#tochris

All of a sudden, I found what I didn't know was exactly what I'm looking for. I guess this is the true love people are talking about all the time. The calm, unexciting feeling getting directly to the nerves of your bones and straight to the bottom of your heart.

3 weeks into texting, I knew this was special.

3 minutes into the first kiss, I thought "it's him."

3 months into dating, I feel it from the bottom of my heart, from the toes to the fingertips. It's him. He's my man.

It's him and I love this (hu)man. And I can't wait to build a life with him. I want it all. And I can't describe what's different. Probably the deep peace being with him fills me with.

Even though those last 3 months have been not sunshine all the time. There's been a lot of rain, he brings it all out. He somehow triggers all those old feelings, but once I get them out, he treats them in a way that leaves me different. Healed, in some way. Every time a bit more.

And it's especially his handle of those meltdowns that makes me want him even more.

That makes this feeling inside of me grow. The feeling of belonging. The feeling of being home. The feeling of wanting to build an actual home. The feeling of wanting to start a family with him. And it grows.

I love him. And he loves me too.

And everything else doesn't matter.

It's as easy as it is.