Jan 9, 2021
Why not me?
Confident you and time left untouched
Hoped you were different with all the world’s luck
But oh, how the world is so cruel
You’d never be the jewel
That lights up the sky you made to be dark
You’ll never get picked to fly up from the start
A jewel I wish to be...
Why not me?
Wanted to make it in the flashy cities
Made myself up all to fit all the pretties
But inside I knew, I was not enough so kill me
Abandoned and shamed
No one here to blame
Only myself for my time never came.
Watching my friends live in glory
When will I get to tell my story?
Why not me?
I live each day hoping for better
A chance to be the next shows header
But now I’m too old to be ever considered...
Why not me?
A sinking ship is all I’ll ever have...
