As someone who believes in miracles and the posibility of the impossible, i googled whether there is a way to cure cracked tooth. I've been listening to brainwave frequencies, searching of possibility to reattach it with special glue, but my intuition made it clear that I have to let it go.

And this breaks my heart:

I have to say goodbye forever and it is gone, no longer with me. I have to deal with it and accept it.

On my way to dentist, I feel my heart is pounding, I'm nervous because I almost never visit dentist or hospital, or any other health centre. Somehow my body is strong enough to keep it healthy for 3 decades, but I just took it for granted because I thought it was normal.

In front of dentist, I remember it was Ocean dental, I check pick a card tarot reading on youtube to see if I made the right decision with pulling it off. Hey, I'm a libra, it's tough for me to decide something, especially cutting my body part off.

The pick a card reading was from Terri Nichols "yes or no", and it's around 15-20 minutes. But the only sentence I remember is when she said "you will feel nervous right now, but eventually you will feel much better after this. It was the right decision after all."

After the encouragement from my spirit guide through Terri, I entered the dentist and pull my tooth off. I still remember the "crack" sounds echoing in my skull. It was pretty much like breaking ice, and the ice breaks. To celebrate my liberation from the cracked tooth, I decided to eat chicken noodle from Mie Gajah Mada, and I use my right side of mouth to chew.

Yes, there was tears of joy. Streaming like a waterfall.

And so I apologize to my teeth, i told them I'm sorry for abandoning your hygiene so one of you shall go. And I promise I will take care of the rest that still remains.

I go to dentist for scaling, and always brush my teeth for at lest once a day. I never again abuse my teeth by chewing overly tough rock food, and always be gentle when I chew. Of course, whenever I consume sugar, Always rinse with mineral water.

Today, I go to the dentist again to treat the captivy, and received shocking news.

The dentist said that my lost molar is regenerate!!

It's about to regrow!!

I was so happy I cried on my way home. I can't stop expressing my gratitude to God, Angels, Universe, Spirit guides, Ancestors, and my body for this miracle.

I thought it was gone forever and apparently it regrow!