#tp fic

^^ A piece of mine for The Passenger Gift Exchange! This is a gift for @theflirtmeister!!!!

Here’s the summary: Randy thinks Benson would be better off on his own and tries to run off. He's shot for it. Recovery is rough. Based loosely on the dynamic of Annie and Paul in the movie Misery.

Rated E! Warnings in the tags!

Randy's who's always been soo repressed and always feels so bad about every twinge of desire or arousal he feels (potential religious guilt?👀) and then the moment he gets with benson and they do it for the first time something changes. He still has that lingering guilt and all but Benson's just always so nice and making him feel okay for his desires and encourages them.

All the repression catches up to him and the moment he realized it's okay he's libido skyrockets and he can basically go 3 times a day. And Bensons just all all amused and finds it a little endearing...just virile 21 year old Randy who always tuggs on bensons hands and gives him *that* look, telling him exactly he needs it right now,, making benson already make plans to which closest restroom he could maneuver them two.

Yup yhats it... (I'm also the person with the last few coach!benson and athlete!Randy asks and the one about tgirl randy hehe)

-n 🪽

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Randy going from crying every time he got an awkward boner and washing his if he even thinks about touching himself, to sitting in Benson’s lap or grinding against his thighs or taking Benson’s hand and putting it between his legs to feel where he’s gotten hard. He gets what he wants and the jolt of adrenaline and pleasure and endorphins is literally addictive to him. He can’t go without Benson very long at alllll.

Benson, he spoils the fuck outta Randy too. Sure he might tell Randy he has to get himself off if he’s not up to it himself, but he’ll watch and pet his hair and tell him he’s a good boy. Quickshot Randy cumming his brains out like minutes in, so Benson forces as many more orgasms outta him as they can get before Randy is shaking so bad his teeth are chattering and his tummy hurts. Even *that* really only buys then like an extra couple hours before Randy’s sighing and blushing and pawing at Benson’s sweater to get his attention all on him.

Cause he’s adamant he has permission. Benson doesn’t establish he has to, but Randy feels more weird about getting himself off without telling Benson it’s gonna happen. He prefers being told what to do anyways. Cause he went so long without trying anything at all, and now there’s so much and he gets overwhelmed sometimes. But he can’t help ittttt.

With religion I think I could see Randy growing up in a sect of Christianity like Pentecostalism that thrives in small conservative towns like they live in. Having these real stiff values about pleasure and sex and relationships, expecting himself to marry some girl and have like a million babies which sounds like a nightmare to him. Sex used to be something bad cause it would mean being damned to that sorta life. I also have a few ideas and fics about the potential of Randy also experiencing sexual abuse and not really seeing sex as like, a thing people do but a negotiation. Something he *has* to do for Benson to be nice to him. And once he gets that out of his head I think he’d wanna make up for that in himself and replace it with just feeling.

Lazy sex with Benson or getting himself off at night with Benson watching him or edging on the road and kisses all over instead of just something rough and dirty and for one purpose. Things he actually likes feeling revered by yknow.

My fic My lamb and martyr you look so precious goes into all my feelings on this topic cause hypersexual Randy is my thinngggg <3 <3

Alsoooo on this topic Benson is *not* getting it up half as much as Randy, but he likes to be there. Hold him while he gets off and clean him up after. Benson wants absolutely nothin more than to be some kind of caretaker for Randy and reveres Randy as like a completely special gift he’s unworthy of. They’ve both got pretty messy ideals of a relationship that kinda clash sometimes but they fit together as a perfect pair when it comes to Benson being sorta stony and focusing on Randy all the time, and Randy needing assurance.

Thinkingggg about Randy’s *look* and how he’s definitely always blushing but he slowly gets used to not feeling awkward about asking. Pressing his warm skin up against Benson and muttering that he needs him. Biting his lips and pressing his thighs together and getting this mischievous kinda shimmer in his eye. Cause he gets a little thrill outta bein allowed to ask.

hiii worm <3 our brains are so connected

juuuust posted my most recent fic, it’s short and traumatic for poor Randy but I might turn it into more parts 👀 here’s the link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/69903221

I’ve been obsessedddd with the idea of Randy having been a cannibal at one point since watching weapons. Deeply abnormal Randy who could’ve snapped and killed someone all on his own <3 Iffff I decide to continue this I would absolutely be bringing that cannibalism into the present! Redefine trauma by eating people with your captor savior boyfriend!

Sorta in the same vein I wanted to do an emeto fic focused on food/the rotten burger incident <3 My last sickfic was kinda fluffy but this one would absolutely be smutty <3 Eroticizing the control Benson has over Randy ft oral fixation and vomit kink. Hellllll yeah.

Other wip I keep chipping away at is gonna look ridiculous compared to these but I have an au where they work at Chuck E. Cheese’s instead of BBB. Yes the shooting still happens <3 and yes somebody is wearing the mascot suit when it happens <3

Course I have a billionnn other wips but those particular ones I’m workin’ on actively. I could totally go into more detail in a reblog or somethin’ though if ya wanted to hear moreeee <3 <3

It Takes One to Know Me : Cowboy ranson au! Nsft.

Before Our Heads Go Under : Mermaid Randy and Hunter Benson au!

I had lots of luck but it's all been bad : What Randy does after the diner. Very dark. Check warnings.

Thin chain lock to keep the world out : T4T Ranson before and after canon. Nsft. Check warnings.

My lamb and martyr, you look so precious : Extremely dark fic. Nsft. Randy’s abusive mother and the fallout. Check all warnings!

Paint it Black : Trans Randy and chaser Benson. Dark. Nsft. Check warnings.

my The Passenger zombie AU multichapter is heeere! and i'm very excited about it because it's not just a ranson fic - jess is a main character!! heck yeah! i'm so excited for y'all to meet zombie AU jess, she's been living in my head rent free for so loooong. and now i'm letting her out!!!

"My entire job is asking questions I don't I like," he replied, mostly to be a smart ass and watch Sid roll his eyes. "Hasn't put me out of work yet." "Oh, I bet those sad wives with cheating husbands love you," Sid remarked, straightening up and taking a drag. "Real charmer as usual, Lucky." "They don't pay me for my bedside manner, Doc," he replied, trying not to enjoy the small petty thrill he got at watching Sid grimace at the nickname. "But I'll take note of your feedback." "Oh, fuck off." "Sure, once the job is done," he said. -- In 1950's Los Angeles, private investigator Robert Leckie takes up a case that causes him to run into an old friend.

chapter 3 of ptolemaea is up! randy continues his adventures in my torment nexus! ✨ (benson you are NOT SAFE. do NOT GET COMFORTABLE. i have MANY WIPS where you will NOT BE SAFE FROM THE TORMENT-)

jess/lisa dygel sequel is still in the planning stages so there's no snippets BUT! i can say that anya from silence is golden is gonna be in it! she's my second fave OC i've ever made for a TP fic (the first is Taryn, Donnie's beautiful trans gf from the Bendonnie angst fic)

jess is gonna have some awkward conversations with her old high school situationship babyyyy <333