#touchmeagain

I just know this wasn't the whole story. I don't know how long I'll have to wait for the next chapter, seems like the author of our little story is really taking their time, but I'll keep waiting.

You're worth waiting for, you know?

You've always been, even if you haven't known or if I haven't told you. I knew from day one, no, from the first time you looked down into my eyes and I up into yours, that you'd be worth waiting for.

I will wait.

But I want as much time with you as possible. How am I supposed to know how much time I'll have? I want to enjoy every second you're around, every time we look into each other's eyes, every time you make me laugh and blush and giddy with excitement.

I can't fall asleep without you on my mind.

I can't wake up without wishing you were next to me.

There isn't a time I don't check my phone for your messages.

You haunt me in my dreams.

I miss you in an unpoetic, ugly way.

There's no comparison, no play of words.

never once in my life would i have ever thought that one simple evening would change everything after that.

one simple laugh followed by a simple comment and a simple conversation.

and now it's 4 am, i'm laying in bed on my own, crying thinking about you. about us.

about how there isn't an us.

and how i don't know if there ever will be again.

touch me again.

And as I think of you I realize how once there was a time where your texts, calls and company would be what was keeping me up.

1111

In the last three weeks I've seen this time stamp and this number combination more than 10 times.

It's an angel number regarding intuition.

Your intentions are manifesting quickly, thoughts create reality, trust your gut, follow your heart.

Are you trying to tell me something?