#tragedy posts

hua cheng: i waited for 800 years

shen wei: i waited for 10,000 years

chu wanning: …

erha is so insane because one of the first things you learn is how much Mo Ran hates Chu Wanning and then he goes and does something like this and you're like ????? sir..?? what's going....on???

bonus heartbreak:

when Taxian Jun refused to let Chu Wanning die at his own coronation..".not yet...he has to live", when Taxian Jun forced Chu Wanning to marry him to humiliate him but refused to allow chu fei's identity to be known. because Chu Wannings humiliation and misery at his hands was his and no one else's. when Taxian Jun comes back to Wushan Palace after a bloodbattle and buries himself in Chu Wanning's lap because he is the only thing that could calm him down. when Taxian Jun would hold Chu Wanning when he was sick and kiss medicine into his mouth. when Chu Wanning dies and Taxian Jun goes insane and loses his mind because he couldn't do it without Chu Wanning with him. when Taxian Jun kills Song Qiutong even though the only reason he kept her around was because she reminded him of Shi Mei the one person he thought he loved. the one person he wants to burn down the world for. When Shi Mei died Mo Weiyu dissapeared from the world but when Chu Wanning died he didn't know what the world was anymore. when Taxian Jun kowtowed three times to Chu Wanning after his death. when Taxian Jun preserved his body for two years because he couldn't let him decay he has to stay with me. When Taxian Jun lays beneath the haitang tree but doesn't even know why. when he wakes up and has to continue for eight more years in the cold and empty palace without Chu Wanning, having continue to kill and suffer even though he ended it all. When he finally gets a hold of Chu Wanning again but Chu Wanning is sick and feverish and he holds him so he doesn't get worse and Hua Binan tells him its useless because he is a corpse and doesn't have a temperature and he points to the part of himself that was touching Chu Wanning and says he has warmth when Taxian Jun calls himself a disaster and a monster. When Taxian Jun see's Chu Wanning with an injured Mo Ran and asks if he would have done the same for him. If he would have protected him...if Chu Wanning could have loved him.

but most of all when 15 year old Mo Ran stood in front of Chu Wanning and begged to take the cursed flower in his place. because Chu Wanning was too gentle and he wouldn't be able to live with himself. When 15 year old Mo Ran with cuts on his back decides to protect Chu Wanning.