#too tense

I’ve met Martin Blackwood?

Around a week ago I took this tape, thought it was a statement but it just had some of his poetry. Not bad, all things considered. It was actually quite– I mean you just wouldn’t expect such… loneliness from a guy like Martin. He’s like if a teddy bear had bad taste men.

I’ve only met the one though, and he’s not doing well. Jon still hasn’t come back from some stupid business trip, and Elias is dodging my questions- he threatened to send me on another delivery.

I was literally about to make a post about this what the heck anon you read my mind. 

I am currently lacking the personal motivation to work on it. That’s not to say I don’t love it, or that I’m NOT writing it, cause I am, I’m just struggling to feel like anyone cares. 

So. Today I’m going to edit chapter 1, and post it. Even though the rest of the story isn’t complete yet. It would mean a lot to me if you guys would support me and let me know how it’s going, so that I can feel like I’m doing something worthwhile. 

Thank you sooooo much, I’m super happy I managed to do it well! I was trying to make sure it was clear that both Dan and Phil were allowed to say no at any time, and I tried to make sure they both DID at least once, to show that neither of them was going to do anything they didn’t truly want. At the same time, the conversation element wasn’t always there, but I think in real life that’s more realistic, and I wanted to portray this relationship in a really real way. 

thank you so much, this is so incredibly sweet of you to say!!!! ah im so happy <3

My updating schedule right now is once a week, around Saturdays! I’m trying to give myself enough time to edit well/keep writing AND I have quite a few friends I’m meeting up with in the next 48 hours who will be here just over a week!!!

@quiffedphil @phillybops @philester and @pretentiousdan 

I’m gonna die I can’t wait to see them