February Check In - 1:11am
January was a rough month. Lost my car. Felt lost a tad bit within figuring out some things but I made it through under God’s grace. I start to ponder in this feeling lately of how much beauty is in the struggle. I’ve always known it though it hits differently this time. God has a plan for me and Im going to carry it out to make sure the rest of those in the world can see it.
My new single dropped and many people have grown close to it. I thought it used to be okay to hold onto things because thats what I was taught in order to brand yourself from the pop culture. Though I’ve grown to realize that in itself was a difficult time period in which now its truly based on fully embracing what makes us all unique and capitalizing on it. So Im going to show my light this year.
This tumblr post is a message to myself. I know this was hard to build. I know it doesn’t seem fair. I know people are going to be upset with any decision that doesn’t benefit them. But this plan that God has for me has never let me fail. I remember when I never thought this life could get this far.
Someday Ill come back here and there’s going to be a fan who found this and say “bro this was before he made it”. Tbh I just want you to know, there really is no such thing as that. Its just are you making the time? That is what the real question is.
Time=seeds. And you gotta sow these seeds man. Thank You God for it all. My eyes are open and Im fully awake. Once again. Thank you God for it all.