May 8
Trying not to lose myself in waiting
There’s a strange kind of frustration when you’re no longer used to standing still. Before, maka gasto pa ko gamay without overthinking because naa koy work and routine. Karon, while waiting for the next opportunity, murag na disconnect ko sa reality usahay.
Not because I’m lazy or giving up — but because I sacrificed something to pursue a different path. And while waiting for things to move again, the silence can feel heavy.
Some days okay ra. Some days murag lost kaayo ko. Pero maybe this phase is teaching me patience, humility, and how to keep going even when life feels uncertain.
