs. i've historically had a hard time sympathizing with myself for being a "male pervert". i just view male sexuality as inherently disgusting honestly. but my hatred is probably downstream of loving women in a misogynistic society, i can't view manhood neutrally bc of how much men pride themselves in hurting women. it just leads to a feeling that women are better, bc of how men behave. i struggle to sympathize with marginalized men's problems bc i have like a "stop oppressing women first then we can worry about your issues" pov

i need some fuckass dude to break my nose in a rundown denny’s parking lot at 11:04 pm but in like a non-sexual sexual way yknow??

before I went on T all I heard about with like possible undesirable things that might happen was like "you'll go bald and have ass hair long enough to braid and your gonna have a torture chamber on your willy the second bottom growth starts" and like none of those things turned out to be my real issues cuz y'know what my real issue is? I SWEAT LIKE MY NAME IS EQUIUS ZAHHAK, I HAVE TO DRY MY SLIPPERS BETWEEN USES, IF I SIT IN THE SAME POSITION FOR TOO LONG I CREATE A PUDDLE