#toogoddamnlong

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You think your life is hard?

Take a look at mine.

Age eight doctor said I was depressed

Mom agreed, Dad remained supressed

So I took my pills

like a good little son

focusing hard

until the work was done

then it came to my attention

that who i was is gone

troubled child, perfect definition

i missed the old me

so i stopped with the pills

gave up on satisfactory

to become satisfied

parents disagreed with what i wanted

so they sent me off once

and this is where it gets started

first to boarding school

that'll set him straight

fuck that no it won't

imma fight for face

they will know who i am

even if i dont

but one things for sure

that is, i'm going for broke

ended up in a mental ward

for suicidal thoughts

my actions put me there

but i blame it on the zoloft

so i proved em wrong

showed em i didnt wanna die

but it got me nowhere

so back to home to cry

about two years later

they tried again

but this time to rehab

for all the "drugs" i did

i met

kids bitching about their lives

claiming they wanna die

well get the fuck on with it

your causing a pain behind my eye

four months passed

full of sweat and tears

only four months

that shit felt like four years

come back have a ball

smoke some weed and get high

with my ego sayin that im 8 feet tall

till my world came crashing down

and back to rehab i was sent

fcuk another four months?

i need a cigarette

more emotions

more crying

more lying

more trying

must not have been enough

because i still do the shit

so just pass the fucking blunt

and lets get on with it

for about a year things were solid

happiest i'd ever been

i even got to live with my best friend

had a nice girl

then had a nicer one

but then the cops were called

handcuffs on my wrists, stepped into the car

as my sister sat and bawled

only one night in jail

left me with probation

and an angry bitch

why? because she hatin

been about a year since then

only one month to go

jesus fucking christ this is long

i need to smoke some dro

but hang in there just a little bit more

let me say one thing

then you are free for the door

I ain't happy now

but fuck my body

im tired of this shit