#toddsfall

I know Sas and I’m not blaming you for your feelings or your actions. If it were me I would probably be doing the same thing. As your friend I just have to keep repeating myself because I need you to know that no matter what, it’s not your fault. You can’t help what you feel any more than she can but in the end we’re all responsible for our own lives. No matter how heartbreaking that is

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There are no right answers here, I’m also not a professional so I don’t know the right thing to say. I just know that I love you and my heart breaks for you

I know, I know. Rationally, I know that you’re right, but emotionally it’s so damn tough. Rationally, I know it’s not my fault and I’ve always done everything I could to help her, but in the end, it’s the pain you’d remember and not the effort you put in to try and avoid that pain. 

tagged by @sagittaerus omg thankyou i love talking bout myself 

rule: tag 9 people you want to get to know

relationship status: single bb

Favorite color: its this certain shade of blue u see in the sky at the end of the day but i cant pick a shade cuz im indecisive 

Lipstick or chapstick: im a tinted lipbalm bitch cuz i cant put lipstick on properly

Last song: such great heights by iron & wine

Last movie: i think it was Wilde (1997) but honestly i had to stop cuz stephen fry was throwing me off and i didnt want to see anything bad happen to anyone 

Top 3 shows: i cant pick top or fav anything honestly. but. i love love My Mad Fat Diary, X files (cuz im watching it atm), and sense8?? like i rly dont know 

Top 3 ships: boiii idk this either so im gonna say what 14yo Gabby would say lol - chuck and blair; edward and bella; zuko and katara

I’m listening

listen,

Oh yeah I get that, but tomorrow’s a new day for saving ;) how long are you going to be in Antwerp? Hmu if ur lonely, I’m only a train ride away ;)

☾ : favourite word from your language

Mierenneuker, puur voor de visuele beelden die dat oproept. of pieternelleke, als dialect ook mag. En ik ben heel gesteld op “lief” als in het genderneutraal woord voor datemate.

☆ : give the first lines of a song which is originally in your language

Ik zien u zo graag, ik zien u zo graag, ik zien u zo graag maar ni vandaagLater maar ni nu, later maar ni nu, later maar ni nu je ne peux plus

❀ : which language(s) would you like to speak fluently?French, for obvious reasons. Italian, for prettiness. Arabic. And German, because it irks me that I only know a little bit of it, plus it’s a goddamn national language

❁ : which language(s) do you think of as the most beautiful?I think all languages are beautiful, tbh, although I do have a soft spot for Italian.

I want to try some but how do you get weed I’m sweating just thinking about it tbh

my dad bought seeds in amsterdam and in maastricht so we had a few plants (it’s legal to have one plant per person, I believe?) but bc we had them in the greenhouse, they were pretty huge

I know!! they’re never going to be able to solve all the plot points properly and all the clips lately don’t move the plot forward?? it’s so frustrating

King Lear, Macbeth, Coriolanus, Measure for Measure, The Tempest and if we have enough time The Merchant of Venice :)