what's REALLY going on in this AU: Charlie had a fiancé who's now married to another woman and everyone is fine with that, also Charlie has a grumpy platonic friend wife and at the same time flirts and bickers with a married colleague (this man during his mortal life once had an affair with the girl named Charlotte, and Charie's like "oh okay"), and minor antagonist sir Pentious once, also in pre-canon time, had a short-term crush on Alastor's platonic wife, but now he's in enemies-to-friends bromance relationship with Charlie asile's janitor's one-eyed friend Cherri Bomb, AND—

I off took a break from sims today even though it’s my escape but with the insomnia I haven’t slept at all and sitting at the computer just isn’t my jam today! So I’ve been reading I just finished a book and i loved it! I’m about to start another one but the guilt just won’t go away, I keep pacing the house wondering around like I need to go somewhere lol anyway yeah I’ve got a few posts in my drafts. Was thinking of doing something in blender but my mind is too shredded to huperfocus which is what I know I’ll do so yeah taking it easy with a book

When your farmer wife trying to get your attention all day but it's so subtle you're not sure if she's just being her usual self or awkwardly flirting with you. 

didn’t mean hurt you it wasn’t the right call thought if i didn’t tell you it would mean nothing at all

you know that i’m selfish that i loose control but i swear it wasn’t my fault had too much alcohol

believe me, i didn’t meant it it’s hard to get through what i’ve been through i’ll make it up to you

one lie that I told two sides of the road those three words I never say had four chances to come clean drinking five days a week sober for no more than six going on for seven months i know you’ve been counting all this time

it wasn’t the kiss the reason i feel this betrayed you could’ve just told me truth but you chose to lie instead

seems i cant leave you a night on your own call me when you grow up your good boy cover was blown

i could try to believe that you are more than just this ugly mess but you are making it hard and there is no going back

one night ruined all two times you said you call three full days i’ve cried took me four to realize i have five things to pack and six seconds to run those seven months weren’t fun and I kept counting all this time

1 2 3 cant take it no more 4 5 6 don’t come knock on my door 7 8 9 there is no time for regrets i’m afraid if I get to 10 i won’t ever be able to stop i’ve got to stop counting i am done counting

10 9 8 please don’t end this dance 7 6 5 give me another chance 4 3 2 we are running out of time please don’t let me get to 1 beacuse that would mean we are done i don’t wanna stop counting say you’ll keep on counting

Night. Loud music in headphones. Good book in hand. And your boundless imagination. Jules Verne "Twenty Thousand Leagues Under the Sea"