As you won't publicly disclose your primary blog, I figured the community should get to know at least your experience with drugs, so i've written a little survey for you: List your Three favourite drugs and how old you were when you first tried them. What drug gave you the most guidance in your life, be it in a single dose or long term? What drug did you have the worst experience with (Story)? Would you say you use drugs as a hobby/event or another reason? Do you think you'll ever stop? Thanks!
1. Three favorite drugs: LSD, MDMA & 4-AcO-DMT I guess. It's always so hard for me to choose favorites!
2. How old when first tried said drugs: I was 18 when I first tried LSD (although it was very weak), I think 17 when I tried MDMA and also 18 when I tried 4-AcO-DMT.Â
3. Drug that gave me the most guidance in my life: All of them! I know that's kind of a lame answer, but it's true.
4. Drug I had the worst experience with: I have never broken through with DMT, so every time (I think I tried about 3 times) I attempted to smoke it, everything would get really trippy, but I would also get REALLY anxious/uncomfortable. And I would not want to be around people for a while, even though each time I was with my closest friends. But I hope that in the future some more DMT comes into my possession so I can give it another try!
5. Why I use drugs: All of the above? I consider my drug use somewhat of a hobby; I love talking about it with other psychonauts. I use psychedelics for recreational use as well as for spiritual/emotional/mental development. Usually all at the same time.
6. Will I ever stop: I hope not, no. My dream is to be sixty or seventy and tripping with my husband, a la the Shulgins.Â
Thanks for the questions!