#totalshadowbae

Halloo everyone

its been... quite a while. heh.

I honestly never thought i’d have the guts to log back into this but, here I am! And I can imagine alot of people already brushing this post off or gettin mad at me for being so confusing... haha

BUT I’ve come back to say... Im sorry about all of this and this trash thats happened such a long while ago.This isn’t the only thing I want to tell of you as well

 Im hoping to be able to continue this AU, considering I miss this so much and... I just feel so bad for forgetting this when moving accounts and putting it to waste. It makes me feel real guilty, and there were actually some people who liked this AU and... just seeing that I let this blog down and, probably those people down... its made me feel real guilty and all. 

I’ve been drawing alot of doodles of this AU lately, and I really want to continue this and bring it back to life. It was such a creative AU i’ve made that included something i loved so much, I honestly can’t believe I’ve forgotten about it.

I guess i was just so excited to start a new that I left some good memories behind, haha...

But I wish to bring this back and I hope that some of you will still be active and willing enough to notice it once more ❤ I will be fixing all of the blog and Redesigning the characters. I wanna fix up alot of this and just make it better then it was before ! nwn 

I’ve already redesigned Starry Shadow a bit, Starry Sonikku will be next <3 

I really wanna try it witht his blog again, and im really hoping alot of the followers i already have for this blog notice it. 

If you’ve read this far, thanks for reading my trash !❤

Here have a doodle i’ve made today as an apology gift <3

I haven’t been on'ere for a few days cause im a woomy… So i’ll do this for now, haha.

Also, i have school tomorrow ;v; nuu

RULES: ONCE YOU’VE BEEN TAGGED, YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO WRITE A NOTE WITH 92 TRUTHS ABOUT YOU. AT THE END, CHOOSE 25 PEOPLE TO BE TAGGED.

Tagged by @legendofsonic And @kittyjayjay15 Thank yu babs ;u;

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. LAST BEVERAGE: Water? I think? 
2. LAST PHONE CALL: My friendo, Ariana 
3. LAST TEXT MESSAGE: “Np" – i was textin’ Ari 
4. LAST SONG YOU LISTENED TO: Ambiguous by GARNiELiA (i think thas how yu spell it) 
5. LAST TIME YOU CRIED: A few days ago cause i randomly got a bunch of emotions thrown at me at the same time and it panicked me and i didn’t know what to do and then just started crying haha. But its come to the point to where i don’t even know who i am anymore ;o;

HAVE YOU EVER: 6. DATED SOMEONE TWICE: Never dated 
7. BEEN CHEATED ON: nope 
8. KISSED SOMEONE & REGRETTED IT: lmao whats kissing 
9. LOST SOMEONE SPECIAL: Maybe. And it may or may not have been my fault bc im a dumbass. 
10. BEEN DEPRESSED: Still am 
11. BEEN DRUNK AND THREW UP: Never been drunk, never drinked 
12. LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS: Green, Blue and Pastel Purple.~ 
15. MADE A NEW FRIEND: Nope 
16. FALLEN OUT OF LOVE: Huh 
17. LAUGHED UNTIL YOU CRIED: YES 
18. MET SOMEONE WHO CHANGED YOU: Yuppyup! 
19. FOUND OUT WHO YOUR TRUE FRIENDS ARE: YES!!! 
20. FOUND OUT SOMEONE WAS TALKING ABOUT YOU: Yup ;o; and not in a good way 
21. KISSED ANYONE ON YOUR FB FRIEND’S LIST: God no 
22: HOW MANY PEOPLE ON YOUR FB FRIENDS LIST DO YOU KNOW IN REAL LIFE: Almost all of them haha 
25. DO YOU WANT TO CHANGE YOUR NAME: Yes! I already have a preferred name, Amaya. But the name i was given by my parents was Taisha. 
26. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY: Nothing. I just did the usual.. Draw. I really don’t want to think about it. Its really depressing, i hate my birthday. 
27. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP TODAY: 9:45 AM?? I think 
28. WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT LAST NIGHT?: Watching IZombie with Ariana xD 
29. NAME SOMETHING YOU CANNOT WAIT FOR: hmmm.. I dunno 
30. LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR MOTHER: An hour ago? I believe? 
31. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU WISH YOU COULD CHANGE ABOUT YOUR LIFE: not be bipolar?? Haha 
32. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW: A vacuum cleaner. At 10:31 PM. xDD 
33. HAVE YOU EVER TALKED TO A PERSON NAMED TOM?: Not yet!! 
34. WHAT’S GETTING ON YOUR NERVES RIGHT NOW: the FUCKING VACUUM CLEANER ABHAOWOEBS 
35. MOST VISITED WEBPAGE: Tumblr and DeviantART ! 
36. BLOOD TYPE: Dunno?? 
37. NICKNAME’S: Tai, Comet, Emerald and Senpai! 
38. RELATIONSHIP STATUS: Single and will never mingle. xD 
39. ZODIAC SIGN: Gemini ! 
40. PRONOUNS: They/Them/She/Her 
41. JUNIOR SCHOOL: uhhhm 
43. COLLEGE/UNI: UHHHM 
44. HAIR COLOR: i dyed my hair today so right now its Dark Blue and Dark Brown uvu 
45. LONG OR SHORT: what is this asking me My height? If so, im Tall not “Long” haha

Where fuck did 46 go?? 
47. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE?: lol no 
WHERE DID 49 GO CHRIS WHAT DID YA DO XD 
50. TATTOOS: not yet 
51. RIGHTY OR LEFTY: RIGHTY 
52. FIRST SURGERY: Never one :o 
53. FIRST PIERCING: Both my ears.~ 
54. FIRST BEST FRIEND: Adrian from my Elementary school! I haven’t seen him in years… 
55. FIRST SPORT YOU JOINED: Never 
56. FIRST VACATION: Puerto Rico with family! :o 
WHERE THE HELL IS 57 and 58 OHMYGOD

RIGHT NOW:

59. EATING: Nothin'
60. DRINKING: NOTHING 
61. I’M ABOUT TO: check my DeviantART and listen to Nightcore haha 
62. LISTENING TO: nothin’ 
63. WAITING FOR: FOR THE FUCKING VACUUM TO SHUT UP SO I CAN SLEEP?????? 
64. WANT KIDS?: Fuck no 
65. GET MARRIED?: FUCK NO Im sorry Marriage is way too serious, up-tight and fancy for me 
66. CAREERS?: Game animator, Game developer, Regular Animator, work for Nintendo or SEGA or just open my own Art shop haha

WHICH IS BETTER:

67. LIPS OR EYES: EYES 
68. HUGS OR KISSES: HUGS 
69. SHORTER OR TALLER: totally Shorter

WHY ARE ALL OF THESE NUMBERS MISSING 
71. ROMANTIC OR SPONTANEOUS: Fuck Romantic thats boring haha 
72. NICE STOMACH OR NICE ARMS: that doesn’t matter to me?? Haha 
73. SENSITIVE OR LOUD: AS LOUD AS ME HAHA 
74. HOOK-UP OR RELATIONSHIP: hahaHAHAHAHAHHA no 
75. TROUBLE MAKER OR HESITANT: Hesitant!

HAVE YOU EVER:

76. KISSED A STRANGER: nope 
77. DRANK HARD LIQUOR: NO 
78. LOST GLASSES/CONTACTS: Yes, but i always find them heehee 
79. SEX ON FIRST DATE: what is that 
80. BROKE SOMEONE’S HEART: Yeah. But i don’t mean to.. 
OKAY IM DONE WHERE ARE 81 AND 82 JEGUS 
83. TURNED SOMEONE DOWN: Yes 
84. CRIED WHEN SOMEONE DIED: Nope. Death doesn’t seem to effect me as much as it use to. I might be growing a bit emotionless. ;o; 
GOD DAMNIT 85 I TOLD YU NOT TO OVERDO THE LIQUOR AND LOOK AT WHAT YU HAVE DONE YU HAVE GONE MISSING

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. YOURSELF: LOL NO
87. MIRACLES: I dunno
88. LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT: Meh
89. HEAVEN: Nah
90. SANTA CLAUS: I dunno
91. KISS ON THE FIRST DATE: Well yeah?
92. ANGELS: Nah

1. Chocolate

2. Legos 

3. Music

4. Feel loved ;u; 

14. What do you like drawing the most?

I really like drawing feminine things haha! I’m much better at slim, fairy-like bodies than muscular things haha

19. What medium/program do you use the most in your art?

Paint Tool Saiii!! I love that program so much. And Copics and Pisrmacolors are my go-to medium for traditional work, but watercolors are close behind. Like, I only do watercolor pieces like  once a month, but those pieces are often big and detailed, and like I often paint like 3 pieces at once. Then the watercolors go back on my shelf for a few weeks haha xD