toddsfall replied to your post: toddsfall replied to your post: ...
I know Sas and Iâm not blaming you for your feelings or your actions. If it were me I would probably be doing the same thing. As your friend I just have to keep repeating myself because I need you to know that no matter what, itâs not your fault. You canât help what you feel any more than she can but in the end weâre all responsible for our own lives. No matter how heartbreaking that is
toddsfall replied to your post: ...
There are no right answers here, Iâm also not a professional so I donât know the right thing to say. I just know that I love you and my heart breaks for you
I know, I know. Rationally, I know that youâre right, but emotionally itâs so damn tough. Rationally, I know itâs not my fault and Iâve always done everything I could to help her, but in the end, itâs the pain youâd remember and not the effort you put in to try and avoid that pain.Â
I donât know whatâs going to happen anymore to be honest. I just want to live and be happy. Iâve said it before and Iâll say it again, if I could, I would hop on a plane to I donât know where and get out of here, but running away from problems never really solved them probably and I gotta stick around.

















